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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

recovery100£ said:
The thing is with both abilify and Invega is they all block receptors but not just the obvious like dopamine and serotonin and muscarinic but thousands of other receptors which are responsible for hunger, thirst, tiredness, motivation and reward so it really is a waiting game tbh, I’m on day 35 atm of coming off the injection and it might be three months or 6 months before I feel again but it will be worth it 100%
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I'm already 1.6 years lobotomized, my brain has already died.
 
lostsoulowen said:
I'm already 1.6 years lobotomized, my brain has already died.
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Yeah so im someone who got drugged up and recovered 5 times now. Im actually not recovering now. A scientist told me whwn some part breaks over and over again. They see no reason to repair it because the body thinks it will just break again. Especially with the brain, the brain is very hard to repair.
 
lostsoulowen said:
I'm already 1.6 years lobotomized, my brain has already died.
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No bro it’s not, I can genuinely be that your metabolism is different than other peoples, give it too 18 months at least like servant said it took him quite a long time and there’s no harm in waiting it’s just boring I understand that, maybe try St John’s wort like I’m doing at the moment to speed up metabolism in the liver, keep potassium high for voltage gated ion channels and if push comes to shove I know a guy who can help people recover from condition like these, check out Alex Kikel on instagram, also called Prepcoach, it costs money but he’s helped me recover from pills in the past when there was no hope
 
Gdvffh said:
Yeah so im someone who got drugged up and recovered 5 times now. Im actually not recovering now. A scientist told me whwn some part breaks over and over again. They see no reason to repair it because the body thinks it will just break again. Especially with the brain, the brain is very hard to repair.
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I checked your message history and back in June you were on a antipsychotic. It’s very difficult to recover from an antipsychotic while presently on a antipsychotic.
 
Serhat said:
Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
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I had more shots than you and my emotions came back way quicker than that.
 
Gdvffh said:
Yeah so im someone who got drugged up and recovered 5 times now. Im actually not recovering now. A scientist told me whwn some part breaks over and over again. They see no reason to repair it because the body thinks it will just break again. Especially with the brain, the brain is very hard to repair.
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Your cheeks are flat. Did the antipsychotics did that to you?
 
Chanel_monster said:
Latuda, second to invega is one of the worst antipsychotic i took in my life. I thought i was gonna die in my sleep.
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It turned out to be actually worse for me then invega was. The akathisia i got from that shit was fucking insane! I couldnt sit still and count stop grinding my teeth.

My mom was on latuda and also got akathesia and had to stop it. Everyone i know who has taken it has gotten akathisia actually. Fucking poison
 
Has anyone else had the side effect of not feeling anxiety / adrenaline? Should I be worried that it seems people that heal could at least feel anxiety? Ahhhhhhh!
 
blanch116 said:
Ahh man thats crap but from wht it seems abilify is easier to recover from but at the same time if it’s blunting everything then it’s as good as the same poison! And 3 man 234/156/156
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Yeh I’ve seen that too, I think they’re all just shit and harmful but there’s hope for all of us, and also I can’t feel anxiety or adrenaline either bro so it’s not just you, it’ll just take time tbh, when you start feeling it again you’ll know you’ve recovered somewhat!
 
recovery100£ said:
Yeh I’ve seen that too, I think they’re all just shit and harmful but there’s hope for all of us, and also I can’t feel anxiety or adrenaline either bro so it’s not just you, it’ll just take time tbh, when you start feeling it again you’ll know you’ve recovered somewhat!
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It’s weird not feeling it isn’t it! I had to give uo driving and I fucking loved driving man, my cars sat there! That and the dvla are a bit hit and miss when you have a psychological problem which sucks but I nearly crashed 3 times due to not having a good reaction time so.. she was parked up and forgotten.. also when I first had psychosis and came out of it my anxiety was through the roof! It’s unnerving not having anxiety as bizzare as that sounds
 
I was frustrated with my slow recovery so gagged on Saturday. It's a bad habit that I adopted in February. However when I did it those times it didn't have such a bad affect on my brain. Do you know if my brain can recover from this? AI says it's gone into a freeze mode. I was recovering slowly from my last dose but after gagging it seemed to do something in my brain where I don't have anhedonia like before in that now everything is neutral whereas before there was a lot of negative and some positive. What's going on? Now nothing brings me satisfaction after the Saturday gag whereas before a few things would. Anyone have an idea. It's like my dopamine and serotonin receptors were already sensitive and after gagging it disrupted them and the oxytocin receptors. It feels so isolating cause nobody else knows about the effects of paliperidone and gagging, as it does some kind of neurological damage.
 
Brendan Clark said:
I was frustrated with my slow recovery so gagged on Saturday. It's a bad habit that I adopted in February. However when I did it those times it didn't have such a bad affect on my brain. Do you know if my brain can recover from this? AI says it's gone into a freeze mode. I was recovering slowly from my last dose but after gagging it seemed to do something in my brain where I don't have anhedonia like before in that now everything is neutral whereas before there was a lot of negative and some positive. What's going on? Now nothing brings me satisfaction after the Saturday gag whereas before a few things would. Anyone have an idea. It's like my dopamine and serotonin receptors were already sensitive and after gagging it disrupted them and the oxytocin receptors. It feels so isolating cause nobody else knows about the effects of paliperidone and gagging, as it does some kind of neurological damage.
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What is "gagging"?
 
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