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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yes I also lost track of time and perception of what hour/day it is, sorta of disconnection with internal biological clock and time in general
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I dont know what hour it is if I don’t look at my phone (before the injections i could tell almost exactly what hour it was even without looking at the clock or my phone).

I don’t know what day of the week is anymore, before the injections i had a normal integration of consciousness and space-time so i could remember what day of the week was yesterday and i could tell what day of the week was today..

It’s really strange and scary at the same time, a total disconnection from time/space..
 
recovery100£ said:
What y’all up too today guys, I swear I don’t even know what day of the week it is anymore everything just blends in too one, anyone else feel like that atm?
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just trying to survive, tell myself every day just one more day, just try to survive a little longer, but nothing ever change is just constantly anhedonia by some overlod matrix psychiatrist who are trying to play game with my life. already 20 months like this. fucking sucks. i went to Asia and i feel like a sick dying old men, can't believe i felt in my prime before all of this i took Vyvanse and felt like the smartest person in the room, that's all gone now, possible forever, even if you heal from this everyone moved on and forget about you and labeled you a madmen, for me it seem i will never recover from this.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yes I also lost track of time and perception of what hour/day it is, sorta of disconnection with internal biological clock and time in general
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Yeh it’s because everything feels the same at all times, time doesn’t matter to me now it’s literally just another day of the same shit until I recover tbh with you man, I can’t believe the drug depots take so long to leave the blood and muscle man it’s shocking
 
recovery100£ said:
Yeh it’s because everything feels the same at all times, time doesn’t matter to me now it’s literally just another day of the same shit until I recover tbh with you man, I can’t believe the drug depots take so long to leave the blood and muscle man it’s shocking
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i think part of it it it scars your brain, giving brain damage Alzheimer's like symptoms.
 
Bro what can I even do with my day at this point, everything is just the same, I eat, smoke, watch some shit and sleep, I’ve been doing the same thing everyday for 10 months now, 7 on the injection and 3 off it, this shits stuck in my blood and all I can do is either wait or end it
 
lostsoulowen said:
i think part of it it it scars your brain, giving brain damage Alzheimer's like symptoms.
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The reason it takes so long to heal is not just that it stays in the depot for so long but it changes the neurochemistry of your brain. After it wears off the brain has to literally rewire itself, and it never goes back to normal, just finds a new normal. It’s like having a stroke
 
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