Hey darl, don’t compare where you’re at to where others were at in their recovery journey, it’s not healthy for you.
One person might say their emotions was the first thing to come back while another might say it was the last so comparing isn’t sensible.
As time goes on you will be able to enjoy things again so give it time. It took me ages to be able to enjoy watching tv again and actually be able to follow what was even happening without zoning out or becoming bored fast even though it was something I’d usually be interested in.
I understand how severe the symptoms feel and believe me, they are not permanent.