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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

asr0101 said:
When did your guys anger and rage emotions come back after stopping injections , what month?
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Theres no month my man, everyone's different could be 2 or close too 3 years in my case for the emotions too fully recover. Just let your body heal and dont worry about how long it takes.
 
I'm 2 day's from 10 months still completely disabled and my life is over. Felt maybe 5 precent recovery in them last few months, my brain is constantly burning.
 
paranoid android said:
Today i did 3 sets of 205lbs barbell curls, 3 sets of 50lbs 1 arm tricep extensions, 3 sets of 50lbs shoulder presses, 3 sets of 70lbs butterfly's 3 sets of 70lbs incline dumbbell presses and 3 sets of 30lbs skull crushers
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Damn bro that’s really good. I should get back in the gym . My motivation for it is coming back and it will help while I’m recovering
 
asr0101 said:
Damn bro that’s really good. I should get back in the gym . My motivation for it is coming back and it will help while I’m recovering
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I posted this in the complete wrong thread lol. Maybe im more high on morphine then i thought.

I recommend and exercise so much though for just mental health alone never mind physical health. Im on testosterone replacement therapy as well which also really helps your mood. Im probably in the best shape of my life both physically and mentally. Definitely physically anyway. Im in better shape at 44 then i was at 20. Age is just a number really
 
I am currently 7 weeks off my last injection . I was on the highest possible dosage 150 mg (234mg) for 7 months .

I already feel way better. My memory has improved tenfold . I can visualize stuff much better. I can enjoy watching tv or scrolling through internet to pass the time . I actually want to enjoy my day rather than just sleep. My brain fog has lifted although there is still a slight amount left

My sex drive has improved but not to the level it was before .My attention span needs work but to be fair I’m a Gen Z who spends his free time on TikTok ig reels YouTube shorts and twitter , my attention span is cooked regardless. My anhedonia has improved by a lot . I find music more enjoyable and am interested in watching YouTube videos and tv show episodes . All that’s left is gaming to return .

Important info but I was someone who dealt with anhedonia and depression before my psychosis and invega injection so this fast recovery is probably just me getting back to my intial phase where I was depressed but functional . People who were happy and normal and got hit with invega probably feel the effects much more like a truck hitting them. I think because I had lived a life of depression due to not having friends , a gf , and not having any hobbies outside of weed and alcohol and listening to music and maladaptive daydreaming , it was easier for me to tolerate the high dosages of invega injection .
 
asr0101 said:
I am currently 7 weeks off my last injection . I was on the highest possible dosage 150 mg (234mg) for 7 months .

I already feel way better. My memory has improved tenfold . I can visualize stuff much better. I can enjoy watching tv or scrolling through internet to pass the time . I actually want to enjoy my day rather than just sleep. My brain fog has lifted although there is still a slight amount left

My sex drive has improved but not to the level it was before .My attention span needs work but to be fair I’m a Gen Z who spends his free time on TikTok ig reels YouTube shorts and twitter , my attention span is cooked regardless. My anhedonia has improved by a lot . I find music more enjoyable and am interested in watching YouTube videos and tv show episodes . All that’s left is gaming to return .

Important info but I was someone who dealt with anhedonia and depression before my psychosis and invega injection so this fast recovery is probably just me getting back to my intial phase where I was depressed but functional . People who were happy and normal and got hit with invega probably feel the effects much more like a truck hitting them. I think because I had lived a life of depression due to not having friends , a gf , and not having any hobbies outside of weed and alcohol and listening to music and maladaptive daydreaming , it was easier for me to tolerate the high dosages of invega injection .
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If your a guy get your testosterrone levels checked. Invega and abilify injections fucking nuked mine

Also my attention span was so bad on invega and abilify. I couldnt even read at all really and watching a movie was a chore. That was the last side effect to go away for me as well. It took me about a year to get that back
 
paranoid android said:
If your a guy get your testosterrone levels checked. Invega and abilify injections fucking nuked mine

Also my attention span was so bad on invega and abilify. I couldnt even read at all really and watching a movie was a chore. That was the last side effect to go away for me as well. It took me about a year to get that back
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Yeah I fucking hated that side effect nothing was interesting I dont how people think that is much better of an alternative. Thats originally how I got addicted the hard stuff to get rid of the anhedonia caused by the antipsychotics.
 
fuckabout89 said:
Yeah I fucking hated that side effect nothing was interesting I dont how people think that is much better of an alternative. Thats originally how I got addicted the hard stuff to get rid of the anhedonia caused by the antipsychotics.
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I self medicated the anhedonia with IV coke when i got out of the psych ward. I called my coke dealer first thing when i got out of there. That and i was self medicating the PTSD i had from all that goddamn trauma in the psych ward. Honestly the psych ward was probably worse then the meds for me. Those goddamn places are terrible
 
paranoid android said:
I self medicated the anhedonia with IV coke when i got out of the psych ward. I called my coke dealer first thing when i got out of there. That and i was self medicating the PTSD i had from all that goddamn trauma in the psych ward. Honestly the psych ward was probably worse then the meds for me. Those goddamn places are terrible
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Yup they always made the situation worse for me keeped the place too damn hot and I couldn't sleep on top that I cant poop any place but mine.
 
fuckabout89 said:
Yup they always made the situation worse for me keeped the place too damn hot and I couldn't sleep on top that I cant poop any place but mine.
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The place we where in was so goddamn hot to. Didnt help that there where sometimes 6 people all crammed into a room. I still have flashbacks to that and also solitary confinement. I dont even know how that shits legal
 
HEaling your brain is an energy problem. The more energy and mitochondria you have, the more likely you are to recover. Try to get as fit as possible through exercise and walking or working. I understand how hard it is to move right now, but t movement is the best tool available at your disposal.
 
My body and soul has died when i was injected invega, now I have problem I never had in my life in which i have leg foot pain every time i walk. So i can't work out much. I tried to see a doctor but the idiot didn't even look at my foot and told me to buy shoes and insole.
 
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