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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Anyways The F-35 is a scam because it’s the only fighter plane Who’s fuel it’s on his wings instead of “his body”. There is no other fighter jet like that, and guess why? Because of you shoot and hit one of the wings of an F-35 with your hand gun then it’s game over for him. Oh yeah the vertical take-off, amazing. Cinematic and useless..
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what kind of swiss are you, swiss french swiss german swiss Italian swiss romansh?
 
moerez said:
Idk how long more you need to see the damages that they have done to us? I never encourage people to killthemselves they can live with disability for rest of their lives , im the one who cant take it more than this i dont talk about you or anybody else but you are also not recovering anything so you get my point
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I never said i had no improvements, the biggest improvement i had was being able to feel substances and effects of exercise again. I think exercise will help me defeat invega.

Shame on you and the way you are telling people that there is no hope for anyone.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I never said i had no improvements, the biggest improvement i had was being able to feel substances and effects of exercise again. I think exercise will help me defeat invega.

Shame on you and the way you are telling people that there is no hope for anyone.
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I hope you recover one day i really dont give single F about what do you think about me, im writing my feelings and if you dont like it just dont read it, i told you , you are maybe old and can live with sexual disfunction or no motivation for your life but im just 25 and cant live like that , there is some people that heal and there is some people dat never heal, there might be a hope for you but there is nothing for me
 
moerez said:
I hope you recover one day i really dont give single F about what do you think about me, im writing my feelings and if you dont like it just dont read it, i told you , you are maybe old and can live with sexual disfunction or no motivation for your life but im just 25 and cant live like that , there is some people that heal and there is some people dat never heal, there might be a hope for you but there is nothing for me
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HOw do you know the bodily and mental functions of people suffering from invega are lost forever? You only point out those things to people only to encourage them to commit suicide. There are other people here who were suicidal at some point and recovered but they did not try to make others more miserable just so they could feel better about themselves. I dont believe in any god or religion and i wouldnt do to people what you have been doing here. Suicidal people come here and read your comments, you are not sharing your symptoms, you only feel better by trying to make other people more miserable. You will most likely revover, its only been 5 months for you, but the truth is you have hope and that is why you are here....it is a shame that you are trying to take away this hope from other people here. You are a shameful existence.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
HOw do you know the bodily and mental functions of people suffering from invega are lost forever? You only point out those things to people only to encourage them to commit suicide. There are other people here who were suicidal at some point and recovered but they did not try to make others more miserable just so they could feel better about themselves. I dont believe in any god or religion and i wouldnt do to people what you have been doing here. Suicidal people come here and read your comments, you are not sharing your symptoms, you only feel better by trying to make other people more miserable. You will most likely revover, its only been 5 months for you, but the truth is you have hope and that is why you are here....it is a shame that you are trying to take away this hope from other people here. You are a shameful existence.
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Its either you dont suffer as much as we do or just trying to find something to make other people shameful about themselves, its just not me that is suicidal, its lukeflowz as well because we are both suffering so much with getting worse everyday, if somebody wanna kill himself over the comment, they are idiots! I literally say what rawbanana said he had no hope and i have no hope as well, its disgusting that you think we are just saying suicidal shit for fun, we are suffering way more than you that we wanna take our precious life , i had way better life than u before all this happend and i dont wanna lose my life but imagine how hard it is that i have to finish my self to get some rest, you are shameful that you think because you have less side effects everybody should be positive about recovery like come on we have people who didnt get better after years and you coming and BSing around having hope? Idc if someone wanna killhimself over one comment of me because soon or late im gonna do the same thing and after that nothing matters anymore
 
I’ve officially had akathisia for over 11 months now, as I started getting it after my second of six total injections. I still have it now although a little over six months off my injection. I’m aware that most of you didn’t get akathisia and mainly suffer from anhedonia- but let me say it is hell on earth. I have both akathisia and anhedonia and hands down akathisia is the worst of the two and if someone hasn’t experienced it they have no idea the suffering. I’m in excruciating pain 24/7 and Ive tried to medicate it with both benztropine and propanol with no success. I’m in hell guys and I’m not sure how much longer I can last.
 
lukeflowz said:
I’ve officially had akathisia for over 11 months now, as I started getting it after my second of six total injections. I still have it now although a little over six months off my injection. I’m aware that most of you didn’t get akathisia and mainly suffer from anhedonia- but let me say it is hell on earth. I have both akathisia and anhedonia and hands down akathisia is the worst of the two and if someone hasn’t experienced it they have no idea the suffering. I’m in excruciating pain 24/7 and Ive tried to medicate it with both benztropine and propanol with no success. I’m in hell guys and I’m not sure how much longer I can last.
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Ok i may be playing devils advocate here but what about maybe trying a benzo? When i had horrible akathisia from latuda i basically treated it myself with both morphine and clonazepam. It stopped the akathisia even before the ambulance showed up. I dont recommend opiates for obvious reasons but benzos may not be a bad idea
 
paranoid android said:
Ok i may be playing devils advocate here but what about maybe trying a benzo? When i had horrible akathisia from latuda i basically treated it myself with both morphine and clonazepam. It stopped the akathisia even before the ambulance showed up. I dont recommend opiates for obvious reasons but benzos may not be a bad idea
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My doctor won’t prescribe me a benzo. I’m pretty much stuck like this. Besides last thing I need now on top of everything is a benzo addiction. I think I’d be finished for good
 
lukeflowz said:
My doctor won’t prescribe me a benzo. I’m pretty much stuck like this. Besides last thing I need now on top of everything is a benzo addiction. I think I’d be finished for good
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I dont currently have a benzo addiction and ive been on them about 5 years on and off now. I was previously and not now. I just think its better then suffering
 
For me the most is alteration of consciousness - severe derealization like and tinnitus, i had a first little improvement on alteration of consciousness at 8.5 months, then at 13 months i developed tinnitus, then i had another small improvement on alteration of consciousness at 16 months.

Now i’am at 19 months and what bother me the most is alteration of consciousness that it’s seem like severe derealization but it’s not the same thing, and tinnitus.

I started to notice that I have basically no emotions and it’s very rare sometimes i can cry and be angry for what They did to me.
 
Before all this shit happened i was already happy and able to feel joy when i wake up in the morning at 10AM because i knew i would make a Nice coffee and smoke a Nice joint while doing my daily quests/missions on my videogames.

I miss so much that feeling, that routine, being normal and able to enjoy little things of life..

Now tinnitus wake me at 6AM, i drink a coffee that dosen’t do a shit because I can’t feel it and I smoke some cigarets that I don’t feel the effect. I’am worry and anxious and in fear that this is permanent, this is mi daly morning routine since these injections.. I can’t smoke weed anymore because i already have “negative” alteration of consciousness and by smoking it only get worse..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Before all this shit happened i was already happy and able to feel joy when i wake up in the morning at 10AM because i knew i would make a Nice coffee and smoke a Nice joint while doing my daily quests/missions on my videogames.

I miss so much that feeling, that routine, being normal and able to enjoy little things of life..
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Now tinnitus wake me at 6AM, i drink a coffee that dosen’t do a shit because I can’t feel it and I smoke some cigarets that I don’t feel the effect. I’am worry and anxious and in fear that this is permanent, this is mi daly morning routine since these injections.. I can’t smoke weed anymore because i already have “negative” alteration of consciousness and by smoking it only get worse..
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Do you feel a pressure in your head that doesn’t go away?
 
lukeflowz said:
Do you feel a pressure in your head that doesn’t go away?
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At the end of the story from what surfaced by my endless research on the various forums around the web, and by talking with various IA, it take anywhere between some months to some years to recover, and some people need 2-3 years to feel normal again. This is what keep me doing and not suicide myself.
 
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