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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Good weed can take me out from agony so that's why i reccomend it enormously, i just dont understand why in pharmacies they sell 18+% THC 1% cbd where perfect weed is 5% thc % and 10% cbd, your health is #1, its so helpful i would advice growing, better to be high then suicidal. The high THC strains lack relaxation and can be dangerous for some
 
asr0101 said:
So I took an edible and I got high . I’m going to stop doing weed though . I’m probably just going to stick to alcohol . Also stopping nicotine . I feel my libido coming back stronger these past couple days and I haven’t even started zinc yet . Feels like I recovered . I would say by December I should be 100%
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lostsoulowen said:
it's not true stop mentioning this lie, there's different type of mri, new technologies are being devoloped, depends on what?
regular MRI doesn't show damage usually?
mri type t5 might show small damage's but the dogma in mental studies is to blame us being mentally ill and to downplayed the damage cause by psychiatrist drugs.
but you can see fluid buildup in the brain smaller front lobe is likely damage by Antipsychotic. also you can take a scan MRI after the Antipsychotic and after 4-5 years see if there's an increase.
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An MRI abousolutely cant see damage at the cellular level. We honestly have no real reliable imaging for that besides maybe an organic brain scan and you cant take brain out of dead body to reliably study it without fucking the brain cells up. Were honestly still 1800s when it comes too that shit they dont know as much as they think they do.
 
Currently in my mates 400bhp golf… cant feel a fucking thing…. But I’ve spoken to a few people who recovered around 16-18 months so im hoping thats me, just a year of zombie boring every day but one day hopefully get my life back, if not il just have to slug it and try get back to work and figure something out but hell a life like this is going to be weird
 
blanch116 said:
Currently in my mates 400bhp golf… cant feel a fucking thing…. But I’ve spoken to a few people who recovered around 16-18 months so im hoping thats me, just a year of zombie boring every day but one day hopefully get my life back, if not il just have to slug it and try get back to work and figure something out but hell a life like this is going to be weird
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still a zombie 14 months and 5 days
 
recovery100£ said:
Lowkey would anyone be down to create a discord server and we could chat and talk about our problems instead of just typing them? Might make us all feel less alone with our problems?
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Horrible idea nice way to make the forums die and the discord will die in 3 weeks
 
fuqrisperdal said:
How do you know? I Almost died and ı just only saw black
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Im spiritual being, had mystical experiences aswell, karma is real, simply doing good might raise % of healing from my understanding. Yoga = supercosmic conciousness and super health, in heaven there is no ilness and miracles exist, people who have kundalini awakened can perform them like Padre Pio, obviously permament damage from antipsychotics exist but there is huge chance few injections will not do that even if we still need neurogenesis 2.5 years later.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
Why is your god hiding? Why doesn't he help us? Why does he torture us?
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World as karmic expression, also keep in mind the possibility of healing fully and this experience only making your more conscious and humble, great yogi Paramahansa Yogandanda said "all the trials were here to awaken you not to punish you", its been huge suffering to be force drugged but my record chess rating was higher then before, use this experience as fuel for becoming enlightened, “No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.”
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
World as karmic expression, also keep in mind the possibility of healing fully and this experience only making your more conscious and humble, great yogi Paramahansa Yogandanda said "all the trials were here to awaken you not to punish you", its been huge suffering to be force drugged but my record chess rating was higher then before, use this experience as fuel for becoming enlightened, “No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.”
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U r delusional sorry mate
 
fuqrisperdal said:
U r delusional sorry mate
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Yeah every christian is delusional, let alone if they took AP’s, don’t listen to those Who push god delusions or religion things.

I went to a curch some months ago, or even a year ago, i don’t remember, i kneel myself to “god” and i begged him to help me, to heal me, but he don’t answer..

Here i’am 27 months after the injections, worse compared how i was the weeks/months following the injections.

There is no god, if it were any god, he would listen to my help request.
 
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