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How do you like deschloroetizolam compared to other benzos/adjacent drugs? I found it to be a lot more useful than people described it as being.
I quite like it I’d say. Probably my second fav. benzo with diazepam being first. More stimulating, more recreational I suppose though I find tolerance builds insanely fast. Almost makes me a little horny sometimes lol, only benzo that does that for me
 
I quite like it I’d say. Probably my second fav. benzo with diazepam being first. More stimulating, more recreational I suppose though I find tolerance builds insanely fast. Almost makes me a little horny sometimes lol, only benzo that does that for me
Fascinating, I find every benzo pretty horny but I also respond really abnormally to them. Benzo munchies also hit me wicked hard.

The tolerance thing is interesting, I have consistently experienced a reverse tolerance with both etizolam and deschloroetizolam, I was taking 1.25mg of etizolam a day for 3 days, then blacked out completely taking 0.75mg the fourth day, and had to take a few days off before I could use more than 0.5mg without ending up involuntarily asleep.
 
Did 6 days opioid cold turkey. Only gonna allow myself to take as much Morphine as I want the day I get my script, then gonna be more sensible. Gonna try and take 2 days a week off from it (if my pain levels allow).
Did go a tad mental after getting my script today, though :/

Cigarettes 24
Caffeine 800mg
Sertraline 200mg
Morphine (Oral) 50mg
Morphine (Rectal) 260mg
Gabapentin 3000mg
Cyclizine 250mg
Depakote 800mg
Certirizine 20mg
CBD (Full-Spectrum) 1500mg
 
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Been on a ketamine tear lately I've taken it every day for the last month. I'll probably finish my bag tonight here's hoping I can be disciplined enough to not buy more before I start pissing blood.

Might mix in some 2cb tonight as it should be my last go for a couple of months.

Man I fucking love ketamine.
 
Been on a ketamine tear lately I've taken it every day for the last month. I'll probably finish my bag tonight here's hoping I can be disciplined enough to not buy more before I start pissing blood.

Might mix in some 2cb tonight as it should be my last go for a couple of months.

Man I fucking love ketamine.
Ket's a beautiful thing. I'll likely cop a quarter ounce soon, it's tough for me to exceed like a third of a gram in a day even when I'm really pushing it. The most I can squeeze into a day if it's all I'm doing from wake to sleep is about 600mg. PCP analogs can go MUCH further imo, but the cost per dose is also just ludicrous right now and I'm mad broke. Thankfully acid, MDMA, ice, GHB, benzos, cannabis, mescaline/DMT (if you extract it yourself), sometimes MDA, sometimes cathinones, and ALWAYS my normal medical prescriptions, all remain cheap.

Recently I've found myself playing with this crazyass polypharmacy wombo combo that I'd come upon over a few months of progressive experimentation, the intersection of MGM-15, memantine, ice, bupropion, and caffeine. I've been individually removing things from it to see what it needs versus what it doesn't, and I'm pretty sure the actual key here is just memantine, bupropion and caffeine, the MGM-15 and ice are unnecessary elements. I'm curious to try adding coca tea or Ritalin to it, but today I'm on all 5 of those things to see how it compares to my past experiences.
 
PCP analogs
Don't I live in the UK and they're all unavailable here or I don't know where to find them. I remember seeing a vendor selling 3-ho and 3-meo for a pittance like 5 years ago but I didn't know what they were back then and just scrolled on. Oh how I pine. Dissociatives are a fascinating category but ketamine's all I've tried. Hadn't even heard until MXE until after it was banned. Where's the clandestine market for that anyway? Sure seems to be enough demand for it even years after it was globally scheduled.
Ket's a beautiful thing. I'll likely cop a quarter ounce soon, it's tough for me to exceed like a third of a gram in a day even when I'm really pushing it. The most I can squeeze into a day if it's all I'm doing from wake to sleep is about 600mg.
I suppose you could argue it's a difficult drug to dose compulsively because you just end up forgetting what you're doing 😅

I tend you graze myself. I've probably been averaging 300mg a day after work. Towards the end of a binge it can take more than that to get me in a hole though.
 
Towards the end of a binge it can take more than that to get me in a hole though.
I don't think I've ever required more than ~175mg to hole out even at my heaviest tolerance during my heaviest binge, but then a couple weeks later I slipped into a hole off ~75mg. Idk why my tolerance resets so hard, I suspect that noopept and memantine usage may relate but I've got genuinely no clue tbh.
I suppose you could argue it's a difficult drug to dose compulsively because you just end up forgetting what you're doing 😅
That's a good point hahaha, I also experience intense tachyphylaxis from ketamine where the doses over the course of a day become progressively weaker and weaker, similarly to what happens with cannabis or nicotine for most people where the first hit of the day will typically hit the hardest. Ketamine and cannabis occupy very similar places in my life, honestly. People look at me weird when I say it, but THC, nitrous, salvia, memantine, and arylcyclohexylamines (ketamine, PCP and friends) all occupy the same space for me. They are all dissociative drugs that induce an altered state that allows me to affect some degree of change over my own mind.
Hadn't even heard until MXE until after it was banned. Where's the clandestine market for that anyway? Sure seems to be enough demand for it even years after it was globally scheduled.
You should always consider any arylcyclohexylamine with a 2-keto substituted cyclohexane as being significantly harder to make, especially in clandestine settings. I've known of people to accomplish this in clandestine contexts but the yields are garbage and it's a messy, dangerous process overall when compared to making simpler arylcyclohexylamines which most people would classify as being PCP analogs as opposed to ketamine analogs. There are three routes I'm familiar with which could lead to MXE, all three of which involve some tricky precursors to acquire, but they're the same precursors you'd need for 3-MeO-PCP and 3-MeO-2'-Oxo-PCP (aka MXPCP) which people still make from time to time, so I know people are acquiring these things somewhere. You could view MXE as 3-MeO-2'-Oxo-PCE as opposed to the PCP homolog which would be MXPCP, just swapping out an ethyl group for a piperidine pretty much. The demand for it might seem high, but I really doubt it would be worth the pain in the ass of producing MXE when you could instead just make 3-MeO-PCP which requires less mass for a full dose.

OT: Today's been a serious polypharmacy clusterfuck. I had established this combination of very specific doses of memantine, methamphetamine, bupropion, caffeine, and MGM-15 that induced consistent states of productivity and mood stability which I'd never even come close to. Today I emulated the same thing but with 600mcg of intranasal buspirone, and it was pretty eh. Didn't really help things, kind of sidetracked me a little bit. As the five-drug-clusterfuck began to wear off, I hit the etizolam and cimetidine a little bit to just get groovy and chill to some genuinely cryogenic extents.
 
Man that was a week. I worked 80 hours between days off.

Well, no more work for 30 hours or so.

Ketamine season has ended. Probably just as well. I recently got a roommate and I don't think being zonked on the sofa with ketamine encrusted drool/snot streaming down my face every evening is a good look.

So instead: 30mg of 2cb a couple of hours ago and 45mg now. A couple of dexies, a bit of weed, 350mg of soma and a can of cider.

Think I'll take some acid in the morning if I don't sleep in too late (might just stay up all night tbh). Flirting with the idea of some MDMA too but I have work Saturday morning so I might save it and do a candy flip some other time.

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I don't think I've ever required more than ~175mg to hole out even at my heaviest tolerance during my heaviest binge, but then a couple weeks later I slipped into a hole off ~75mg. Idk why my tolerance resets so hard
Mine goes back to pretty much where it started, but only for a day or two before the amount I need doubles. I've also slipped into unexpected holes on relatively low doses too though. I think sometimes when you're in the right headspace you can just kinda slip in without being pushed. Had that happen to me a couple of weeks ago. Wasn't using my scale but took the same amount I'd been comfortable watching TV on the preceeding few days and was most surprised when I fell through the sofa and into the source.
You should always consider any arylcyclohexylamine with a 2-keto substituted cyclohexane as being significantly harder to make, especially in clandestine settings. I've known of people to accomplish this in clandestine contexts but the yields are garbage and it's a messy, dangerous process overall when compared to making simpler arylcyclohexylamines which most people would classify as being PCP analogs as opposed to ketamine analogs. There are three routes I'm familiar with which could lead to MXE, all three of which involve some tricky precursors to acquire, but they're the same precursors you'd need for 3-MeO-PCP and 3-MeO-2'-Oxo-PCP (aka MXPCP) which people still make from time to time, so I know people are acquiring these things somewhere. You could view MXE as 3-MeO-2'-Oxo-PCE as opposed to the PCP homolog which would be MXPCP, just swapping out an ethyl group for a piperidine pretty much. The demand for it might seem high, but I really doubt it would be worth the pain in the ass of producing MXE when you could instead just make 3-MeO-PCP which requires less mass for a full dose
All very inciteful and interesting thank you.
 
I've also slipped into unexpected holes on relatively low doses too though.
I hate when this shit happens, it sneaks up on me sometimes at 75mg when I haven't used ket for a few weeks, and it can throw me into a realm of profundity when I'm just trying to chill and make some mediocre glitch music hahaha.
I don't think being zonked on the sofa with ketamine encrusted drool/snot streaming down my face every evening is a good look.
I used to roll up to corporate meetings with harmaline or 3-HO-PCP or 2-FXE or ketamine crystals on my nostril, it was pretty funny tbh. People are much more jovial than I expected, about these things.
So instead: 30mg of 2cb a couple of hours ago and 45mg now. A couple of dexies, a bit of weed, 350mg of soma and a can of cider.
2C-B, Soma, 7-OH-Mitragynine and MDMA was the combo that my fiance and I took on the night of our engagement, soma really does pair amazingly with psychs and empathogens. Cider is also such a based adjunct here, you and I have quite similarly aligned tastes in drugs it seems.
Think I'll take some acid in the morning if I don't sleep in too late (might just stay up all night tbh). Flirting with the idea of some MDMA too but I have work Saturday morning so I might save it and do a candy flip some other time.

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I used to employ this experimental therapeutic model of 2C-B the night before a guided LSD session and then integrating with a low benzo dose after the LSD's afterglow dissipated, and I've yet to encounter anything more universally effective and useful for a wide array of issues. I've been collecting all of my notes and experience guiding sessions into a book-length piece and I'm specifically trying to figure out how to best articulate this 2C-B -> [Tolerance forming psychedelic] -> Low dose benzo pipeline. I need to run it with more people to explore it more, but so far it's yet to induce a single adverse event.
 
I've been collecting all of my notes and experience guiding sessions into a book-length piece and I'm specifically trying to figure out how to best articulate this 2C-B -> [Tolerance forming psychedelic] -> Low dose benzo pipeline. I need to run it with more people to explore it more, but so far it's yet to induce a single adverse event.
Just to but in here: People really are different in too many ways. Currently 2c-b is MAINLY giving me side-effects. Just had a chat about this in a different thread and with AI - btw @Shinji Ikari I really hope and recommend you to stay away from opioids. It's likely the reason I can hardly trip on lower doses at least and at higher ones the body load is really standing out beyond what I'm willing to tolerate.
As for cider: I avoid it, as it's giving me the shits X X L. So very bad idea combined with even minor intermittent WD - at least for me.
/ End of party pooping 😛
 
morning after an epic day of drug taking, still feeling like a $1M

yesterday
1000mg Soma
20mg Diazepam
L-theanine + Taurine
Espresso
Plenty of Cannabis
Later some light usage of Ketamine, was shocked at how well this combo worked
Redose 500mg Soma
Redose L-theanine + Taurine
More cannabis
little more Ketamine

I'm a very happy guy.

I might swap out some of the diazepam next time for something a bit more sedating but this has the making's of a great combo for me
 
btw @Shinji Ikari I really hope and recommend you to stay away from opioids.
Can't see me going down that rabbit hole tbh. I've taken one oxy in my life and that's pretty much the sum of my opioid experience.

Ended up taking the acid around 6am and had an awesome day chilling in the garden with the cats. Just what I needed to blow the cobwebs off after all the ketamine and overtime lately.
 
Back on the ket,

200mg Tramadol XR + 10mg Diazepam + 25mg Promethazine + 900mg Gabapentin + joints

green tea, calming down with some indica high grade loud and, just did a line of dried k , yeah im tripping half a gram gone

+25mg oxazepam +25mg promethazine
 
Can't see me going down that rabbit hole tbh. I've taken one oxy in my life and that's pretty much the sum of my opioid experience.

Ended up taking the acid around 6am and had an awesome day chilling in the garden with the cats. Just what I needed to blow the cobwebs off after all the ketamine and overtime lately.
Opioids are mad boring, psychs are where it's at. I've got a quarter oz of ket incoming, can't wait.

OT: Bumped 15mg of 2C-B since it's the molecule's 51st birthday today, other than that I've done 4 7mg lines of methamphetamine, 75mg of bupropion XR, 5mg of buspirone, 600mg of caffeine in 3 evenly spaced 200mg doses throughout the day, and I played with some gabapentin but not enough to do much.
 
Technically yesterday’s report but fell asleep before typing this:

- 5-6-7??? Shots of vodka
- 250ml 4.5% cider
- 6 joints passed around w/ friends
- 3-4 bumps of K
- 2 bumps of speed
- 0.5mg phenazolam

I don’t think I’ve ever drank that much and felt so little, a bit tipsy yeah, but idk, been feeling too sober since the opioid WD and I just crave fuck ass any feeling rn

Mouth a little dry rn but not even a headache. I guess the testosterone fixed my ‘3-days of throwing up after 2 beers’ hangover from alcohol.

Was a weird day yesterday. Sleep has been hell. Like actual hell. Feel like every day I wake up like I survived an extinction event of something. Had taken phenazolam the night before too and a lot of ketamine, so slept through my alarm, then had to hurry while getting mad at myself for being late to my best friend’s birthday.

It was fine tho, wasn’t that late in the end and she knows about my situation rn, it’s just my perception of the situation. Bunch of random undosed vodka cocktails and a joint, just chilling in my friend’s little set up pool was nice.

I still just felt too sober and while was, long story short, I got friend-zoned or almost ‘big-brother zoned’ by yet another person I’ve had a crush on before. Still ended up hanging out with her and her friends after my best friend’s birthday though.

Wasn’t as awkward as expected and did a bump of K and 2 bumps of speed before going there. Made me a little sad though, not even the getting rejected part, but just the way every trans person is struggling more and more with the current political situation and most of us are drug addicts if not addicted to something else.

Long ass ramble sorry, just felt I needed to get that tf out because my hope of the future is getting smaller every day. Got 3 death threats too during that hangout and we were just chain smoking joints.

Was suprised at how sober I felt with the alchohol, K, phenazolam from previous nice and like 3x the weed I’m used to smoking, the speed did some of the uplifting maybe but that was an absolute microdose to my usual lines and I didn’t feel it consciously.

Got home, 2 bumps of K and more phenazolam because I can’t stand the opioid cravings and paranoia at night.

Deciding on today’s chemicals, honestly don’t really know. Feel okay-ish now but desperately need to go to the dealer for diazepam and 2-mmc cuz fuck I hate phenazolam and accidentally flushed 5g of 2-mmc (long story) and tomorrow have another close friend’s birthday and part of me wants to cancel cuz a rave isn’t what my body needs chemical wise, but mentally to go raving at my favorite club that is closing soon, with all my close friends including now FINALLY not having to lie about the opioid WD and having a safe, friend’s place to come down from the xtc at, which I plan on doing.

Will fuck off and go eat scraps for breakfast cuz I haven’t been able to do groceries lately, sending a good weekend to my fellow bluelighters. :)
 
They are now selling these things called "Baller brushes" (anyone else familiar?) its like liquid live resin (or distilate) than works kind of like lipstick, you turn the bottom a bit and liquid live resin gets on the brush thing and when you paint the paper and roll the joint you can see the pot inside clearly....(They also suggest eating it but seems wasteful, must come in thc not thc/a form)

Been rolling joints of that with like 50mgs live resin painted on the paper (Yea I weighed the paper afterwords to get a rough idea of how long 2g will last) than kief sprinkled on that so it sticks --- than pot of course, with about 100mgs of normal live resin thrown in.

Had two of those this morning along with the regular meds (which im cutting back on so less than usual)

but it is the weekend so I grant myself drinking privelages till monday
 
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