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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

took one 40mg of strattera 2 days ago and it feels like my anhedonia has worsened, is this permanent and how long will I be like this? worried I harmed my recovery
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
A lot of times here in the psych ward I asked to various nurse staff member to explain me the difference between psychosis and religion and at the end the so called “religion” turn out to be a “socially accepted mass psychosis”.
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Hey risperdalconsta,have they given you the brupopion
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Anyways today i hit 19 months after the harm - Not recovered.
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Kinda funny i was so responsable that i dint fall for alchool, cocaine, or shitty drugs because i never wanted to harm my brain, then a quack wasted my brain like if it’s nothing. Damn, always drived with responsability (never did crazy stupid things) never wanted to harm myself or other people.. Then a “Doctor” ruined me, not even e a real Doctor but a pseudo doctor.. The irony.
 
IOSIP said:
@InvegaAnon your one the only people from when I was dieing , that is still active

How are you going? Have you recovered yet?
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Very nearly. Stuff doesn't feel the same, but it feels.
moerez said:
Funny thing is i dont even get headaches at all, if i dont drink water whole day its still the same and its a proof of brain damage for sure
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Lion's mane can cause sexual dysfunction. I don't think it's the solution, I tried it and it may have made me worse. Lion's mane is bad for people with PSSD and can cause severe crashes, so if you suspect that is what could be going on, immediately stop the lion's mane.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Very nearly. Stuff doesn't feel the same, but it feels.

Lion's mane can cause sexual dysfunction. I don't think it's the solution, I tried it and it may have made me worse. Lion's mane is bad for people with PSSD and can cause severe crashes, so if you suspect that is what could be going on, immediately stop the lion's mane.
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When i see you after 2 years didnt fully recover makes me hopeless im already at month 5 and feeling so suicidal since i cant sleep or do any activities
 
Since the injection my sleeping schedule has been really messy.
Anyone else, or did you get it fixed?
 
moerez said:
I can only sleep 5 hours and i wake up at 4 am which is like nightmare for me, how long do you sleep usually
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My problem is I sleep very late, and when I sleep I don't want to wake up because I wake up after 4 or 5hrs then I go back to sleep again and sleep for another 5hrs.
 
InvegaInferno said:
My problem is I sleep very late, and when I sleep I don't want to wake up because I wake up after 4 or 5hrs then I go back to sleep again and sleep for another 5hrs.
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At least you sleep 10hours i wish i could sleep 10 hours, thats why im saying im living in nightmare no sleep nothing shows me a sign that i can recover, im gonna finish it soon
I hate this life:(
 
moerez said:
At least you sleep 10hours i wish i could sleep 10 hours, thats why im saying im living in nightmare no sleep nothing shows me a sign that i can recover, im gonna finish it soon
I hate this life:(
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have you tried sleeping medication
 
twinpeaks123 said:
have you tried sleeping medication
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Im telling you 5 hours is with medication without it i cant even sleep bro my life is cooked i have to leave the forum to not give you guys negativity i never become myself again and im pretty sure about it, im over and there is no way to get better
 
moerez said:
Im telling you 5 hours is with medication without it i cant even sleep bro my life is cooked i have to leave the forum to not give you guys negativity i never become myself again and im pretty sure about it, im over and there is no way to get better
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Listen, I also slept 5 hours before I was able to sleep for more. When did you get injected? and how many injections?
I get you having negativity and wanting to vent its fine stay, it's what this forum is for we've all done it. But saying you won't ever heal all the while you haven't even reached a year, this type of thinking won't help you and will discourage others who are clinging unto hope of recovery. I will say it again, you don't know, you're not Phil from the future.
 
moerez said:
Im telling you 5 hours is with medication without it i cant even sleep bro my life is cooked i have to leave the forum to not give you guys negativity i never become myself again and im pretty sure about it, im over and there is no way to get better
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You will recover i did. Just took a year
 
InvegaInferno said:
Listen, I also slept 5 hours before I was able to sleep for more. When did you get injected? and how many injections?
I get you having negativity and wanting to vent its fine stay, it's what this forum is for we've all done it. But saying you won't ever heal all the while you haven't even reached a year, this type of thinking won't help you and will discourage others who are clinging unto hope of recovery. I will say it again, you don't know, you're not Phil from the future.
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Im pretty sure at month 5 you were sleeping better than me, i cant even move you can watch tv or game or whatever you want and you feel 50% recovered but how do i cope when its been 5 months without any signs of recovery?its keep getting worse i dont wanna discourage others its just my feelings that i never feel good in my body and i have way more problems than you unfortunately thats why i cant continue like this.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Very nearly. Stuff doesn't feel the same, but it feels.

Lion's mane can cause sexual dysfunction. I don't think it's the solution, I tried it and it may have made me worse. Lion's mane is bad for people with PSSD and can cause severe crashes, so if you suspect that is what could be going on, immediately stop the lion's mane.
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how long did it take you to feel
 
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