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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

lukeflowz said:
Is it common for me to still feel the full effects of Invega right now? I would assume I would start to feel different coming 5 months- but I’m the same. Albeit I don’t pace anymore, but I still have a case of mental akathisia. I’m scared that this will be permanent. Are there some people out there, who noticed no improvements at a similar timeline to me, only to improve in the future. Im sorry this is a negative post- I’m just petrified.
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you took quite a few doses, so I would say it’s normal you felt this away, I am almost 3 months off and developed some strong symptoms recently off two doses
 
Trueart2 said:
@RisperdalConsta50mg Hope you’re out the ward now.
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They let me go back to my home for 3 days to do some things since i had my credit card blocked and other stuffs, and also to be a bit with my cat.

They wanted me to take mitarzapine or something like that (half of the phill) since 3 days and I ended up in hospital due to allergici reaction to my mouth and tongue and throat, i had to stop this antidepressants.

My body rejected sertraline before and now mirtazapine… it’s like my body it’s screaming “stay the fuck away from me with those psych drugs”
 
twinpeaks123 said:
if you take the riamficin for a month or so, maybe the anhedonia would lift, do you feel even side effects on vvyanse?

for sense of smell, has it weakened on invega?
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Yeah smell, seight came back a bit.
I felt a bit of side effects on Vyvanse, i felt not hungry (which i also felt when i took Vyvanse a few first months on invega)
And maybe i almost felt dopamine for a bit but then it got stuck.

I'm still taking rimficin, but i only take 3 pills, i feel weak by the Fourth one.

I already took it 2 weeks. It's going to induce my liver/kidney for the next 2 weeks.

Maybe 6 month will start a bit earlier for me? Like at 5.5 months i hope.

AI thinks i have from the Lowes possible 0.5invega to 15ml.

Anodenia is breaking me, i already had this for 8-9 months, i really wish i could have normal functioning brain, and i could learn programming and other stuff.

It's going to take me so long to heal enough to be able to be a good programmer, this injection is worse then a car crash.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The fact is that in order to get these exams i have to keep staying in that psych ward..
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Did the doctors say that? And why would you have to be institutionalized for them to provide medical help for you? This is incredibly unjust, unfair, and wicked to force someone to stay within the confines of a psychiatric ward in order to get a scan. If this is true they’re truly manipulating you and holding you hostage. While treating you like you’re not fit to live day to day life. This is bad, if the test results come back and it’s negative they could inform the judge that you aren’t fit for everyday life anymore and need assistance. Which could mean a plethora of things and ultimately land you in a nursing home or somewhere of sorts you don’t wanna be.

You need to be extremely careful dealing with these people and if you go back in you need some legal consultation on what’s going on. There’s no way you should be comfortable for being held at the crazy/looney bin for a month. Then expect these people to actually come through for you, when I got my MRI scan in America it took half a day for them to approve of it. While a PET scan is much more complex and a serious look into your brain, it’s ridiculous waiting a month in a psychiatric ward just for them to hope they may approve of you.
 
Trueart2 said:
Did the doctors say that? And why would you have to be institutionalized for them to provide medical help for you? This is incredibly unjust, unfair, and wicked to force someone to stay within the confines of a psychiatric ward in order to get a scan. If this is true they’re truly manipulating you and holding you hostage. While treating you like you’re not fit to live day to day life. This is bad, if the test results come back and it’s negative they could inform the judge that you aren’t fit for everyday life anymore and need assistance. Which could mean a plethora of things and ultimately land you in a nursing home or somewhere of sorts you don’t wanna be.

You need to be extremely careful dealing with these people and if you go back in you need some legal consultation on what’s going on. There’s no way you should be comfortable for being held at the crazy/looney bin for a month. Then expect these people to actually come through for you, when I got my MRI scan in America it took half a day for them to approve of it. While a PET scan is much more complex and a serious look into your brain, it’s ridiculous waiting a month in a psychiatric ward just for them to hope they may approve of you.
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I agree with all what you said but it’s like that, other option it’s to come back home without any scan..
 
lukeflowz said:
Is it common for me to still feel the full effects of Invega right now? I would assume I would start to feel different coming 5 months- but I’m the same. Albeit I don’t pace anymore, but I still have a case of mental akathisia. I’m scared that this will be permanent. Are there some people out there, who noticed no improvements at a similar timeline to me, only to improve in the future. Im sorry this is a negative post- I’m just petrified.
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Not pacing anymore is a change, it is also a sign that other changes will come albeit very slowly
 
Idk what to say honestly, i don’t think they are mocking me because as i said before I can leave when I want that psych ward and they cannot keep me there against my will because i won the thing with the judge
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Idk what to say honestly, i don’t think they are mocking me because as i said before I can leave when I want that psych ward and they cannot keep me there against my will because i won the thing with the judge
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They also gave you antidote antidepressants instead of antipsychotics. I think they want to help you
 
I think i felt Vyvanse today, very briefly like one hour max, but i felt a bit of energy, got a belt, boght and cooked fishes, pick up my mail from China, i feel my power is coming back to me. Day 146 i think 5.1 months after.

It's like it's not so hard now compare to before, but i really wish to get my advance thinking abilities so I'd be able to do creative work.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I agree with all what you said but it’s like that, other option it’s to come back home without any scan..
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You need to tell the doctor you’d like the process to continue even without your imprisonment. Advocate for yourself and write a formal letter to give to the doctor while reassuring her of your relationship with her. It’s time to set boundaries and set yourself up for success. Anything else is ridiculous
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Idk what to say honestly, i don’t think they are mocking me because as i said before I can leave when I want that psych ward and they cannot keep me there against my will because i won the thing with the judge
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Tell the doctor that you would like to continue this on a outpatient basis. Theres no reason you cant. I would stay the fuck out of the psych ard those places are traumatizing as fuck. Im just getting oer my stay in one ffs and that was 6 years ago now. Well almost 7
 
I don’t understand how I can move on, I am filled with so much regret, it’s been almost 3 months
 
I got my usual daily coffee and today
I actually felt it a little. If I were to assign a % I would say I felt it 20% I’m close to five months- maybe I will heal during this month.
 
paranoid android said:
Tell the doctor that you would like to continue this on a outpatient basis. Theres no reason you cant. I would stay the fuck out of the psych ard those places are traumatizing as fuck. Im just getting oer my stay in one ffs and that was 6 years ago now. Well almost 7
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Trueart2 said:
You need to tell the doctor you’d like the process to continue even without your imprisonment. Advocate for yourself and write a formal letter to give to the doctor while reassuring her of your relationship with her. It’s time to set boundaries and set yourself up for success. Anything else is ridiculous
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It would not be a good idea to demand anything more than them. Let's him not push their buttons. Also he has already been to the judge
 
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