What's your afternoon fix? are you missing anything today?

[PtahTek]

4 loko

damn they still make that swill? man its nasty
love the handle respect

3g kratom
600mg gabap - almost time for anotha 600mg
dont feel a need for anything else atm that decarbed bud is onnit.

bet i can eat 35 boiled eggs....

ah man i just saw the kitty what a beaut!

 

[Sp4rky]

couple lines of speed, drag of a morning .—. Started good and oddly energetic for the amount I slept, but then my family insisted on coming over today and whole schedule ruined.

Honestly I just need my friends, but they’re all busy fucking their partners today. At least I’ll have some quiet me time later today after my family comes over, so that’ll be nice. And finally finished unboxing all the stuff from moving, so finally can decorate my room & such.

The trip last night did really help in making me feel more confident about my decision to switch studies, so I have stuff to look forward to and a period off from uni for now, so honestly I can’t complain.

Hope y’all having a chill Sunday

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Gave the 2c-b another go and it's messing with me now
(Another 15 mg rectal)
It doesn't fit into my life, I hate the body load and it's making me insecure and irritable (even more)... The only reason why I don't throw it away is that there's not much left I can use to distract myself from opioids... God, it's devilish just how much I'm craving a shot ... Wish I could escape from my own head. Can't see any progress there at least.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Update:
Had another stupid binge /waste for literally nothing:
10 mg Morphine i.v. - gave me nothing but a cramp in my calves
2+3 g Kratom
85 +30 mg Mitragynin
50 mg dph
10 mg Diazepam
200 mg Pregabalin (added way too late cause I only felt slightly good) - I knew my tol is too high for the MO, but I thought at least it might be felt in the combination, but no
Such a goddamn waste just to make the nicotine hit harder (patch + vape)
I'm soo disappointed and angry with myself, it's indescribable...
Just hope I can go back to the 9 g Kratom tomorrow...

 

[Esperighanto]

Update:
Had another stupid binge /waste for literally nothing:
10 mg Morphine i.v. - gave me nothing but a cramp in my calves
2+3 g Kratom
85 +30 mg Mitragynin
50 mg dph
10 mg Diazepam
200 mg Pregabalin (added way too late cause I only felt slightly good) - I knew my tol is too high for the MO, but I thought at least it might be felt in the combination, but no
Such a goddamn waste just to make the nicotine hit harder (patch + vape)
I'm soo disappointed and angry with myself, it's indescribable...
Just hope I can go back to the 9 g Kratom tomorrow...

What is it you're trying to achieve here?
Wildly low morphine dose relative to the mitragynine.
I assume the kratom leaf is to boost the mitragynine?
Why the DPH?
And isn't pregabalin usually consumed in the 400-900mg range? I may be wrong about pregabalin though I don't know a ton about it.

OT: 40mg Memantine, 28mg ice, 150mg bupropion, 200mg caffeine, 2mg MGM-15 all were eaten alongside breakfast, and I'm still in the exact same state right now ~4:20PM (nice) as I was this morning.If my tolerance wasn't so monstrous I would trip, I have to let it die down in time for Beltane, though DOB is still calling to me like the green goblin mask. Got a lot done over the last couple days, this pharmacological wombo combo that I'm on right now seems to be some sort of productivity formula for me. I'm definitely a little bit goofy from the amount of weed I've been smoking though. Hitting a distillate box mod the way people hit nicotine box mods is absolutely devastating, my fiance routinely clobbers himself with it unintentionally. It's currently 3% THC-B, 44% HHC and 53% THC, as a result of me having mixed together numerous blends I had kicking around on the test tube rack. The 9% THC-B vape honestly was less jarring, somehow.

 

[crazyotter87]

What is it you're trying to achieve here?
Wildly low morphine dose relative to the mitragynine.
I assume the kratom leaf is to boost the mitragynine?
Why the DPH?
And isn't pregabalin usually consumed in the 400-900mg range? I may be wrong about pregabalin though I don't know a ton about it.

OT: 40mg Memantine, 28mg ice, 150mg bupropion, 200mg caffeine, 2mg MGM-15 all were eaten alongside breakfast, and I'm still in the exact same state right now ~4:20PM (nice) as I was this morning.If my tolerance wasn't so monstrous I would trip, I have to let it die down in time for Beltane, though DOB is still calling to me like the green goblin mask. Got a lot done over the last couple days, this pharmacological wombo combo that I'm on right now seems to be some sort of productivity formula for me. I'm definitely a little bit goofy from the amount of weed I've been smoking though. Hitting a distillate box mod the way people hit nicotine box mods is absolutely devastating, my fiance routinely clobbers himself with it unintentionally. It's currently 3% THC-B, 44% HHC and 53% THC, as a result of me having mixed together numerous blends I had kicking around on the test tube rack. The 9% THC-B vape honestly was less jarring, somehow.

I think the range for pregabalin is 150–900mg. 150mg affects me more than 10mg of diazepam.

 

[crazyotter87]

~40mg N-ethyl nitrazepam and 100mcg of clonazolam.

 

[Esperighanto]

~40mg N-ethyl nitrazepam and 100mcg of clonazolam.

How is N-ethyl-nitrazepam? I can see how a chemist would almost accidentally end up with a large pile of this, but I haven't seen much in the way of experience reports yet. It sure is weak by mass compared to other nitrobenzodiazepines. Also, do you notice any synergy with the clonazolam? It's funny to dose a juxtoaposition as structurally similar as two nitrobenzodiazepines, but as divergent as the 400-fold difference in doses between the two substances here.

I think the range for pregabalin is 150–900mg. 150mg affects me more than 10mg of diazepam.

Ah thanks for the info, I've interfaced with Pregabalin exactly once, I think 11 years ago? I mostly lean on mirogabalin as far as gabapentinoids go.

 

[crazyotter87]

How is N-ethyl-nitrazepam? I can see how a chemist would almost accidentally end up with a large pile of this, but I haven't seen much in the way of experience reports yet. It sure is weak by mass compared to other nitrobenzodiazepines. Also, do you notice any synergy with the clonazolam? It's funny to dose a juxtoaposition as structurally similar as two nitrobenzodiazepines, but as divergent as the 400-fold difference in doses between the two substances here.

Ah thanks for the info, I've interfaced with Pregabalin exactly once, I think 11 years ago? I mostly lean on mirogabalin as far as gabapentinoids go.

In my opinion, it's worthwhile. There isn't much information out there despite it having been around for a while. I presume you're comfortable with benzos based on your previous posts vaping clobromazolam lol, 40-60mg should be a good starting point for you.

The duration could be longer; I'd say it lasts a few hours at most. Mild sedation is present and it's anxiolytic, but the standout quality for me is the muscle relaxation. Not quite on the level of diazepam or carisoprodol, but it's definitely there and more pronounced than most.

I'd recommend picking it up if you get the chance. Personally I haven't been too impressed with the RC benzo scene lately. Bromazolam is underwhelming, phenazolam is decent, ethylbromazolam is worse than bromazolam, and I ended up tossing my fluloprazolam blotters due to conflicting dosing info (the vendor may have also just sent plain blotter paper). Haven't gotten to pynazolam or ethyl-flualprazolam yet.

It's been pairing well with clonazolam. For reference, 300mcg of clonazolam on its own has put me out completely, that shit is no joke. I have 1mg left and will probably hold onto a few blotters

Pregabalin is worth trying if gabapentinoids work for you, they hit me pretty hard. 150mg of pregabalin or 600mg of gabapentin feels like a discount opioid high. Mirogabalin is on my list...

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

What is it you're trying to achieve here?
Wildly low morphine dose relative to the mitragynine.
I assume the kratom leaf is to boost the mitragynine?
Why the DPH?
And isn't pregabalin usually consumed in the 400-900mg range? I may be wrong about pregabalin though I don't know a ton about it.

The morphine was simply the only sample I had ( the only thing I could inject).
Pregabalin at 100 - 200 mg is just a booster for me ( like the Diazepam) . The intention was very simply just to feel the opioid effect for a change - which obviously wasn't enough. I'm not into benzos or gabas on their own
Edit: same goes for the dph

 

[Esperighanto]

In my opinion, it's worthwhile. There isn't much information out there despite it having been around for a while. I presume you're comfortable with benzos based on your previous posts vaping clobromazolam lol, 40-60mg should be a good starting point for you.

The duration could be longer; I'd say it lasts a few hours at most. Mild sedation is present and it's anxiolytic, but the standout quality for me is the muscle relaxation. Not quite on the level of diazepam or carisoprodol, but it's definitely there and more pronounced than most.

I'd recommend picking it up if you get the chance. Personally I haven't been too impressed with the RC benzo scene lately. Bromazolam is underwhelming, phenazolam is decent, ethylbromazolam is worse than bromazolam, and I ended up tossing my fluloprazolam blotters due to conflicting dosing info (the vendor may have also just sent plain blotter paper). Haven't gotten to pynazolam or ethyl-flualprazolam yet.

It's been pairing well with clonazolam. For reference, 300mcg of clonazolam on its own has put me out completely, that shit is no joke. I have 1mg left and will probably hold onto a few blotters

Pregabalin is worth trying if gabapentinoids work for you, they hit me pretty hard. 150mg of pregabalin or 600mg of gabapentin feels like a discount opioid high. Mirogabalin is on my list...

I've used pregabalin once, it's interesting and I'll probably revisit it sooner rather than later. Gabapentinoids are a favorite of mine, does pregabalin also prefer to be insufflated the way floribut, gabapentin and mirogabalin do? I bet phenibut would even be nice insufflated if it didn't require such a monstrous dose.

Vaped phenazolam is something else dude, I have it in a tank with some etizolam and that synergy requires maybe 1/6 the dose relative to either of the two constituents on their own. Your mention of N-ethyl-nitrazepam as lsating a few hours at most is crazy, that's like alprazolam duration but it sounds like it has a diazepam-adjacent sort of effect. I've used maybe 15-20 benzos (and thienos) so far, and look forward to trying more for sure. I'm a bit behind on the current ones, but I haven't felt much pull as they sure do seem unimpressive for the most part. I found bromazolam supremely unimpressive, though flualprazolam, etizolam, midazolam, triazolam, and bromonordiazepam (aka desalkylgidazepam) are personal favorites and a few of those have been RCs from time to time.

Why did you toss the fluloprazolam blotters? I know that laying blotter is tough but you could always, worst case, shred the paper, homogenize it and reconstitute it into a smaller dose unit and feel it out from there.

Clonazolam is so shockingly potent, I can't believe it's a 5 step synthesis from initial precursors to finished product. The fact that clonazolam is not a more widespread drug is fascinating to me, I ran into it as a high schooler and just thought it was suspiciously unique xanax somebody had pressed into bars that said "CLAM" on them.

 

[crazyotter87]

I've used pregabalin once, it's interesting and I'll probably revisit it sooner rather than later. Gabapentinoids are a favorite of mine, does pregabalin also prefer to be insufflated the way floribut, gabapentin and mirogabalin do? I bet phenibut would even be nice insufflated if it didn't require such a monstrous dose.

Vaped phenazolam is something else dude, I have it in a tank with some etizolam and that synergy requires maybe 1/6 the dose relative to either of the two constituents on their own. Your mention of N-ethyl-nitrazepam as lsating a few hours at most is crazy, that's like alprazolam duration but it sounds like it has a diazepam-adjacent sort of effect. I've used maybe 15-20 benzos (and thienos) so far, and look forward to trying more for sure. I'm a bit behind on the current ones, but I haven't felt much pull as they sure do seem unimpressive for the most part. I found bromazolam supremely unimpressive, though flualprazolam, etizolam, midazolam, triazolam, and bromonordiazepam (aka desalkylgidazepam) are personal favorites and a few of those have been RCs from time to time.

Why did you toss the fluloprazolam blotters? I know that laying blotter is tough but you could always, worst case, shred the paper, homogenize it and reconstitute it into a smaller dose unit and feel it out from there.

Clonazolam is so shockingly potent, I can't believe it's a 5 step synthesis from initial precursors to finished product. The fact that clonazolam is not a more widespread drug is fascinating to me, I ran into it as a high schooler and just thought it was suspiciously unique xanax somebody had pressed into bars that said "CLAM" on them.

Pregabalin is great, you gotta get some of it. If you like gabapentin, you'll like pregab, it lasts significantly longer. I can't answer that one, I wasn't even aware you could snort gabapentinoids. I tend to stay away from snorting drugs unless the BA is higher or you have to snort it (maybe besides 2C-B, I do enjoy sniffing that). For example, ketamine is alright for me, but snorting any amount over 50mg is horrible for me. Snorting k-hole doses just ruins the entire experience for me. Oh god, snorting phenibut would be horrible, it's so damn acidic. I once put ~3g in a cup of hot chocolate, it was repulsive. About floribut, I presume that is F-phenibut? Do tell me more about this, I enjoy phenibut, I'm gonna guess it has some longer legs and is more potent?

I've yet to try vaping a benzo, I'd probably vape phenazolam based on what you said about it. I think you said it's on par with the euphoria of MDx compounds? Mind telling me the concentration? I have some etizolam leftover but they're tablets. I'd say the N-ethyl-nitrazepam has practically worn off by now but the clam is obviously still hitting. Wish there was more info on it, from the few reports I've read others also claim the muscle relaxation is noticeable. Oh yeah, bromazolam sucks. I mean it's cheaper than real bars and I guess it's decent for sleep and stim/psych comedowns, but other than that I dislike it. I've never been a fan of alprazolam, there's not much to it. Bromonordiazepam and the diazepam prodrug RCs were lovely. Flualprazolam was also great, I haven't tried the other pharmas that you have.

I'm like 99% sure they were bunk, they were cheap so I'm not mad about it. They were "100mcg" iirc. I tried anywhere from 1-10 tabs and felt nothing. I haven't really read too many reports on it recently but I think fluloprazolam is active in the microgram range, don't take my word for it though. Oh nevermind, I tossed it because I was going too hard with benzos. I ended up throwing out around 500 pressed bars as well.

I hope clonazolam makes a comeback but I don't see that ever happening. I do miss diclazepam and flubromazepam as well. I think I know the bars you're talking about, they weren't dyed like a normal bar? I vividly remember them, I think it was around 2020. Maybe someone else had the same idea of not dyeing them to avoid deceiving people into thinking it was legit alprazolam.

Do try to find N-ethyl-nitrazepam, I'd like to hear your thoughts on it. I'd say it's one of the best RC benzos out right now. I really enjoy muscle relaxants. Sucks the duration is so short, I'd say the peak is 2-4 hours. From my experience it tastes like nothing, so taking it sublingually is perfect.

 

[lovertown]

~250mg hydroxyzine
~400mg gabapentin
just trying to relax and get some chores done. wishing i had some k. i love getting near k hole, putting on some music, and cleaning my whole house in an hour. it kills any and all exectuive dysfunction. no overthiking, procrastination, reluctance... it makes me so much more productive. a few lines and suddenly all of my problems are manageable

 

[Esperighanto]

Pregabalin is great, you gotta get some of it. If you like gabapentin, you'll like pregab, it lasts significantly longer. I can't answer that one, I wasn't even aware you could snort gabapentinoids. I tend to stay away from snorting drugs unless the BA is higher or you have to snort it (maybe besides 2C-B, I do enjoy sniffing that). For example, ketamine is alright for me, but snorting any amount over 50mg is horrible for me. Snorting k-hole doses just ruins the entire experience for me. Oh god, snorting phenibut would be horrible, it's so damn acidic. I once put ~3g in a cup of hot chocolate, it was repulsive. About floribut, I presume that is F-phenibut? Do tell me more about this, I enjoy phenibut, I'm gonna guess it has some longer legs and is more potent?

I've yet to try vaping a benzo, I'd probably vape phenazolam based on what you said about it. I think you said it's on par with the euphoria of MDx compounds? Mind telling me the concentration? I have some etizolam leftover but they're tablets. I'd say the N-ethyl-nitrazepam has practically worn off by now but the clam is obviously still hitting. Wish there was more info on it, from the few reports I've read others also claim the muscle relaxation is noticeable. Oh yeah, bromazolam sucks. I mean it's cheaper than real bars and I guess it's decent for sleep and stim/psych comedowns, but other than that I dislike it. I've never been a fan of alprazolam, there's not much to it. Bromonordiazepam and the diazepam prodrug RCs were lovely. Flualprazolam was also great, I haven't tried the other pharmas that you have.

I'm like 99% sure they were bunk, they were cheap so I'm not mad about it. They were "100mcg" iirc. I tried anywhere from 1-10 tabs and felt nothing. I haven't really read too many reports on it recently but I think fluloprazolam is active in the microgram range, don't take my word for it though. Oh nevermind, I tossed it because I was going too hard with benzos. I ended up throwing out around 500 pressed bars as well.

I hope clonazolam makes a comeback but I don't see that ever happening. I do miss diclazepam and flubromazepam as well. I think I know the bars you're talking about, they weren't dyed like a normal bar? I vividly remember them, I think it was around 2020. Maybe someone else had the same idea of not dyeing them to avoid deceiving people into thinking it was legit alprazolam.

Do try to find N-ethyl-nitrazepam, I'd like to hear your thoughts on it. I'd say it's one of the best RC benzos out right now. I really enjoy muscle relaxants. Sucks the duration is so short, I'd say the peak is 2-4 hours. From my experience it tastes like nothing, so taking it sublingually is perfect.

Yeah all the RC bars were always goofy colors and they usually were pressed in an oddly skinny, long shape relative to the bars I watched walk out of the pharmacy

Is N-ethyl-nitrazepam water soluble? If it's as smooth for sublingual administration as you say it is, I bet it's not bad insufflated. Typically if something will absorb in the mucus membrane in one place, it will in others too. I love curing meth into chewing gum for the same reason I put acid in gum, it hits as hard as an eyedrop but with much less hassle.

Floribut lasts maybe 4-6 hours but you need far less than you would with phenibut, and it hits so much harder intranasally we could treat it like this stimulating relative of GHB kind of. Rail a line of absolutely annihilating pain, and within a few minutes the pain is gone and you feel like Gumby as you melt into the couch you're on and the hippies you're living with start to bang on the floor in front of you, after they all also did a line of this same stuff.

I have reason to believe now, given recently released peer reviewed research, that floribut optimally should never be consumed via any route of administration, it seems unnecessarily extremely toxic for some reason.

Also the fact that you were sold Fluloprazolam blotters in the first place is fucking crazy to me, I'd imagine anybody with a feel for the benzo structure activity relationship would look at that molecule and go "I'll start at 3 milligrams". Any benzo with "2-[(4-methylpiperazin-1-yl)" attached in the location it is on Flualprazolam will lead to a very weak benzo of unpredictable characteristics imo, I see little to no indication that it would be anything desirable. Taking Loprazolam and substituting its chlorine for a flourine like you're mimicking the relationship of Alprazolam to Flualprazolam doesn't really mean much, in fact somehow now it's weaker than flualp and nobody seems to enjoy it very much. Benzos are pretty confusing though I'll give you that, some of the most confounding members of the scaffold include kappa opioid agonists (think salvia), dopamine reputable inhibitors and GABA agents.

 

[shabih]

I take pills for hiv

 

[TheLightBringer]

~40mg N-ethyl nitrazepam and 100mcg of clonazolam.

Interesting, its the extended carbon of nimetazepam which is supposedly one of the most euphoric benzos. What benzodiazepine would you compare N-ethyl-Nitrazepam to?

 

[Sp4rky]

Update:
Had another stupid binge /waste for literally nothing:
10 mg Morphine i.v. - gave me nothing but a cramp in my calves
2+3 g Kratom
85 +30 mg Mitragynin
50 mg dph
10 mg Diazepam
200 mg Pregabalin (added way too late cause I only felt slightly good) - I knew my tol is too high for the MO, but I thought at least it might be felt in the combination, but no
Such a goddamn waste just to make the nicotine hit harder (patch + vape)
I'm soo disappointed and angry with myself, it's indescribable...
Just hope I can go back to the 9 g Kratom tomorrow...

I feel you in that dissapointment and anger when you waste your tolerance / sobriety to not even or barely get high..

Hope tomorrow will be kinder to you

OT:

- 0.15-0.20 g meth insufflated

Man, I finally finished all my chores and family business for now. Smoking on my balcony rn and there’s a cat

Been feeling a little down about my friends all being busy, but have arranged some hangouts now, so that’s nice. Going to do some journaling after this then some creative projects.

It’s so busy with Kingsday today, couldn’t even cycle to the grocery store.. Also the way everyone judging drug users, but then as soon as it’s a holiday everyone’s breakfast becomes cocaine. Don’t mind loud people, like have your fun, but if groups of white guys could stop trying to pick fights with me that’d be nice. Like I get it, my hair is blue, *insert pronoun joke here* I guess .—.

Anyways, hope y’all having a decent start of the week

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

I feel you in that dissapointment and anger when you waste your tolerance / sobriety to not even or barely get high..

Hope tomorrow will be kinder to you

OT:

- 0.15-0.20 g meth insufflated

Man, I finally finished all my chores and family business for now. Smoking on my balcony rn and there’s a cat

Been feeling a little down about my friends all being busy, but have arranged some hangouts now, so that’s nice. Going to do some journaling after this then some creative projects.

It’s so busy with Kingsday today, couldn’t even cycle to the grocery store.. Also the way everyone judging drug users, but then as soon as it’s a holiday everyone’s breakfast becomes cocaine. Don’t mind loud people, like have your fun, but if groups of white guys could stop trying to pick fights with me that’d be nice. Like I get it, my hair is blue, *insert pronoun joke here* I guess .—.

Anyways, hope y’all having a decent start of the week

Everyone's breakfast becomes cocaine!?!! Fr??

 

[spypilot]

currently im tripping off 150 mg diphenhydramine and 54mg methylphenidate
im might take 300-400 dextromethorphan later today after i come off my current high

 

[Sp4rky]

Everyone's breakfast becomes cocaine!?!! Fr??

Not literally ofc hahaha, but people who look at you dirty for smoking weed, will loudly be yelling if their friends feel like another line at 11 am (my neighbors) lol

And there’s empty little envelopes like… everywhere on the streets.

Kingsday = shit load of alchohol, so I suppose the coke just follows. Especially in the neighborhood when I still lived at home, middle-class boring ass town, so what do the old people do as entertainment when the kids aren’t looking? Cocaine.

The amount of neighbors arrested for either selling or getting into coked up fights with each other was a fascinating phenomenon to watch growing up ahaha