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Cigarettes 18
Caffeine 460mg
Sertraline 200mg
Morphine (Intranasal*) 30mg
Morphine (Oral) 100mg
Morphine (Rectal) 120mg
Gabapentin 2400mg
Cyclizine 300mg
Valproate 800mg
Bisoprolol 5mg


*yeah, I know it by far as the lowest BA - like 18%, I think? - but it's the only ROA I've never done with Morphine and just wanted to do it once out of curiosity.
 
just popped 45 mg methadone and 40 mg diazepam with a 10 mg edible.

if it’s not enough i’ll take more.

it wasn’t enough so o had to take more of both.

can’t even feel euphoric or high for fucks sake
Last sentence is very much felt. So is it worth to return to the shit?
 
Hi I am back

I am very tired

today for now :
Tramadol 200mg SR
10mg Diazepam
Food
One joint of cool local sativa
Black Tea

I am down to 10mg of diazepam for the last week its going well just had to take a bit of gabapentin to take the edge off
 
bad pain first thing this morninfg

so 20mg of methadone and 30 mg diazepam

god i love drugs i went from suicidal and ready to ask a crackhead in the street that would stab me for poisonous fentanyl concoction….to just dosing my legal drugs prescription and going back to sanity and the extreme suffering ending

Why is this so go damn hard for society to understand. why is it fucking hell and impossible to get my meds that mae me not want to blow my brains out and ask crack addicts for fentanyl?

i keep a very high paying and highly respected job; i pay taxes out the ass. like enough taxes that multiple families could live off. and i don’t even deserve the peace of mind of not worrying about being randomly cut off and have my entire life upended by a doctor retiring or a pharmacist being a dick.

fuck this society
 
Fell asleep on the sofa last night and slept great.

2 tabs of acid.
I was wondering how you could stay awake with that mix 😅

Edit: OT:
Been stable on 8 g Kratom and 50 mg dph daily for a week+ and still getting into WD every day and night 😒
Why is this taking so long?! ...
Maybe patience is needed but I'd like to know how much at least...
Also if anyone has some hints on strategy that would be highly appreciated. So far it's 4,5 g in the morning and 3,5g in the afternoon. I don't dose at night cause then I can't sleep and I'm already glad I cut it to 2 doses, but after 8 hours max I'm ready to rot on the toilet 😒.
Today's extra therefore :
250 mg Pregabalin (1 g Agmatine in the morning), but I'm p sure I'll wake up soaked in sweat around 4 am again 😫... And I still don't dare to reduce the morning dose...
Experiences anyone??
 
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bad pain first thing this morninfg

so 20mg of methadone and 30 mg diazepam

god i love drugs i went from suicidal and ready to ask a crackhead in the street that would stab me for poisonous fentanyl concoction….to just dosing my legal drugs prescription and going back to sanity and the extreme suffering ending

Why is this so go damn hard for society to understand. why is it fucking hell and impossible to get my meds that mae me not want to blow my brains out and ask crack addicts for fentanyl?

i keep a very high paying and highly respected job; i pay taxes out the ass. like enough taxes that multiple families could live off. and i don’t even deserve the peace of mind of not worrying about being randomly cut off and have my entire life upended by a doctor retiring or a pharmacist being a dick.

fuck this society
I'm aware that the US has serious issues with opioids going from way too much to too little, but can they really cut off every pain patient?!? I mean since you have a legit reason and a script, why is it not possible to stay on a stable dose? And how come that a pharmacist can decide about your script? That's the doctor's job, isn't it?
 
Tramadol XR 200mg
Diazepam 10mg
Promethazine 25mg
2 joints of local sativa
Big energy drink (high caffeine+taurine)
THC gummy rosin extract
Ketamine around 250 mg snorted in 4 lines in 10 mins
1 joint of high grade

I felt the ket for a little bit but I am quite nervous though the tram gets on my nerves
 
What videogames were on the menu?
Last night was mostly trails in the sky I just started playing the remake.

I also started that crimson desert the other day but not sure if that's going to be my cup of tea feels a lot like Skyrim but somehow with more jank. We'll see though only played the first hour or two.
 
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