Hey all.
I am 10 days off of a 5 year kratom, and for a time 7-OH addiction. It's been good, but I needed to be put on klonopin for the detox to adequately cope with the synptoms. I had taken it before for years, but it had been a while. The symptoms are still too much to deal with, and I can't go back to the anxiety I was harboring and suppressing with the kratom, not yet.
Due to confusion over med math with my psych, and a failure to advocate adequately for an increased dose, as it is predictable for me from before, I am set to come up short on my prescription. By 4 days, from a dose that was already insufficient.
In the past, I have used DNMs and vouched-for connects, but it's been a long time, and I am having trouble with sourcing and acquisition. Idk if it is something that is allowed on this site or that anyone could be comfortable with, but essentially I am hoping that somebody can provide me advice on guidance on safely finding a 'provider' that is local, on short notice too.
I fear that if I truly do find myself SOL, I will resume 7-OH use, and set the clock back. I don't wanna go through life without feeling anything anymore, but I also don't want to feel the dread and overwhelming dysphoria that I wake up with every day before taking my doses of kpin.
I am 10 days off of a 5 year kratom, and for a time 7-OH addiction. It's been good, but I needed to be put on klonopin for the detox to adequately cope with the synptoms. I had taken it before for years, but it had been a while. The symptoms are still too much to deal with, and I can't go back to the anxiety I was harboring and suppressing with the kratom, not yet.
Due to confusion over med math with my psych, and a failure to advocate adequately for an increased dose, as it is predictable for me from before, I am set to come up short on my prescription. By 4 days, from a dose that was already insufficient.
In the past, I have used DNMs and vouched-for connects, but it's been a long time, and I am having trouble with sourcing and acquisition. Idk if it is something that is allowed on this site or that anyone could be comfortable with, but essentially I am hoping that somebody can provide me advice on guidance on safely finding a 'provider' that is local, on short notice too.
I fear that if I truly do find myself SOL, I will resume 7-OH use, and set the clock back. I don't wanna go through life without feeling anything anymore, but I also don't want to feel the dread and overwhelming dysphoria that I wake up with every day before taking my doses of kpin.
