• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I want to end my life. I came to the doctor to ask about the Invega Sustenna dosage. And she tells me that my last injection was over 700 mg, by American standards... I don't understand at all what's going on and what drug they actually gave me. She even said so pompously, "What do you want from me?"
 
InnerReturn said:
I want to end my life. I came to the doctor to ask about the Invega Sustenna dosage. And she tells me that my last injection was over 700 mg, by American standards... I don't understand at all what's going on and what drug they actually gave me. She even said so pompously, "What do you want from me?"
Click to expand...
Doesn't it come in pre-measured doses out of the packaging? I'm not sure if it even comes in a dose that high. Highly doubtful that's what you actually received imo
 
Invegatorment said:
Doesn't it come in pre-measured doses out of the packaging? I'm not sure if it even comes in a dose that high. Highly doubtful that's what you actually received imo
Click to expand...
It turns out it was Trinza, not Sustenna. That creature gave me three injections within a month, when they're supposed to give only one every three months
 
I found a piece of paper in my bag with the dosage. The last injection was 819 mg, the second one (according to the doctor) was 525 mg, and I don't remember how much the first one was... I thought I would recover this year... I am completely devastated by this news and I don't know how to go on living. They gave them to me within a single month, which is a gross error😓😞
 
This bitch decided I had schizoaffective disorder because I told her I was from an orphanage and was raised by other people. She counted that as a symptom of a severe disorder. Today I brought her official documents as proof, and she said, "Now I believe you. What can I do about it now? What do you want from me?"
My body is poisoned with Trinza. How can someone be so careless with patients? As far as I know, Trinza is prescribed after Sustenna, but they gave it to me right away. Now I hate this doctor even more.
Is there anyone here who has recovered after Trinza?
 
Body and brain feels slow, mainly nervous system

Came across new knowledge, so the a wrecked nervous system your reality will be screwed.

Based on this drug ruining our nervous system our realities will be ruined too.

80 days left for me.

40 Days in.

All I can say is keep pushing.

Be aware, still show up as best version of self.

It’s hard but practice mindfulness too is what has helped me a tiny bit.

Doctors won’t even prescribe me what will help my receptors.

Mental health staff suck ass, only using them to get my flat.

I get money and spunk it all on crack cocaine ( governments money. ) cause my nervous system is so wrecked it doesn’t know how to get priorities in perspective.

So now I’m money less for 30 days, while system wrecked for 89 days.

Counting everyday as if goes by.

It’s hard man, but they all will pay.
 
InnerReturn said:
This bitch decided I had schizoaffective disorder because I told her I was from an orphanage and was raised by other people. She counted that as a symptom of a severe disorder. Today I brought her official documents as proof, and she said, "Now I believe you. What can I do about it now? What do you want from me?"
My body is poisoned with Trinza. How can someone be so careless with patients? As far as I know, Trinza is prescribed after Sustenna, but they gave it to me right away. Now I hate this doctor even more.
Is there anyone here who has recovered after Trinza?
Click to expand...
Sounds like a horrible story, excuse me this heppened to you. All these people do is tick boxes. never tell anyone your personal life issues or family ones i’ve learned that, as similar happened to me
 
Invegatorture said:
I don't feel totally lobotomised, anhedonic or restless anymore. My brain doesn't feel the same though. I feel slow mentally, some times a bit spaced out.
Click to expand...
Hi how have you been?

I’m sure at least you can breathe now and nervous system isn’t as wrecked ? or nervous system is perfectly fine i hope.
 
InnerReturn said:
I found a piece of paper in my bag with the dosage. The last injection was 819 mg, the second one (according to the doctor) was 525 mg, and I don't remember how much the first one was... I thought I would recover this year... I am completely devastated by this news and I don't know how to go on living. They gave them to me within a single month, which is a gross error😓😞
Click to expand...

flystr8 said:
They must have given you the 3 month injection? cause that one is said to last 18 months, i’m sorry dude hang in there 7 months left.
But look at it as time to sharpen sword and get discharged.
Click to expand...
Officially i got susstena, that what they said on the medical chart and on my diagnosis, but i had conflict with minority groups, then when i get to the hospital all the doctors and nurses were of that minority groups, and i think they switch susstena to triniza to poisoned me, actually i checked the recoveries stories and even the longest people who recoverd, like Katrina's were in college and work after a year, i think i almost didn't see anyone like me bedridden at 13 months.
The other possibilities is i have sluggish cognitive tempo, so i had day dreaming processing speed problems before invega, so maybe my brain doesn't know how to heal itself like normal brain.

Either way it seem like my recovery process timeline looks like trinza more then susstena
 
InnerReturn said:
This bitch decided I had schizoaffective disorder because I told her I was from an orphanage and was raised by other people. She counted that as a symptom of a severe disorder. Today I brought her official documents as proof, and she said, "Now I believe you. What can I do about it now? What do you want from me?"
My body is poisoned with Trinza. How can someone be so careless with patients? As far as I know, Trinza is prescribed after Sustenna, but they gave it to me right away. Now I hate this doctor even more.
Is there anyone here who has recovered after Trinza?
Click to expand...

I remember seeing some people in the forums V2-V3
 
InnerReturn said:
This bitch decided I had schizoaffective disorder because I told her I was from an orphanage and was raised by other people. She counted that as a symptom of a severe disorder. Today I brought her official documents as proof, and she said, "Now I believe you. What can I do about it now? What do you want from me?"
My body is poisoned with Trinza. How can someone be so careless with patients? As far as I know, Trinza is prescribed after Sustenna, but they gave it to me right away. Now I hate this doctor even more.
Is there anyone here who has recovered after Trinza?
Click to expand...

I remember seeing some people in the forums V2-V3
 
does anyone know if these drugs will help my receptors and make me breathe again with no side effect

1. Levothyroxine – to drain the fluid and open my nose.
2. Cabergoline – to lower prolactin and shrink the swelling.
 
does anyone know if these drugs will help my receptors and make me breathe again with no side effect

1. Levothyroxine – to drain the fluid and open my nose.
2. Cabergoline – to lower prolactin and shrink the swelling.
 
InnerReturn said:
This bitch decided I had schizoaffective disorder because I told her I was from an orphanage and was raised by other people. She counted that as a symptom of a severe disorder. Today I brought her official documents as proof, and she said, "Now I believe you. What can I do about it now? What do you want from me?"
My body is poisoned with Trinza. How can someone be so careless with patients? As far as I know, Trinza is prescribed after Sustenna, but they gave it to me right away. Now I hate this doctor even more.
Is there anyone here who has recovered after Trinza?
Click to expand...
Jesus Christ. I am so, so sorry. The system has failed you.
 
Late to post my monthly update , its 17 months now, I am working a job right now but with very low brain functionalities I guess. Still struggling to take regular showers but I showered thrice this month. Still waiting for my sexual function to return, and music to feel good again. Idk how much longer , how much more, I can bear with this.
 
mona21 said:
Late to post my monthly update , its 17 months now, I am working a job right now but with very low brain functionalities I guess. Still struggling to take regular showers but I showered thrice this month. Still waiting for my sexual function to return, and music to feel good again. Idk how much longer , how much more, I can bear with this.
Click to expand...
Your feelings like a human now? Feeling someone like me with a long recovery timeline. Do you have ADHD/executive function before invega? I think people with organic brain problems are more sensitive to invega.
 
mona21 said:
Late to post my monthly update , its 17 months now, I am working a job right now but with very low brain functionalities I guess. Still struggling to take regular showers but I showered thrice this month. Still waiting for my sexual function to return, and music to feel good again. Idk how much longer , how much more, I can bear with this.
Click to expand...
Your feelings like a human now? How's the anhedonia?
Finally someone like me with a long recovery timeline. Do you have ADHD/executive function before invega? I think people with organic brain problems are more sensitive to invega.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top