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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

lukeflowz said:
Keep your eye on the finish line 8-12 months. Unlike me you have had fewer injections and are not on any other antipsychotics- it is inevitable that you will recover. Me on the other hand won’t because I’m on olanzapine and stuck on it. The fact you can’t get hard is mainly due to Invega as this is a side effect. I can’t see having just two Prozacs dealing permanent damage, you just gotta wait for this injection to leave your system. Me on the other hand, won’t recover and it’s now about just having the balls to end it.
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What about 2 injections of risperdal consta 50mg and not recovered after 19 months?
 
moerez said:
After only 2 prozac i took i still cant get hard anymore, this is my end , i cant live with pssd and severe anhedonia and many other side effects, im just tired , fuck that psychiatrists i hope they suffer , i know they wont because there is no justice in this world, i might say good bye soon guys, i cant take it anymore its getting worse and worse, i will end up like bojana who had a good life and eventually had to finish it because of these evils
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You probably didn't get PSSD from just two pills. PSSD and invega side effects overlap and they feel the same. All of the people I talked to who had PSSD on top of invega recovered significantly, if not all the way. So even if that did happen, you could get through it. <3
 
PenguinWithNapalm said:
Yeah of course man. I don’t doubt for a second this drug has blood all over its hands. Big pharma and all that but no one wants to read another rant about big pharma. I empathize. I was actually put on a medication that stole over a year of my life. For over a year I slept 18 hours a day. Could only open my eyes to eat, use the restroom and smoke a bowl trying to enjoy the hours of waking. Long story. I guess reading your guys struggle with this kind of hit a nerve for me because I still get angry when I think off all of that time stolen from me. It’s fucked. And on top of that I finally was on the verge of suicide and I brought it up to the doctor and you know what he said? “Oh yeah that’s super common. It happens to like 25% of people who take it. Like how THE FUCK did you not warn me that could happen so easily
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Hey man , do tell. What was the medication?

I can 1 up you to say i was hooked on benzos at 20 and at 39 my physical health / mental health imploded due to undiagnosed Autism.

But anyways thats a long fucking story. Once your suicidal no one will ever understand that pain unless they've experienced it. Which we have here. So yeah man I get it.

These doctors are so ignorant.
 
PSA

For anyone who is here and repeating the same questions over and over again worried about a particular side effect

I understand what a shitty feeling that is. You come on here desperate for someone to ease your worries.

When this started first me I was scouring the internet for answers , even when I found an answer it was hard to believe it.

I had Akathisia and a few people were really great they told me there's ended in 3 months

Mine kept going beyond 3 months and I was so distressed no one could calm my mind. I kept scouring the internet, I found reddit posts of people who allegedly have had akathisia for over 10 years, that scared me half to death. I thought "what if im that person?" Writing this i can feel that fear again.

But guess what? All my searching for answers, really at the end of the day it didn't ease my suffering. But it did end and all those people before me were right.

Trust in the people here, this shit will end.

If your on a CTO and have more then the 2 injections 💉 i cant comment. But people thay just get the 2 , the pain should end by about 6 months.

I not quite sure my point in writing this. Im not here to tell you to stop asking for help. Im just saying, sometimes all your doing is exccaserbating your internal stress, because half the time you won't get the th answer your looking for. It fucking suck balls.

Alright 👍
Peace
 
lukeflowz said:
Keep your eye on the finish line 8-12 months. Unlike me you have had fewer injections and are not on any other antipsychotics- it is inevitable that you will recover. Me on the other hand won’t because I’m on olanzapine and stuck on it. The fact you can’t get hard is mainly due to Invega as this is a side effect. I can’t see having just two Prozacs dealing permanent damage, you just gotta wait for this injection to leave your system. Me on the other hand, won’t recover and it’s now about just having the balls to end it.
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My dick was dead, for maybe 6 months. It does come back.
 
lukeflowz said:
Family would be potentially yes, but the pain I’m in outweighs my love. This is really hard to say because I love my family a lot.
I don’t have a girlfriend.
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Hey Luke, that pain your in, ive see there. The pain thay outways love is the loneliest place in the world. I onow you've had heaps of shots. But provided you've stopped you can still recover but yeah man its gonna be hellish for a long time. But i have no doubt if you just keep going for 1 more day, eventually one day things will stary to turn for you.

My only worry is opanzapine? They prescribed thay post hospital o said fuck thay threw it in the bin. I mean i was not under CTO, so yeah....

What annoys me , is because invega is so fucked, how would you even know if olamzapine is causing harm?

I reckon you should argue your case. Thats if you dont want olanzapine.

For me personally seroquel is a perfect med at night because it knocks me out for sleep. But has zero antipsychotic properties for me personally. I didn't actually know that until invega, its a glorified antihistamine.

But yeah. I dunno I feel your suffering i feel your worry i understand your pain. I understanding know one else in the world can understand your internal thoughts and feelings and how hellish life has become.

But hang there , it gets better. I promise.
 
Yeah it gets better but it never goes 100% away, maybe tinnitus would hit out of nowhere somewhere between the first and the second years, but yes it eventually gets better, but never completely away (my own experience, tomorrow i will hit 19 months).
 
IOSIP said:
I had issues. Until I started eating fruit.
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can I ask what was your first reaction after the medication? I remember when I took mine I was super fatigued, sleeping whenever I ate and this worries me as I am worried my reaction was extreme
 
IOSIP said:
My dick was dead, for maybe 6 months. It does come back.
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my libido has been improved a little, during the first month and half, I was practically non existent and now my interests in women returned, i still feel numb down there but there were days where I felt something, did yours slowly improve or just suddenly returned one day? I know I am pestering you with questions
 
Nobody will get accountability for my death, They Will blame “my mental illness” and nobody will know the truth, nobody Will care when I will be gone except for my cat, that poor soul…
 
lukeflowz said:
Keep your eye on the finish line 8-12 months. Unlike me you have had fewer injections and are not on any other antipsychotics- it is inevitable that you will recover. Me on the other hand won’t because I’m on olanzapine and stuck on it. The fact you can’t get hard is mainly due to Invega as this is a side effect. I can’t see having just two Prozacs dealing permanent damage, you just gotta wait for this injection to leave your system. Me on the other hand, won’t recover and it’s now about just having the balls to end it.
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It doesn’t matter i see people with only 2 injection who didn’t recover at all, at this point after 5 months i still see no improvements , i can only sleep 4-5 hours barely with interruption and when i wake up i feel super tired, i cant literally live like that , its like a hell that never ends, i will for sure wait once my month 6 or 7 comes and if i see no improvements i can see that im fucked for life and end it easily
 
moerez said:
It doesn’t matter i see people with only 2 injection who didn’t recover at all, at this point after 5 months i still see no improvements , i can only sleep 4-5 hours barely with interruption and when i wake up i feel super tired, i cant literally live like that , its like a hell that never ends, i will for sure wait once my month 6 or 7 comes and if i see no improvements i can see that im fucked for life and end it easily
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twinpeaks123 said:
have you tried lions mane helps repair brain cells
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nothing helps at this point of my life , all i think is how good my life before and i see dreams of my life was being good and now its fucked , i cant do it anymore just one more month and im done with all of this
 
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