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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Brendan Clark said:
I can't get even a wink of sleep. My brain is constantly switched on. Until a few days ago I was getting sleep. My last dose was on 30th June. Is this insomnia a consequence of the invega?
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Yes. I had insomnia with invega and other AP's . Couldn't sleep or feel tired, always switched on. Restless. Never relaxed and could not get that cozy feeling when laying in bed. Absolute nightmare.
 
Invegatorture said:
Yes. I had insomnia with invega and other AP's . Couldn't sleep or feel tired, always switched on. Restless. Never relaxed and could not get that cozy feeling when laying in bed. Absolute nightmare.
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Yeah thats how felt in my devolping years 10 to 16 break between then and 18 to like 23 and spent the rest of the years recovering now I have a slew of other health problems unrelated to the psych drugs so im double fucked.

Only had one job in my life now im stuck on disability until die.
 
Does anyone feel that narcissistic abuse can lead to lower dopamine due to constant state of fight or flight and oxidative stress leading to that?
 
flystr8 said:
You’re right it did lead me into an admission, that’s fair it makes your behaviour unrecognisable and you don’t act on cord, people know me for taking it now due to thinking it was cool to show one friend and try to cut off the day i showed him from the drug, I am sorry to hear that about your cousin, the game is very dark! and yeah that’s the thing last minutes, it’s not good. Thanks bro I’ll get off the coke asap and yeah it is expensive AF I blew too much on it last month even made 300 from trading and blew that my first good profit i blew it that’s why i don’t like the drug it gets expensive for a few moments of a high,
My honest worst thing is that i’m 24 days in since last injection and it takes about 126 days from injection to lose all symptoms, it’s a hell of a fight man… This is what I dread every single minute of the day more than smoking coke

Methly not tried it but I heard about it so it’s similar to coke?
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Good luck on getting off the blow man. And ya methylphenidate is ritalin a adhd drug. More like coke then amphetamine though really. They script it sometimes for coke addictio
 
paranoid android said:
Good luck on getting off the blow man. And ya methylphenidate is ritalin a adhd drug. More like coke then amphetamine though really. They script it sometimes for coke addictio
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Thanks bro it’s my birthday tomorrow and what’s scary is this drug injection - has blown my memory i don’t even remember what happened last year on my birthday
 
flystr8 said:
i did it and felt the inflammation caused by drug rattle in my chest, bubbling up feeling, shows why my nose is blocked etc - is this like a cheat code and is it safe ? lol thanks
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Also cut sugar and processed food, it raises inflammation therefore depression can appear
 
Karma

From an overall understanding of the nature of consciousness, it can be seen that justice (karma) is automatic as a consequence of the interaction of the vibration of the soul within the overall infinite field of consciousness. The science of truth and consciousness calibration research confirm the scriptural passage, "Every hair on one's head is counted" (numbered). All is known by the infinite field of Divinity by which justice therefore automatically prevails. Mankind's fantasies are projections from the unconscious of an anthropomorphic god who is vengeful, jealous, wrathful, and the alleged 'cause' of disasters. However, it is obvious that natural disasters of greater proportion than have happened during the history of mankind occurred before man even existed and are, in fact, presumed to have been the condition that brought about the termination of the age of the dinosaur.

To summarize, as is commonly known, karma (spiritual fate) is the consequence of decisions of the will and determines spiritual destiny after physical death (the celestial levels, hells, purgatory, or the so-called inner astral planes [bardos]). Included also is the option of reincarnation in the human physical domain, which, by consciousness calibration research, can only be done by agreement with the individual will. Thus, all humans have, by agreement, chosen this pathway. In addition, consciousness research confirms that all persons are born under the most optimal conditions for spiritual evolution, no matter what the appearance seems to be.

Karma really means accountability, and, as cited in previous spiritual research, every entity is answerable to the universe. It is also well known that positive karma (good works, prayer, selfless service, benevolent acts, etc.) can compensate for and undo negative ('bad') karma. In this process, 'merit' accrues, which at times can even be drawn against in confronting vicissitudes.

Transcending Levels of Consciousness, David R Hawkins, Chapter 1
 
InnerReturn said:
Did your emotions come back? Have you fully recovered in all areas?
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Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
 
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Serhat said:
Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
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Thank you for your detailed reply. I'm really hoping for a miracle 😓
 
Serhat said:
Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
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I'm still bedridden at 1 year and 1 day
 
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