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I am on 600mg pregab
15mg diazepam
50mg Promethazine
15mg amphetamine salts
3 joints of Indica

no opioids at all today, no symptoms whatsoever but I think tomorrow morning is gonna hurt a bit

the 50 mg promethazine got me napping for few hours woke up fine a bit wonky

amazed that I didnt feel any wd ! appetite is reduced but I am doing okay
 
buzzed and kinda bored with it though it helps me eat so...
same ol same ol
i wanna trip but waiting for fri
definitively high but its so common its basically unnoticeable

i mean by no means am in blitzed or numb but sittin with it helps maybe wthk?
 
Esperighanto said:
At what point do you just call your tolerance high enough at the moment to be wasteful? Genuinely curious bc I know you also go heavy duty with psychs like I do, and few people in this space ever explore the nature of tolerance.
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I've been ruminating on this question all week but I'm still not sure. A lot of people would argue that I could have had 100 trips with the amount if material I went through over the course of a day so that's inherently wasteful, but the value of an experience isn't really dictated by the amount of material consumed imo. The only way for me to get the trip I needed that day was to consume a metric fuck tonne of drugs so I consumed said drugs and received said trip.

It would be a waste if the experience were a net negative on my life after reflection, which as yet can't be said.

So, all in all, time well spent.

Man I'm high.

Three and a half tabs of bog standard acid about 6 hours ago. I think I shall vape some weed.

Its so hot today. UK can't cope.
 
I'm back 🙄... Took me but three days to return to my pre- taper tolerance... What a bs!! Suffering for weeks just to need less for two days!! Resetting tolerance my ass!! 😫 - that idea is definitely dead for me.
OT:
Spread over 7 hours:
500 mg Tramadol
600 mg Tilidin
50 mg dph
200 mg Pregabalin
Thymochinone - black seed extract, that needs to be taken carefully with food as it can give some exquisite burning pain if it doesn't go all the way down to the stomach before the capsule dissolves... Had that two days ago on my way to go shopping and I started sweating and drooling from the burn... Was scared I couldn't make it to the shop, but finally managed to bring it down 😖
Magnesium and lots of nicotine...

This is so not worth it really. I could eat those pills continuously and never reach where I wanna be. This has to be my last relapse, fr this time!
May it be so 🙏🙏🙏
 
Well… I’m also back I suppose .—. Not particularly proud of this one, but fuckk I feel good rn. Perfect functional opioid dose with the weed canceling out the nausea completely. Hell, I’m drinking chocolate milk rn, yumm

- roughly 50-60mg IC-26
- bunch of vaped lemon cookie weed

Won’t go into too much detail, but last week Monday I ODed on IC-26 and deschloroetizolam and it was a really close call. Have been forced to stay at my grandparents house, withdrawal has been fucking brutal, family knows about my drug use now and uhh yeah…

At least I’ll FINALLY be getting access to mental health care after having been on waiting lists for years :/ But for now I’m just surviving and trying to lessen the harm I do to myself. I do want to stop using opioids eventually and have been honest to my friends about it all. Steps are being made.

Hope y’all having a good Thursday so far! :) I’ll go back to drawing like crazy, it’s been the thing keeping me sane beside some clonazepam so far.
 
Between 50-75mg of high grade meth IV'd
2mg Clonazepam under the tongue.
About to head out and go get my buvidal injection. So no heroin for a couple of weeks which is always quite difficult but always good for me.
I've been craving pot lately which is very unusual. I think I may try to find preferably an edible but flower for a joint if that's all there is.
 
small glass of iwai 45 mixed with 4 mg hydromorphone syrup
54 mg methylphenidate (as perscribed for adhd)
might do some lsd later in the day when the morning dose wears off
todays just a day for me to sit down at the computer and working on my art and play spongebob squarepants: battle for bikini bottom on my ps2
 
Near nodding off rn and smoking a cigarette feeling lovely. Do feel a little shitty cuz plans changed and I’m seeing a friend later today and I don’t like using opioids around them, especially since I’ll be opening up about how bad this habit has gotten, but uhh fuck, too high too care and I think he’ll understand I’m just getting by atm .—.

- 2x 50-60mg IC-26
- bunch of vaped lemon cookie weed

Weird therapy session yesterday, crisis team guy wants to get me a diazepam prescription when I literally came in through an opioid + benzo OD?? I mean hey, I’m not complaining, but I didn’t even ask for it lol.

I hate how I sometimes come off as very well-spoken and intelligent which I guess makes people assume I don’t ever lie or am less of an addict than I feel I am? Confusing indeed, but fuck yeah prescription diazepam, that’ll save me money and having to get my shit tested.

Wishing my fellow Bluelighters a good day and upcoming weekend :)
 
It was a bit unusual because I stopped all opioids for a week or so, helped by pregabs, adderalls and k . It has been years since I go without opioids like literally 5+ years at least.
I was worried about it but I couldnt bare the tramadol anymore and had no kratom. It was going good but unsustainable money wise, but had little to no wd symptoms.
So I am back on the kratom but I start to wonder if kratom or tram tend to make me much more anxious than when off of them. I got no idea whats worse and wondering what to do

OT
less than 10g of kratom
10mg diazepam
50mg hydroxyzine
1200mg gabapentin
some hybrid weed light stuff
black tea food exericise
energy drink

I should stay under 10 g of kratom. I probably dont need xanax
I am trying to be stable
 
crispy high

got an o of super dank yesterday, toasted half of it and damn if the decarbed isnt spot on, stronger than green and taste good as a mf.

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Mushoku_Sensei said:
600 mg Tilidin
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I just realized that the only psychoactive that I haven't tried IS tilidine.

It's a really interesting compound being a opioid, a stimulant and an NMDA antagonist.

I should explain that a bit like tramadol there are four stereoisomers of tilidine but medically, the trans pair are isolated and used.

But unlike tramdol where one stereoisomer is more or less identical to codeine, the other is a nasty thing that plays around with a person's monoamine levels. BOTH stereoisomers of tilidine are what provides that unusual mixture of activities.

I recall that for a while someone was selling nortilidine in Germany and the reviews on Land der Träume noted it was about ten times as potent as the parent drug (tilidine) i.e. about as potent as morphine as an opioid BUT also about as potent as cypenamine as a stiimulant. I really trried my best to find out how potent the NMDA activity of the two IS but the ultimate reference was to a German textbook which I couldn't access.

But if someone in Germany would like to find that reference for me, I would be really greatful.

As for tramadol, the stuff only costs $50-$100/Kg and yes, you CAN seperate the two isomers. I got to try the opioid isomer which is why I say it feels just like codeine. But if someone then performed the very simple O-demethylation - the result is something I can best describe as 'hydrocodone-like'. Not super-potent but fine it it's own way. Sure, you would only get about 400 grams of (R,R) desmethyltramadol from your Kg, but that still means something like hydrocodone for about $800/Kg.

I think I'm just surprised nobody else seems to have noticed this which I suppose makes sense if all people have ever tried is (+) tramadol and/or (+) ODMT.

BTW for the chemistry nerds - US Patent 4291059A 'Cycloaliphatic compounds, analgesic compositions thereof and method of use thereof as analgesics' is the synthesis of the reversed-ester of tilidine and I even found the contact details of the inventor (Derek P. Raynolds) so got to ask him about his work. Nice bloke. Said his design was more potent but far, far too complicated to be 'fiscally attractive' to Glaxo managers.
 
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Shinji Ikari said:
On tolerance though it is funny even with the absurd amount of 5ht agonists I subjected myself to 12 days later and 350ug is back to slapping like a horse.
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I get what you mean about high doses not necessarily being wasteful if that's the experience you're after, and I completely agree. I just try to balance that with dosing all at once, instead of redosing consistently, or if I am going to be trying to boost the trip later on somehow I have found certain ways I tend to do it that don't just involve redosing the main drug of the mix, for me ketamine, cannabinoids, 2C-B and harmalas can all be fantastic boosters. Recently I've found datura, diphenhydramine, hydroxyzine, methamphetamine and promethazine to all have an interestingly similar effect but with their own sorts of spin on it.
 
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