Classsic mix . Pregabs and Diazepams ! Great high ... Beware of impulsion !
OT:
200mg Tram XR
10mg Diazepam
Black Tea - Food
Joint
300mg Gabapentin + 50mg Tram IR
More tea
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OT:
200mg Tram XR
10mg Diazepam
Black Tea - Food
Joint
300mg Gabapentin + 50mg Tram IR
More tea
Mushoku_Sensei
Bluelighter
Unfortunately not high at all 
300 mg Pregabalin (this much about keeping it low
) damn the immediate tolerance..
2000 mg Agmatine, some sweets, this time followed by actual training. No side effects, but I can't even feel the nicotine
Guess I'm gonna skip the rest of the 7 g... Not worth anyway
Edit:
50 mg Ketoprofen instead
300 mg Pregabalin (this much about keeping it low
) damn the immediate tolerance..2000 mg Agmatine, some sweets, this time followed by actual training. No side effects, but I can't even feel the nicotine
Guess I'm gonna skip the rest of the 7 g... Not worth anyway
Edit:
50 mg Ketoprofen instead
Shinji Ikari
Bluelighter
300mg pregabalin 10mg diazepam 500mg soma.
I keep bumping into furniture and walls. I just added a 5mg dexie so I don't just fall asleep.
Edit: I just fell asleep
I keep bumping into furniture and walls. I just added a 5mg dexie so I don't just fall asleep.
Edit: I just fell asleep
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Best edit on a BL post I've seen in a hot minute.
Sp4rky
Bluelighter
Eyy someone else with the same slightly odd experience nodding on tramadol
Curious, do you also find that if you use tramadol too late during the day, that you get a kind of fake-sleep feeling?? I would often feel as though I was sleeping or resting just fine during the night, but then I’d wake up so exhausted the next day that it almost felt like I’d be nodding out again :’)
Always disliked that about tramadol, making me feel tired but also feeling stimulating .—.
Talking about tramadol, or it’s active metabolite, OT:
- 50mg O-DSMT
- 2 lines 2-mmc
- bump of K
- 1/3 joint
No more IC-26 has been rough, won’t lie. Only have O-DSMT left opioids wise and will be trying to leave my opioid use at this morning’s O-DSMT dose for a while.
Finally a bit of a productive day, cleaned my room and am now smoking a J while making dinner.
Considering taking some DMXE after dinner and working on some creative projects. Only did it once before and that was combined with ket in a crazy k-hole aha
Hope y’all had a good weekend
EDIT:
- 20mg DMXE
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spypilot
Bluelighter
i wouldnt say very much that i am "high", i was fucked beyond belief last night and i got a little dxm afterglow so thats what im rolling with today, might quid the rest of my salvia at night
Mushoku_Sensei
Bluelighter
Oh damn, the waves! God I miss those... They were always a sign for a good high for me... Maybe cause I first got hooked on Tram...
Ik you didn't ask me but still
When I wasn't addicted to Tram physically yet I'd never take it at night because I considered that a total waste of a long lasting substance... Later I'd only take a low dose as to not wake up in a total mess - I had zero issues sleeping on it then
I'd be very careful mixing Tram with anything even remotely serotonergic. How did it play out?Finally a bit of a productive day, cleaned my room and am now smoking a J while making dinner.
Considering taking some DMXE after dinner and working on some creative projects. Only did it once before and that was combined with ket in a crazy k-hole aha
Hope y’all had a good weekend
EDIT:
- 20mg DMXE
Sp4rky
Bluelighter
Ahh interesting, tramadol never really agreed with me tbh, got it prescribed for chronic pain for a while but I’d have to take pretty high doses for that to work and then the serotonin re-uptake had me feeling flat like antidepressants :’)Ik you didn't ask me but still
When I wasn't addicted to Tram physically yet I'd never take it at night because I considered that a total waste of a long lasting substance... Later I'd only take a low dose as to not wake up in a total mess - I had zero issues sleeping on it then
Went alright, I find I can very carefully combine 2-mmc and O-DSMT weirdly enough, but speed immediately triggers serotonin syndrome. Also made sure to leave a good few hours in between dosing the two.
Yeah same here. It is oddly stimulating and it tends to make me strangely aggressive. Do you have your jaw clenching while you on it too ?
If I take it at night I got fake sleep + sudden "zaps" or convulsions I don't know how to explain but unpleasant. About being sick well that's everyday anyway ! Even with strongest opioids i will always wake up sick.Ik you didn't ask me but still
When I wasn't addicted to Tram physically yet I'd never take it at night because I considered that a total waste of a long lasting substance... Later I'd only take a low dose as to not wake up in a total mess - I had zero issues sleeping on it then
Like @Mushoku_Sensei said be careful ... It might feel fine for a while until it's not !
OT :
200mg Tram XR
10mg Diazepam
2mg Lormetazepam that was just there for some reason
0.075mg Clonidine
Feeling sick as fuck, I think I am gonna have codeine + paracetamol and promethazine later
Sp4rky
Bluelighter
Now that you mention it, I do yeah, I was wondering why it does that, as even good MDMA barely makes my jaw clench that bad .—.
It’s interesting to see how the same drug can be so different between people. Not sure if I’ve had the zaps on tram specifically, but I get that sometimes just in general, not sure what or why that is, but definitely uncomfortable as fuck yeah..
Yeah trying to. Am lucky to not have had unbearable withdrawal so far, it’s mostly cravings and the need to function and feel okay that make it hard to not justify using opioids again to myself.
OT:
Literally just weed today. Restless and exhausted. Going to try and get some sleep now, good night or day fellow bluelighters
foodcrisis
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TL,DR: my experience with smoking cigarettes and getting super baked on weed with strong coffee for the past couple months. my story might be more intense than the average person because i have schizophrenia.
i've just been smoking cigarettes and smoking weed.
i smoked a couple packs of cigs before the winter and then went the winter with out smoking and didn't have a problem with it. i have been smoking a couple cigarettes a day. i skippped smoking for about a day a couple times, but i've mostly been consistently having nicotine a couple hours after i wake up and not having any cigarettes before bed.
i don't really crave cigarettes when i'm not smoking them in the evening. i get high on weed and do physical therapy as if i were doing yoga. it feels good. i think my adrenaline is probably higher. there is definitely a specific feeling. if i constantly do body scans and monitor my breathing, my muscles don't really get tense. i have spinal arthritis and get some negative symptoms when my muscles tense. i've mostly been feeling healthy up until very recently. what i believe is a rise in adrenaline feels good. i just lay there listening to music or ASMR. listening to the ASMR i can feel my muscles relaxing more than if i haven't been smoking cigarettes. it kind of feels good
very recently i started doing some more intense exercise, what i call tai chi hip hop jogging. i do made up languages along to the radio in hip hop esque beats and get into some really good breathing patterns doing tai chi with my hands and i can jog a lot longer than i can as a normal person would jog just breathing in and out with out the rap flow..... ... .... .. i noticed when i started light walking even with out raising my adrenaline which i started doing a couple years ago now and consistently keeping up with that i sleep less, but it's healthy... with the more intense exercise, i find myself sleeping less.... i had to wake up for an anti-psychotic injection, and was only sleeping like 4-5 hours for a few nights. i would like to sleep longer - i normally sleep between 8-12 hours, but i'm at the point where i need to shit while i'm sleeping a short time, and can't get back to bed after waking up to take a shit. i drink coffee when i could take a nap to try to stay on a schedule. i have some appointments with my psych team. the day before yesterday, i woke up to get an anti-psychotic injection after only sleeping a short time. it's a very small injection dose of haldol. it normally doesn't bother me at all, even when i was on higher doses. now that i'm on a lower dose and exercise it doesn't really affect my sex drive. it's really not doing much. i'm not sure if it's causing me pain with the cigarette withdrawl though.
anyways, yesterday i woke up needing to take a shit again and instead of trying to go back to sleep or relax and nap because i wanted to stay on a schedule, i had a dose of coffee and pot... i went for my usual walk hoping to do a long walk and get into a healthy flow. i smoked a cigarette because i thought the withdrawal or slight adrenaline boost that i get a couple hours later would assure i didn't nap... the cigarette felt good, but a few minutes i made eye contact with a kid that was probably in middle school and i look like a weird hippy. he was kind of smiling. anyways, this got me thinking about the economy crashing and i got really dizzy. it was partially psychological, but definitely because of my drug induced and sleep deprived energy.
i have a thread in the longue of BL about how crying relaxes me and i get insomnia. i've been describing getting off anti-psychotics and crying more. it hasn't really been bothering me, but with the little less sleep from crying and also what i described in the first paragraphs of this post, my brain chemistry is really bizarre. i don't think i'm going to smoke cigarettes. i described how my muscles noticeably relax when doing ASMR, but i don't feel the tingly euphoric sensations as much. i've actually been thinking that cigarettes are kind of more enjoyable and i could just listen to the ASMR and space out with out the bizarre euphoria. sometimes i still get the sensations, but it's not as prevalent.
i've been getting way too hyped smoking cigarettes though and i can't get on a schedule where i'm not waking up to shit after not sleeping long enough. i think if i didn't have to wake up for appointments and just went off schedule with out the consistent coffee drinking, which i could do in the future cause they are gonna let me stop taking my meds and keep social security (they just have me on them now because my parents want me to take them living with them), that i could keep smoking cigarettes and it might be an alright lifestyle... i don't think i'm gonna smoke very often in the future though. i might not smoke at all... i originally started up again because i put weed at the tip of cigarettes to hide that i'm smoking weed. i have to move to federal housing and won't be able to smoke a lot of weed. i thought adding cigarettes with weed at the tip would be a helpful way to get through the day. i think i could, but i don't know if it's really worth it. i think i will just smoke less and deal with not always having an oral fixation going, which is something that helps me...
i was reading that it takes three months for people's dopamine levels to return to normal after a medium amount of smoking. i'm gonna see how i feel about that or if it is noticeable to me... i was writing in the first paragraphs about how i didn't feel too bad skipping a day with nicotine. i don't think on the second day that my dopamine levels are really dropping as much. i'm not sure if there is any science to that, but i've been feeling really achy with my spinal arthritis a couple days after not smoking. if it really takes 3 months for dopamine levels to return to normal, i believe that i'm experiencing less adrenaline. that i like the adrenaline from the initial stages of withdrawal. that it is even helpful to me, but after the adrenaline rise that comes hours or a day after smoking goes away, i believe i'm noticing the lower dopamine, and it's causing me to ache a lot. i feel really dizzy too with the sleep deprivation.
anyways, i woke up again today after only sleeping like 4 hours cause my father was taking me to grocery store. i feel pretty shitty. i was describing how korn was helping me with some of my pain, but today most of the engaging music i was listening to isn't really helping me. writing this post is helping me get into a good flow. i've spent about an hour on it. i don't think i'm going to go for a walk. i'm afraid of passing out.. i used to go hard taking stimulants and smoking weed and stay up even longer and get dizzy. i didn't really give a fuck if i passed out and got hospitalized. i bet i could go longer with this sleep deprivation, but i don't want to mess up. i've been in trouble a bunch of times and don't want the authorities to think i'm having problems. i don't know if i could get banned from smoking weed or something cause i'm passing out in public. it just doesn't seem worth it to me to make a joke about my life anymore.
if i notice i start to feel remarkably better within the next couple weeks, i'm not sure that i'll ever smoke cigarettes again. i definitely won't all the time. i fucking love the taste and smell of camels though. cigarettes and just having a pack is fucking cool too.
for the rest of the day, i'm just gonna smoke a bunch of pot and try to get into a groove with playing some folk guitar and singing today. i was playing really well the past few nights going kind of crazy from my brain chemistry. always doesn't work that well, but i'm kind of pleased with what i'm doing.. if i weren't injured with the spinal arthritis and getting dizzy, i'd be into going nuts all the time exercising and doing music and art with the cigarette with drawl. i love the adrenaline.. i have schizophrenia and HPPD. i've been getting more frequent and cool hallucinations. it's actually really cool. i like it a lot. i hallucinate a lot anyways when i'm not withdrawing from cigarettes too though. idk, it's just been really crazy. it's almost like i'm on acid.
anyways, probably no more cigarettes for me. just weed and coffee.... when i move to federal housing and have to smoke weed less, i'll probably cut down on the coffee i need weed to chill out the coffee buzz.
i've just been smoking cigarettes and smoking weed.
i smoked a couple packs of cigs before the winter and then went the winter with out smoking and didn't have a problem with it. i have been smoking a couple cigarettes a day. i skippped smoking for about a day a couple times, but i've mostly been consistently having nicotine a couple hours after i wake up and not having any cigarettes before bed.
i don't really crave cigarettes when i'm not smoking them in the evening. i get high on weed and do physical therapy as if i were doing yoga. it feels good. i think my adrenaline is probably higher. there is definitely a specific feeling. if i constantly do body scans and monitor my breathing, my muscles don't really get tense. i have spinal arthritis and get some negative symptoms when my muscles tense. i've mostly been feeling healthy up until very recently. what i believe is a rise in adrenaline feels good. i just lay there listening to music or ASMR. listening to the ASMR i can feel my muscles relaxing more than if i haven't been smoking cigarettes. it kind of feels good
very recently i started doing some more intense exercise, what i call tai chi hip hop jogging. i do made up languages along to the radio in hip hop esque beats and get into some really good breathing patterns doing tai chi with my hands and i can jog a lot longer than i can as a normal person would jog just breathing in and out with out the rap flow..... ... .... .. i noticed when i started light walking even with out raising my adrenaline which i started doing a couple years ago now and consistently keeping up with that i sleep less, but it's healthy... with the more intense exercise, i find myself sleeping less.... i had to wake up for an anti-psychotic injection, and was only sleeping like 4-5 hours for a few nights. i would like to sleep longer - i normally sleep between 8-12 hours, but i'm at the point where i need to shit while i'm sleeping a short time, and can't get back to bed after waking up to take a shit. i drink coffee when i could take a nap to try to stay on a schedule. i have some appointments with my psych team. the day before yesterday, i woke up to get an anti-psychotic injection after only sleeping a short time. it's a very small injection dose of haldol. it normally doesn't bother me at all, even when i was on higher doses. now that i'm on a lower dose and exercise it doesn't really affect my sex drive. it's really not doing much. i'm not sure if it's causing me pain with the cigarette withdrawl though.
anyways, yesterday i woke up needing to take a shit again and instead of trying to go back to sleep or relax and nap because i wanted to stay on a schedule, i had a dose of coffee and pot... i went for my usual walk hoping to do a long walk and get into a healthy flow. i smoked a cigarette because i thought the withdrawal or slight adrenaline boost that i get a couple hours later would assure i didn't nap... the cigarette felt good, but a few minutes i made eye contact with a kid that was probably in middle school and i look like a weird hippy. he was kind of smiling. anyways, this got me thinking about the economy crashing and i got really dizzy. it was partially psychological, but definitely because of my drug induced and sleep deprived energy.
i have a thread in the longue of BL about how crying relaxes me and i get insomnia. i've been describing getting off anti-psychotics and crying more. it hasn't really been bothering me, but with the little less sleep from crying and also what i described in the first paragraphs of this post, my brain chemistry is really bizarre. i don't think i'm going to smoke cigarettes. i described how my muscles noticeably relax when doing ASMR, but i don't feel the tingly euphoric sensations as much. i've actually been thinking that cigarettes are kind of more enjoyable and i could just listen to the ASMR and space out with out the bizarre euphoria. sometimes i still get the sensations, but it's not as prevalent.
i've been getting way too hyped smoking cigarettes though and i can't get on a schedule where i'm not waking up to shit after not sleeping long enough. i think if i didn't have to wake up for appointments and just went off schedule with out the consistent coffee drinking, which i could do in the future cause they are gonna let me stop taking my meds and keep social security (they just have me on them now because my parents want me to take them living with them), that i could keep smoking cigarettes and it might be an alright lifestyle... i don't think i'm gonna smoke very often in the future though. i might not smoke at all... i originally started up again because i put weed at the tip of cigarettes to hide that i'm smoking weed. i have to move to federal housing and won't be able to smoke a lot of weed. i thought adding cigarettes with weed at the tip would be a helpful way to get through the day. i think i could, but i don't know if it's really worth it. i think i will just smoke less and deal with not always having an oral fixation going, which is something that helps me...
i was reading that it takes three months for people's dopamine levels to return to normal after a medium amount of smoking. i'm gonna see how i feel about that or if it is noticeable to me... i was writing in the first paragraphs about how i didn't feel too bad skipping a day with nicotine. i don't think on the second day that my dopamine levels are really dropping as much. i'm not sure if there is any science to that, but i've been feeling really achy with my spinal arthritis a couple days after not smoking. if it really takes 3 months for dopamine levels to return to normal, i believe that i'm experiencing less adrenaline. that i like the adrenaline from the initial stages of withdrawal. that it is even helpful to me, but after the adrenaline rise that comes hours or a day after smoking goes away, i believe i'm noticing the lower dopamine, and it's causing me to ache a lot. i feel really dizzy too with the sleep deprivation.
anyways, i woke up again today after only sleeping like 4 hours cause my father was taking me to grocery store. i feel pretty shitty. i was describing how korn was helping me with some of my pain, but today most of the engaging music i was listening to isn't really helping me. writing this post is helping me get into a good flow. i've spent about an hour on it. i don't think i'm going to go for a walk. i'm afraid of passing out.. i used to go hard taking stimulants and smoking weed and stay up even longer and get dizzy. i didn't really give a fuck if i passed out and got hospitalized. i bet i could go longer with this sleep deprivation, but i don't want to mess up. i've been in trouble a bunch of times and don't want the authorities to think i'm having problems. i don't know if i could get banned from smoking weed or something cause i'm passing out in public. it just doesn't seem worth it to me to make a joke about my life anymore.
if i notice i start to feel remarkably better within the next couple weeks, i'm not sure that i'll ever smoke cigarettes again. i definitely won't all the time. i fucking love the taste and smell of camels though. cigarettes and just having a pack is fucking cool too.
for the rest of the day, i'm just gonna smoke a bunch of pot and try to get into a groove with playing some folk guitar and singing today. i was playing really well the past few nights going kind of crazy from my brain chemistry. always doesn't work that well, but i'm kind of pleased with what i'm doing.. if i weren't injured with the spinal arthritis and getting dizzy, i'd be into going nuts all the time exercising and doing music and art with the cigarette with drawl. i love the adrenaline.. i have schizophrenia and HPPD. i've been getting more frequent and cool hallucinations. it's actually really cool. i like it a lot. i hallucinate a lot anyways when i'm not withdrawing from cigarettes too though. idk, it's just been really crazy. it's almost like i'm on acid.
anyways, probably no more cigarettes for me. just weed and coffee.... when i move to federal housing and have to smoke weed less, i'll probably cut down on the coffee i need weed to chill out the coffee buzz.
ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
So far today:
Espresso enema
Cigarettes 18
Sertraline 200mg
Morphine (oral) 60mg
Morphine (rectal) 210mg
Gabapentin 3200mg
Cyclizine 250mg
Loratidine 40mg
Valproate 800mg
Loperamide 6mg
Espresso enema
Cigarettes 18
Sertraline 200mg
Morphine (oral) 60mg
Morphine (rectal) 210mg
Gabapentin 3200mg
Cyclizine 250mg
Loratidine 40mg
Valproate 800mg
Loperamide 6mg
Sp4rky
Bluelighter
Finally got my hands on a good speed source and so far having a productive good day
- 2 lines of speed (roughly 0.15-0.20g)
- bit of vaped weed
- couple cigarettes worth of nicotine
Was a bit shaky, but made a good smoothie and feel better again now. Feeling quite good about having my speed back, still have a bit over 2g of meth left, but honestly I prefer the speed, so I’ll be taking a break from the meth for now.
Probably a bit more speed later if I end up going out. Will be ending the day with some diazepam most likely.
Hope y’all having a good weekend so far!
- 2 lines of speed (roughly 0.15-0.20g)
- bit of vaped weed
- couple cigarettes worth of nicotine
Was a bit shaky, but made a good smoothie and feel better again now. Feeling quite good about having my speed back, still have a bit over 2g of meth left, but honestly I prefer the speed, so I’ll be taking a break from the meth for now.
Probably a bit more speed later if I end up going out. Will be ending the day with some diazepam most likely.
Hope y’all having a good weekend so far!
Sp4rky
Bluelighter
Would be curious to hear how the rectal route compares to other ROA’s of morphine effects wise..
200mg Tramadol XR
100mg Tramadol IR
10mg Diazepam
1500mg Gabapentin
3 Joints of stinky high grade Indica about 3 grams
Monster Energy Drink 500ml
Half nodding, half quite tense
Gaba and weed help smoothing the angles
Lighting another joint
Gonna shut myself down with clonidine and trazadone later
100mg Tramadol IR
10mg Diazepam
1500mg Gabapentin
3 Joints of stinky high grade Indica about 3 grams
Monster Energy Drink 500ml
Half nodding, half quite tense
Gaba and weed help smoothing the angles
Lighting another joint
Gonna shut myself down with clonidine and trazadone later
Dr. John Thackery
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you never had any problems mixing tramadol and trazadone? they are contraindicated.