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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Invegatorture said:
At 8 months anhedonia had lifted significantly, along with emotions returning. Things rushed back between month 8 to 9 and I had never felt so good in my life at that point physically mentally and spiritually.

LSD may have saved my life. Before taking it i was deeply suicidal and totally hopeless. I experienced an ego death with it which is very rare and it gave me hope. Not sure if it helped my brain physically at all. Tho I have read mushrooms helped some people recover.
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I had already recovered from the invega and abilify by the time i took shrooms again but shrooms did help me so much with PTSD and also the fear of going insane again
 
paranoid android said:
I had already recovered from the invega and abilify by the time i took shrooms again but shrooms did help me so much with PTSD and also the fear of going insane again
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Psychedelics are so powerful. Especially when taken with the right intentions and good setting. I consider them sacred medicine. They may be a factor as to why I have become psychotic in the past but they have also helped me so much.
 
it's a very cold and rainy day but i managed to get to the game store where i picked up the metal gear solid 1-4 collection. this is a series that i've wanted to play for so long and never got around to. i feel motivated and excited. my reward pathways feel better today
 
Invegatorture said:
Psychedelics are so powerful. Especially when taken with the right intentions and good setting. I consider them sacred medicine. They may be a factor as to why I have become psychotic in the past but they have also helped me so much.
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I find shrooms to be nothing like psychosis actually. For me psychosis was alot like dramamine/benadryl

silenthill said:
it's a very cold and rainy day but i managed to get to the game store where i picked up the metal gear solid 1-4 collection. this is a series that i've wanted to play for so long and never got around to. i feel motivated and excited. my reward pathways feel better today
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OMG i am so jelly! Metal gear solid 1 is one of my fav games of all tme. I still remember renting the shit out of it. Sadly i had a very shitty old dark tv to play it on to. So theres alot of it i didnt even get to see. When i get a tv for my ps4 and ps3 im buying metal gear solid 1 because you can play that on the ps3
 
I'm feeling my old personality a lot! It still feels fake and lesser though, but that's how things feel when they start coming back in. Damn, I'm fucking annoying.
 
Invegatorture said:
I got injected twice with paliperidone and I didn't see real improvements until 7 months. Didn't recover fully until month 9. I consider my recovery a fast one from what i've seen over the last few years dealing with antipsychotics.

I don't believe it's purely luck. I think taking long hot baths to increase blood circulation/induce sweating and eating lots of animal fat/protein helped me immensely.

I gave up and got very close to killing myself after invega, I understand why many are hopeless, but I implore you to keep going. Recovery and getting your life back is possible.
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I hope you never have to take injections again. If you ever need antipsychotics, just take the pills.
 
My psychiatrist says drug is already out of your body, what a scumbags these psychiatrists are, they inject you and they all say its depression , im so tired of this shit that people recover at least something at 5 months, im literally getting worse and worse everyday
 
moerez said:
My psychiatrist says drug is already out of your body, what a scumbags these psychiatrists are, they inject you and they all say its depression , im so tired of this shit that people recover at least something at 5 months, im literally getting worse and worse everyday
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Are you male or female? If your a guy you should gget your testosterone checked. Invega and abilify killed my test levels. Or atleast thats what i think did it
 
paranoid android said:
Are you male or female? If your a guy you should gget your testosterone checked. Invega and abilify
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paranoid android said:
killed my test levels. Or atleast thats what i think did it
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I had a blood test today and i will share the results once i got it , but literally even if they find out its low what can be done after 5 months when drug is still in the body and drain everything? Im really tired of this shit i hope i see signs at month 6 or at least something that i can do to let my day go
Haven’t seen anybody being bedridden after 5 freaking months
 
moerez said:
I had a blood test today and i will share the results once i got it , but literally even if they find out its low what can be done after 5 months when drug is still in the body and drain everything? Im really tired of this shit i hope i see signs at month 6 or at least something that i can do to let my day go
Haven’t seen anybody being bedridden after 5 freaking months
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5 months isnt that long of a time. I didnt start to recover until the 3rd month and didnt fully recover until about a year.

What symptoms are you still getting?
 
moerez said:
I had a blood test today and i will share the results once i got it , but literally even if they find out its low what can be done after 5 months when drug is still in the body and drain everything? Im really tired of this shit i hope i see signs at month 6 or at least something that i can do to let my day go
Haven’t seen anybody being bedridden after 5 freaking months
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You need a specific blood test done for testosterone though. The reason i keep mentioning this s because getting treated for low test made me feel so much better.
 
paranoid android said:
5 months isnt that long of a time. I didnt start to recover until the 3rd month and didnt fully recover until about a year.

What symptoms are you still getting?
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0 motivation, cant take a nap cant exercise severe anhedonia which doesn’t lift at all, ED, constipation no appetite at all and more
 
moerez said:
0 motivation, cant take a nap cant exercise severe anhedonia which doesn’t lift at all, ED, constipation no appetite at all and more
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Some of that could be caused by low test levels. The constipation can be caused by lack of water

lukeflowz said:
It’s over for me I’m finished
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Dude hang in there you will get better just give it time. Have you tried talking to your doc about the symptoms your getting?
 
No one here hearing anything in your head? Ive recovered from antipsychotics 5 times now. Was on a conmunity treatment order too. You guys will recover. I received an injection once a month in 2022 for a whole year and recovered from that
 
Gdvffh said:
No one here hearing anything in your head? Ive recovered from antipsychotics 5 times now. Was on a conmunity treatment order too. You guys will recover. I received an injection once a month in 2022 for a whole year and recovered from that
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how long did it take you to recover
 
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