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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Nate4268 said:
Hey if anyone wants to talk feel free to send a message. I took Invega during 2023 and recovered over time and got better during 2024. It takes time and you all will recover 100%.
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MY emotions and empathy are blunted, have trouble concentrating, no initiative or interest, apathy 7 months later. Did you have the same and did you recover?
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
Does noise help with the tinnitus? If it does maybe the white noise of a heaing aid could help ith it, or headphones with enjoyable music

-Buproprion is a very weak dopamine re-uptake inhibitor. MAOIs maybe? I have some 9-ME-BC I got some time ago and never ended up using. No point increasing dopamine when the receptors have been seized, Also is there something you can do with NMDA antagonism to increase dopamine in the frontal cortex or am i tripping. Maybe Amantadine?
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No dopamine agonists can reduce the effects of antipsychotics. It stated in the national library of medicine
 
I put 18 months of efforts by try to find some
Doctors or specialists that can give me/us answers, that can help me/us. But i failed, there is no one single doc who can help us to heal the damage.

We are left alone with the only capability of our body and brain to self-heal trough the time and that’s all.

In my case 18 months is not enough to heal and to “came back”.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I put 18 months of efforts by try to find some
Doctors or specialists that can give me/us answers, that can help me/us. But i failed, there is no one single doc who can help us to heal the damage.

We are left alone with the only capability of our body and brain to self-heal trough the time and that’s all.

In my case 18 months is not enough to heal and to “came back”.
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Don't give up and try to convince him,he somewhat believes you. This might be your only chance. Vyvanse is helping people in this thread and the library of medicine states that dopamine agonists can be used to deal with the effect, since this is the only doctor that agrees with you, he might give you those meds.
 
Bro we are just fucked stop this nonsense desperation. I log off, i have nothing more to say there. They fucked messed us, yes it get better into some degree ways, but not true cameback 100%.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Bro we are just fucked stop this nonsense desperation. I log off, i have nothing more to say there. They fucked messed us, yes it get better into some degree ways, but not true cameback 100%.
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No man it's not desperation,I'm just finding ways to fix our issue.we can't live the rest of our lives like this. You saw what I posted about the library of medicine saying dopamine agonists can be used to combat the effects,there are also people who use agonists here and stimulants and it's helping them. This is the only neurologist that somewhat believes you. Don't past this chance,he could help you
 
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am sure the second dose given to me was like 100mg or 200mg because that old lady nurse really hated me and was jelaous about my beauty and youth.

She had “my life” in his hands, and I bet she overloaded the injection on porpouse to harm me, but i cannot prove that. But i’am sure.

It’s the only exlpanation for why i still have sympthoms 18 months after that injection @Trueart2
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That sucks. I know that nurses can get fired for something like that. A lot of people take longer than a year and a half to ge3t back to baseline.
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I put 18 months of efforts by try to find some
Doctors or specialists that can give me/us answers, that can help me/us. But i failed, there is no one single doc who can help us to heal the damage.

We are left alone with the only capability of our body and brain to self-heal trough the time and that’s all.

In my case 18 months is not enough to heal and to “came back”.
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There's a brighter future ahead, friend! Time can seem to go on for ages I know.
Matthew01 said:
No man it's not desperation,I'm just finding ways to fix our issue.we can't live the rest of our lives like this. You saw what I posted about the library of medicine saying dopamine agonists can be used to combat the effects,there are also people who use agonists here and stimulants and it's helping them. This is the only neurologist that somewhat believes you. Don't past this chance,he could help you
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Never tried dopamine agonists. I think bupropion might help. Idk if modafinal is warranted, sometimes they might give it.
 
this is so tragic, I didn’t even hit 25 and my life is over, I genuinely thought I was on the path to recovery until my side effects have either returned or worsened in some way, feels like some sick joke

I can’t find anyone else online or the previous forums experiencing this, I asked AI but they don’t even lead me to the link and could be making this up

I was given the worst antipsychotic possible, not even abilify
 
twinpeaks123 said:
this is so tragic, I didn’t even hit 25 and my life is over, I genuinely thought I was on the path to recovery until my side effects have either returned or worsened in some way, feels like some sick joke

I can’t find anyone else online or the previous forums experiencing this, I asked AI but they don’t even lead me to the link and could be making this up

I was given the worst antipsychotic possible, not even abilify
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THe symptoms will get better and get worse. Some symptoms come back. Recovery is not linear, it happens in waves and windows. You have a window of feeling somewhat better than another wave. Bad waves can last weeks sometimes. This is what i think.
 
I'm still improving but my improvements seem more minor even though I'm close to the end of this PSSD ~journey~

I feel crystal clear and emotional. I still have a little blunting, I still want to feel more empathy and more joy.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
THe symptoms will get better and get worse. Some symptoms come back. Recovery is not linear, it happens in waves and windows. You have a window of feeling somewhat better than another wave. Bad waves can last weeks sometimes. This is what i think.
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the thing is I can’t find someone who’s akathisa returned, lost their ability to speak again etc and the fact you say you haven’t felt much improvement in 7 months doesn’t bring me much confidence :(
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm still improving but my improvements seem more minor even though I'm close to the end of this PSSD ~journey~

I feel crystal clear and emotional. I still have a little blunting, I still want to feel more empathy and more joy.
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You still have emotional blunting after 2 years? Do you have the will to take initiative and do old hobbies? Do you have deep empathy for loved ones?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Bro we are just fucked stop this nonsense desperation. I log off, i have nothing more to say there. They fucked messed us, yes it get better into some degree ways, but not true cameback 100%.
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You will come back 100%. It takes time. I know it can seem like a long time but you all are in a respectable range where you will eventually recover 100%.
 
My existence is pure hell. Not depression either, my nervous system has been compromised from these drugs and I'm fucked. Mental agony- purely torture.
I’m close to ending it.
 
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