Dissociatives dxm saved my life what the fuck

[attention_horror_621]

for the last feww monthz ive been spiraling hard ive been isolating myself mixing like 2-4 drugs every night at least getting heavily drunk every night ive been suicidal and unbelieveably dysphoric and i felt like i was going fucking crazy and i had practically accepted i was just slowly killing myself but as a surprise to everyone MORE drugs WERE the answer lmao (I WAS RIGHT SELF MEDICATION WAS THE KEY ALL ALONG FUCK EVERY1 WHO DOUBTED ME) its almost frusturatibg ive been 2 therapist after therapist ive been thru addiction after addiction ive tried actual script meds ive tried hobbies ive tried everything but i had a couple eye opening FUCKING COUGH SYRUP trips lmao what the fuck and ive been more social ive been reconnecting with old friends i got my best friend back ive been enjoying old hobbies my dysphoria is so much more bearable and my depression and anxiety have been sm more bearable its fucking AWESOME. i do like 30-90mg dxm freebase every day with a higher trip here and there and i smoke weed but thats it which ik isnt great for me but its gotta b better than binge drinking and doing drug cocktails every fucking night. shit is going fucking great i havent had a drop of alchohol or anything other than weed and dxm in like 2 weeks (and my prescrip meds). crazy shit. ik 30-90mg isnt a lot but i have an eating disordddrr so im like 102 pounds and im like insanely sensitive to all substances but yeah, doin great. what the fuck.

this is probs rambly,, im on 90 mg and weed,, but yeah i dxm.

i had just like accepted i was gonna be found blue one of these coming days but i feel fuckin GOOD dude i, like, at least relatively, feel a desire to not disembowle myself. yeah. hell yeah.

 

[attention_horror_621]

>me laying on the floor at 8am hallucinating shitting myself in the 3rd person "i should fix my entire life"

edit: also i bought a really badasss switch blade so thats a HUGE qol improvment

 

[Bitchniggaz]

Dxm is one of my favorite drugs for sure, but i usually only do 3rd platue trips whenever i use it.
Its not available otc in my country so i rarely have access to it.
I used to be able to get pure dxm crystals from dn markets though.

Tolerance builds fast though so i wouldnt recomend daily use for long.

Maybe when you are more stable you could cut it down to once or twice per month?

Because once tolerance hits its almost impossible to get rid of it.

 

[cryptix420]

I relate with what you're saying, somewhat - albeit I don't think this is a good thing (what you're expressing, that is).

I have been in a long pattern of struggling with one drug or another, until I find one that seems to 'show me the light' and 'make me able to get my shit together' etc etc.

The reality is, cycling through different drugs can be fun, and sometimes they even show you valuable insights - but I've had to take an entirely different approach to get my shit together, in any authentic sense.


The thing with unhealthy drug use/abuse/addiction is I've always tried to 'stop the drugs.'

What works for me far better, is slowly adding in healthy things to my day.

For example, a few weeks ago, I committed myself to one month of daily practice of the Five Tibetan Rites. Simple, only ten minutes a day, but it makes me feel calm, centered, proud of sticking to a commitment (that is healthy), and the simple implementation of routine itself does wonders for self confidence.

But, I don't generally get involved in other peoples' issues like this. There are far too many factors, and most ignore the absolute basics like eating well, drinking clean spring water, exercising (resistance straining, cardio, and yoga/stretching are all equally important) so I figure I'll just keep paying attention to the log in my own eye before judging the speck in another's.


Best of luck to you.

One last note - DXM is more or less the crappiest dissociative. I enjoyed the hell out of it (at great cost to my organs I'm sure) but ketamine, 3-meo-PCP, 3-meo-PCE, 3-HO-PCP/3-HO-PCE are just sooooooo much better. Cleaner, more fun, just...better. Get ahold of those if you can and leave the nasty tussin behind.



I've also found DXM is particularly prone to permanent tolerance, more so than other dissociative. I can still enjoy K and PCP analogues with low doses and great effects, but DXM does shit all for me anymore.


Of course if you really wanna change your perspective and heal some shit, I'd recommend a deep dive into learning about Iboga and Amanita muscaria.



Fuck, one last thing, look into some simple extraction teks for DXM. Maybe some lemon, maybe a double boiler, maybe some sodium hydroxide and naptha - really nothing hard to acquire. There are some very easy to follow online teks to extract pure DXM from tussin. I'd recommend it. And of course look into the legendary DXM FAQ if you haven't already.

 

[moonyham]

Am I the only one that thinks dxm is one of if not the absolute worst drug on this planet?

I did it a bunch of times as a teenager and it just.. Fuck it sucks. The high/trip is OK but the side effects and come downs are terrible. I would always feel retarded for days, not able to remember basic words. I noticed eating post trip sucks too, only time I've ever spat out a big mac.

I put it in the same category as huffing glue, tbh.

 

[Opana313]

Am I the only one that thinks dxm is one of if not the absolute worst drug on this planet?

I did it a bunch of times as a teenager and it just.. Fuck it sucks. The high/trip is OK but the side effects and come downs are terrible. I would always feel retarded for days, not able to remember basic words. I noticed eating post trip sucks too, only time I've ever spat out a big mac.

I put it in the same category as huffing glue, tbh.

I don't think it's the worst. It's a useful tool and was great for getting ready for 1st time psychedelic trips but of course it's a dissociative. I do agree with the nasty come down it fucking sucks. One time I tripped hard off the dxm gel caps and decided I wanted to go higher so I took a fat dose of some syrup that happened to be extended release..that fucking sucked wondering when I would be at total baseline and felt like syrup was seeping out of all pores on my body quite nasty and then I gave in and took a good amount of hydrocodone to feel better.

When I trip dxm it's as if I always need an opie on deck for comedown. Then again, I can say I keep opies on deck for just about everything now a days....

 

[DeathIndustrial88]

My DXM experiences in my later 20's completely changed me.
I was able to rid myself of a lot of jealousy, anger, hatred, etc... through the use of this drug.

Under the acute effects of it, you really can feel like every single atom on the planet/universe is all intricately connected some how & that we are all "in this together" so to speak.

Helped me get passed a lot of those negative blocking emotions that wouldn't allow me to move forward & forgive people & forgive myself.
I think it's a great drug. But it can turn on your too & now a days it can make me physically sick.

 

[Bitchniggaz]

Am I the only one that thinks dxm is one of if not the absolute worst drug on this planet?

I did it a bunch of times as a teenager and it just.. Fuck it sucks. The high/trip is OK but the side effects and come downs are terrible. I would always feel retarded for days, not able to remember basic words. I noticed eating post trip sucks too, only time I've ever spat out a big mac.

I put it in the same category as huffing glue, tbh.

Ymmv of course, i do agree that its quite heavy and dirty.
But nothing beats a 3rd platue with a few refills ime.

Its def a tough trip and one needs to prepare for the side effects etc.
But no other dissio has the level of visuals or oobe experience that a perfectly dosed dxm trip has ime.

I see dxm as the dissio equal of a entheogen, its not just fun and games.
But with the right mindset it can be life changing if not abused.

I think my experience with dxm is partily because i cant get it here.
I can buy super Cheap and high quality ket easy though.
So ket has become a easy high for me when i just wanna chill in from of a cool fantasy or scifi flick.

Whereas the few times ive done dxm it has been a exklusive event so to speak.

I prepare for days before making sure i have nothing to do a few days after.
I buy houndreds of whippets so i can boost the dxm and do whippets on the afterglow and day after etc.


Also i tend to refill and keep it going for a long time, i usually end up doing over a gram in like 12-16hours.
I always sit up the whole night and then just smoke hash and do nitrous the whole day after.
Something i Smoke dmt during or the day after aswell.
Dmt on a robotrip afterglow is def something else.


But i can def understand how some people dont Vibe with it and would rather do ket of its the general dissio effect you want.
But imo dxm is so much more then a dissio.
Its the mix of the nmda and serotonic activity that makes it unique.
There is really nothing that is even close to what dxm brings to the table.

 

[bookshelf1]

i had the greatest moments of my life after i took my first dxm dose in my life...it was a great changing for my life...first psychedelic drug i ever used.t was on low dosage...around 105-180mg.i remember listening to musics like it was in the heaven angels singing with me.i can't forget those unlikely holy moments of my life i can't find anything similar to it.i've tried ketamine and memantine(in dissociatives) but not even close to that feeling.
unfortunately those effects didn't repeat in the later trips.and my later trips was like a nightmare.so i put the dxm away forever.
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edit: sorry i wrote the dosage mistakenly higher
i guess the reason that trip was never like before is because mdma burnt my serotonin receptors in my brain(maybe).
maybe using some supplements can change the effects of dxm but it has so many intense effects on me that can't be tested easily multiple times to find a suitable supplement for dxm.

 

[rich619]

for the last feww monthz ive been spiraling hard ive been isolating myself mixing like 2-4 drugs every night at least getting heavily drunk every night ive been suicidal and unbelieveably dysphoric and i felt like i was going fucking crazy and i had practically accepted i was just slowly killing myself but as a surprise to everyone MORE drugs WERE the answer lmao (I WAS RIGHT SELF MEDICATION WAS THE KEY ALL ALONG FUCK EVERY1 WHO DOUBTED ME) its almost frusturatibg ive been 2 therapist after therapist ive been thru addiction after addiction ive tried actual script meds ive tried hobbies ive tried everything but i had a couple eye opening FUCKING COUGH SYRUP trips lmao what the fuck and ive been more social ive been reconnecting with old friends i got my best friend back ive been enjoying old hobbies my dysphoria is so much more bearable and my depression and anxiety have been sm more bearable its fucking AWESOME. i do like 30-90mg dxm freebase every day with a higher trip here and there and i smoke weed but thats it which ik isnt great for me but its gotta b better than binge drinking and doing drug cocktails every fucking night. shit is going fucking great i havent had a drop of alchohol or anything other than weed and dxm in like 2 weeks (and my prescrip meds). crazy shit. ik 30-90mg isnt a lot but i have an eating disordddrr so im like 102 pounds and im like insanely sensitive to all substances but yeah, doin great. what the fuck.

this is probs rambly,, im on 90 mg and weed,, but yeah i dxm.

i had just like accepted i was gonna be found blue one of these coming days but i feel fuckin GOOD dude i, like, at least relatively, feel a desire to not disembowle myself. yeah. hell yeah.

How does one go about obtaining or making freebase dxm? Recently dxm has helped me quit drinking I’m one week sober after getting drunk everyday for 3 years.

 

[HeadphonesandLSD]

How does one go about obtaining or making freebase dxm? Recently dxm has helped me quit drinking I’m one week sober after getting drunk everyday for 3 years.

Most people buy it as freebase. There are several vendors for it that are easy to find. You can also get tablets with hbr that are very small and do not have all the sorbital and other things in the usual gelcaps and syrups that mess with the experience (like the overwhelming need to shit because the additives function as a laxative).

If you want to do something easy at home that helps you avoid the nasty stuff then your best bet is doing a cold water extraction using one of the extended release (DXM polistirex) cough syrups. Since it's extended release you have to adjust the dose to account for that. I can't remember the difference between the dosing guidelines between polistirex and hbr but it's easy enough to find that information on the web along with the instructions to do the CWE on it.

Doing the CWE with polistirex based syrup will leave you with only the DXM and non of the additives. Which is must safer and easier on the body that chugging the syrup straight. But with polistirex the trip will be longer and come on slower. You can still obtain whatever plateaus you're shooting for. You just need to adjust the dose to account for the extended time release. If you've never done DXM before I would suggest starting with the 2nd plateau. That's a good first expereince. On the higher end you'll get near the "hole" and have CEVs and all that good stuff. You'll get to expereince the 1st plateau for awhile on your way up. If you decide you like DXM then wait a few weeks and attempt to go higher (3rd plateau) if you desire. I've personally never gone to the 4th plateau. The high 2nd/low 3rd was really fun and that's what I shot for the few times I consumed DXM before moving on to other things like MXE.

I haven't taken DXM in a long time but lately I've been thinking about trying it again. The last time I tried it I had a bad time and even though I took the same dose (300mg hbr) I wasn't able to obtain the same level as I did the first couple of times. I ended up just feeling awful. Which I atribute to all the additives in the gelcaps I had to swallow (it really sucks).

I've also heard about people poking holes in the gelcaps and getting the liquid out to avoid all the additives. But they say it tastes vile. I haven't tried it myself so I can't comment any further on that.

DXM is a really fun and interesting substance. But it can turn on you if you aren't careful and start taking it often. Try to leave some time in between doses because you don't come down fully for a few days after a 2nd/3rd plateau dose even though you might feel sober. DXM feels hard on the body as well. I feel like my body was starting to reject it by the time I was attempting to take my 5th dose of it. But I know a lot of people don't seem to have that problem and take it all of the time.

I've heard sigma is awful. Best to avoid daily dosing so you don't end up there. People say it is like having psychosis and that it lasts for several days. There are far more bad reports about that than good.

I'm probably going to attempt a 4th plateau does the next time I take it just to see what it's like and if it can compare to a MXE/K-hole. I love going into the hole but it was much harder to get there with DXM, MXE and K after I'd used them more than a handful of times. The tolerance builds quickly and doesn't seem to go away even if you abstain for months. That's why it's best to keep the dissos as a once in awhile treat. They seem to lose their magic pretty fast (at least for me).

 

[rich619]

Most people buy it as freebase. There are several vendors for it that are easy to find. You can also get tablets with hbr that are very small and do not have all the sorbital and other things in the usual gelcaps and syrups that mess with the experience (like the overwhelming need to shit because the additives function as a laxative).

If you want to do something easy at home that helps you avoid the nasty stuff then your best bet is doing a cold water extraction using one of the extended release (DXM polistirex) cough syrups. Since it's extended release you have to adjust the dose to account for that. I can't remember the difference between the dosing guidelines between polistirex and hbr but it's easy enough to find that information on the web along with the instructions to do the CWE on it.

Doing the CWE with polistirex based syrup will leave you with only the DXM and non of the additives. Which is must safer and easier on the body that chugging the syrup straight. But with polistirex the trip will be longer and come on slower. You can still obtain whatever plateaus you're shooting for. You just need to adjust the dose to account for the extended time release. If you've never done DXM before I would suggest starting with the 2nd plateau. That's a good first expereince. On the higher end you'll get near the "hole" and have CEVs and all that good stuff. You'll get to expereince the 1st plateau for awhile on your way up. If you decide you like DXM then wait a few weeks and attempt to go higher (3rd plateau) if you desire. I've personally never gone to the 4th plateau. The high 2nd/low 3rd was really fun and that's what I shot for the few times I consumed DXM before moving on to other things like MXE.

I haven't taken DXM in a long time but lately I've been thinking about trying it again. The last time I tried it I had a bad time and even though I took the same dose (300mg hbr) I wasn't able to obtain the same level as I did the first couple of times. I ended up just feeling awful. Which I atribute to all the additives in the gelcaps I had to swallow (it really sucks).

I've also heard about people poking holes in the gelcaps and getting the liquid out to avoid all the additives. But they say it tastes vile. I haven't tried it myself so I can't comment any further on that.

DXM is a really fun and interesting substance. But it can turn on you if you aren't careful and start taking it often. Try to leave some time in between doses because you don't come down fully for a few days after a 2nd/3rd plateau dose even though you might feel sober. DXM feels hard on the body as well. I feel like my body was starting to reject it by the time I was attempting to take my 5th dose of it. But I know a lot of people don't seem to have that problem and take it all of the time.

I've heard sigma is awful. Best to avoid daily dosing so you don't end up there. People say it is like having psychosis and that it lasts for several days. There are far more bad reports about that than good.

I'm probably going to attempt a 4th plateau does the next time I take it just to see what it's like and if it can compare to a MXE/K-hole. I love going into the hole but it was much harder to get there with DXM, MXE and K after I'd used them more than a handful of times. The tolerance builds quickly and doesn't seem to go away even if you abstain for months. That's why it's best to keep the dissos as a once in awhile treat. They seem to lose their magic pretty fast (at least for me).

I appreciate the insight.

 

[SaintJude]

for the last feww monthz ive been spiraling hard ive been isolating myself mixing like 2-4 drugs every night at least getting heavily drunk every night ive been suicidal and unbelieveably dysphoric and i felt like i was going fucking crazy and i had practically accepted i was just slowly killing myself but as a surprise to everyone MORE drugs WERE the answer lmao (I WAS RIGHT SELF MEDICATION WAS THE KEY ALL ALONG FUCK EVERY1 WHO DOUBTED ME) its almost frusturatibg ive been 2 therapist after therapist ive been thru addiction after addiction ive tried actual script meds ive tried hobbies ive tried everything but i had a couple eye opening FUCKING COUGH SYRUP trips lmao what the fuck and ive been more social ive been reconnecting with old friends i got my best friend back ive been enjoying old hobbies my dysphoria is so much more bearable and my depression and anxiety have been sm more bearable its fucking AWESOME. i do like 30-90mg dxm freebase every day with a higher trip here and there and i smoke weed but thats it which ik isnt great for me but its gotta b better than binge drinking and doing drug cocktails every fucking night. shit is going fucking great i havent had a drop of alchohol or anything other than weed and dxm in like 2 weeks (and my prescrip meds). crazy shit. ik 30-90mg isnt a lot but i have an eating disordddrr so im like 102 pounds and im like insanely sensitive to all substances but yeah, doin great. what the fuck.

this is probs rambly,, im on 90 mg and weed,, but yeah i dxm.

i had just like accepted i was gonna be found blue one of these coming days but i feel fuckin GOOD dude i, like, at least relatively, feel a desire to not disembowle myself. yeah. hell yeah.

I'm not surprised by this at all. I have been suffering from a treatment resistant depression for the last two years. It included heavy suicidal ideation although I would never go through with it.

As one of the last options my Psych tried was putting me on Auvelity which is simply Wellbutrin and DXM. It is supposed to help your existing meds work better. Surprisingly, the med did help with my suicidal ideation.

Unfortunately, I have always had issues with Wellbutrin, but he was willing to try and just prescribe me DXM alone. The dose is only 45mg 2x day with Auvelity, but I have had success with just 30mg 2x day. It is identical to the tussin gel pills that only contain Dextromethorphan.

I just wanted to let you know that I have had a similar experience and that it actually came from a script from my doc. You shouldn't worry about it being dangerous or surprised that it works.

On a side note, I am still able to reach the DXM plateaus as I have in the past using the same dosages. I only do it around once a month though.

MOST IMPORTANTLY, to anyone feeling suicidal please consider talking to your DR about Auvelity or just low dose daily DXM supplements. Feeling suicidal is torture and it took me nearly two years to find this solution.

 

[bvc]

I'm not surprised by this at all. I have been suffering from a treatment resistant depression for the last two years. It included heavy suicidal ideation although I would never go through with it.

As one of the last options my Psych tried was putting me on Auvelity which is simply Wellbutrin and DXM. It is supposed to help your existing meds work better. Surprisingly, the med did help with my suicidal ideation.

Unfortunately, I have always had issues with Wellbutrin, but he was willing to try and just prescribe me DXM alone. The dose is only 45mg 2x day with Auvelity, but I have had success with just 30mg 2x day. It is identical to the tussin gel pills that only contain Dextromethorphan.

I just wanted to let you know that I have had a similar experience and that it actually came from a script from my doc. You shouldn't worry about it being dangerous or surprised that it works.

On a side note, I am still able to reach the DXM plateaus as I have in the past using the same dosages. I only do it around once a month though.

MOST IMPORTANTLY, to anyone feeling suicidal please consider talking to your DR about Auvelity or just low dose daily DXM supplements. Feeling suicidal is torture and it took me nearly two years to find this solution.

I am a huge fan of occasional DXM doses. DXM has provided huge clarity trips and also doses of extreme euphoria. Im not on an antidepressant and it sucks. My psych NP, just lost her. I was trying to get on auvelity but didn't get to talk about it. Glad you've had good stuff. I want to get on auvelity but afraid it won't happen.

 

[N0ph0n0]

DXM fixed my body-dysmorphia, i used to think i was a fat sack of lard but i was really skinny and when i woke up in the morning after a big trip i looked at myself in the mirror and realised huh... i can see my ribs... im skinny wtf... now im proud to be a 190lbs (i was 140lbs) 6'1 guy.

 

[SaintJude]

I am a huge fan of occasional DXM doses. DXM has provided huge clarity trips and also doses of extreme euphoria. Im not on an antidepressant and it sucks. My psych NP, just lost her. I was trying to get on auvelity but didn't get to talk about it. Glad you've had good stuff. I want to get on auvelity but afraid it won't happen.

Why do you think it won't happen? Do you not have health insurance? If that is the case it does suck in reference to the anti-depressant you may need, but you can always buy the generic tussin gel caps that are just DXM and take them 2x a day on your own. Best of luck!

 

[N0ph0n0]

I am a huge fan of occasional DXM doses. DXM has provided huge clarity trips and also doses of extreme euphoria. Im not on an antidepressant and it sucks. My psych NP, just lost her. I was trying to get on auvelity but didn't get to talk about it. Glad you've had good stuff. I want to get on auvelity but afraid it won't happen.

Just buy some robotablets (DXM HCl) online and if you are a smoker you can get prescribed bupropion to help quit smoking (mods this is'nt a way to lie into getting a script this is a valid medical reason to get prescribed bupropion), since that's the ingredients in auvelity then that should do it (yeah the bupropion dose wont be as high but it does the job).