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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

So back in 2019 ive had some black guys go up to me and tell ne they slept with my mom. I aaked my mom about it and she got mad im accusing her of sleeping with black guys so she called the cops on me and i got sent to the psychiatric ward
 
demileigh said:
Heyyyy 😁 I’m doing quite alright thanks, I actually forgot all about bluelight for a bit but it crossed my mind today so thought I’d check out the forum and see what’s been happening here. Everything is fine with me just that sometimes my motivation is low and I noticed that I’m a little bit uncoordinated… I used to have a grove about me and that’s a bit off balance but I’m sure it’ll balance back out. Nearly 9 months off now
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Did you lose the weight gained from invega? Are your empathy, emotions, creativity, imagination all back or showing signs of coming back?
 
I started prozac today i hope i wont get pssd , why dont you think that pssd can be caused by invega?
 
moerez said:
I started prozac today i hope i wont get pssd , why dont you think that pssd can be caused by invega?
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personally I am staying away from anti depressants, it’s not worth getting pssd on top of invega, I took it for 4 days and stopped
 
I asked this earlier and got ignored but does anyone else feel like their ability to touch and feel things doesn’t feel as strong? this is really concerning to me as the only people I found reporting these side effects/symptoms haven’t recovered
 
P-glycoprotein helps remove drug like invega from the cells. Things that generate p-gp are rifampicin, st-johns wort, carbamazepine, and phenytoin. Drugs are more effective but come with side effects.

The other friend we have in our fight against invega and these drugs is BDNF and neurogenesis. Endurance exercise, keto diet, fasting cause neurogenesis, where new neurons are produced to repair any brain damage.
 
in I think around December, I noticed more of my interest on tiktok, music and discord returned along side some of my curiosity, I hope this means my brain is recalibrating and that the ability to feel enjoyment returns

i still can’t enjoy gaming or movies though, which is I want to return the most
 
twinpeaks123 said:
in I think around December, I noticed more of my interest on tiktok, music and discord returned along side some of my curiosity, I hope this means my brain is recalibrating and that the ability to feel enjoyment returns

i still can’t enjoy gaming or movies though, which is I want to return the most
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It's great you're making progress. Maybe it will take a little longer for the gaming and movies because they're more long form.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I asked this earlier and got ignored but does anyone else feel like their ability to touch and feel things doesn’t feel as strong? this is really concerning to me as the only people I found reporting these side effects/symptoms haven’t recovered
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Do you mean like touch sensitivity?
 
Get rid of the drug from your body (fat, blood, brain) it’s only a little piece of the puzzle, and that’s completely another story compared to your brain go back to his former setup after the damage that drug inflict to him.

I got only 2 injections of a drug that was completely cleared from my body maybe 2-3 months after my last injectuon, but actually i’am 18 months since my last injection and still not recovered aka back to baseline.

This morning i smoked a marlboro red cigaret and my head starter to turn and i almost felt like i had to pass away, so basically it’s like my brain felt that cigaret in some ways. First time that happen since the injections.
 
silenthill said:
i read your other messages and it sounds like you've been through a lot. even the people who are "rightly" injected don't deserve this torture. nobody does. i do hope life gives you the break you deserve someday.
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Only way for me to really get off the pills is to move out. But its sonething im not ready to do yet.

I moved out in 2024 and lived in Poland for 8 months and I was fine not being on any pills. Now im back on them.


You guys hear nothing in your head.
 
silenthill said:
i read your other messages and it sounds like you've been through a lot. even the people who are "rightly" injected don't deserve this torture. nobody does. i do hope life gives you the break you deserve someday.
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Did you have insomnia and tremor as well? And after 4 months did you see any improvement or it was like hell? Man everyday i cry i cant do this shit anymore, i feel brain damaged so bad
 
Im not sure exercising with help to metabolize faster since chatgpt says there is no benefit in exercising when drug is in your body
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Curious to know how @Invegatorture and @demileigh are doing?

@Invegatorture approximately when did your sexual function come back when you recovered from invega? When did the feelings completely come back?
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Hi i've been improving a lot recently. I could be recovered at 6 months or very close. I'm enjoying music and the pressure in my head is almost gone. Feeling emotion and I want to live again. It's been 4.5 months since my last injection of Abilify and I am doing so much better than I expected to be at this stage.

I never had full ED but I could feel zero sexual pleasure after invega until I hit roughly 7 months. All my feelings had returned at 9 months.

Thanks for asking about me. I post less because I am doing well.
 
I'm recovering faster from 9 x 400mg injections of abilify than I did 2 injections of invega at 150mg + 75mg. Paliperidone is far worse from my experience. I got lucky this time.

I'm sorry to see so many of you suffering, I sincerely hope you all make it out. None of you deserve this hell.
 
Invegatorture said:
I'm recovering faster from 9 x 400mg injections of abilify than I did 2 injections of invega at 150mg + 75mg. Paliperidone is far worse from my experience. I got lucky this time.

I'm sorry to see so many of you suffering, I sincerely hope you all make it out. None of you deserve this hell.
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I found them equally as bad. I had full on ED for like 2 years because of invega and abilify I think i would have recovered at the 6 month mark if not for the latuda i was on giving me akathisia
 
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