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⫸STICKY⫷ The 2025 & 2026 Recovery & Social Thread

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l41n said:
i've been using meth to transition off my addiction to weed

i won't buy any more, because it is neurotoxic over time, addictive and expensive

i'm ready to experience life without enhancement 🐸
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That seems pretty extreme. Almost counter productive. Most people would do it the other way round. But hey, if it works for you.

Good luck on your meth and weed free existence. Learning to appreciate the enhancement that life throws at you is a skill for some of us. But definitely one worth learning.
 
3 weeks free from nicotine this saturday

Last used Full agonist Opioids 3-4 months ago, and one use of Kratom a month ago.

Reduced my methylphenidate down to 36mg from 92mg, gave up my prescription for instant release and staying on just 2x daily 18mg Concerta instead of 72mg Concerta and 20mg IR. Been a few weeks now and feel fantastic.

Phased out THC, and planning to only use Sublingual/Oral CBD/CBG.

Probably the best place I’ve been in with using substances in a while.
 
KurtAurelius said:
What a absolute g 🖤
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Thank you friend.
It's difficult some times because the girlfriend does not understand. She is extremely supportive in all ways.

But I hate suffering in silence. I did as a kid as well. Because my dad wasn't emotionally available. And to be fair I wasn't necessarily crying about it, but I definitely did bite my tounge very often. At a certain point, I was just going along with this so that I could move across the country once I graduated high school, which I did.
 
streaM Freak said:
Thank you friend.
It's difficult some times because the girlfriend does not understand. She is extremely supportive in all ways.

But I hate suffering in silence. I did as a kid as well. Because my dad wasn't emotionally available. And to be fair I wasn't necessarily crying about it, but I definitely did bite my tounge very often. At a certain point, I was just going along with this so that I could move across the country once I graduated high school, which I did.
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Far too easy to keep all in these days. I wish you a tongue that isn’t so chewed down;) coming forth in damn.. 2026. I feel old lol but I always piss of people saying that. I wrote a song called “your still young” for all the people I’ve annoyed ahahaha

And better days for you to gift your intelligence to this world.

Very hard to do with little support, strength of character that is for sure🔥
 
I finally got my place cleaned up, almost, and put back together. In the Den I have the sound system to the left. Radio/Weather Band ect.
A TV Screen w dvd down on the other end. And my desk top to the right of me.

So having everything put together so much nicer now makes me feel so much better in my Sobriety.

Have a Happy Day. Somehow. Wink wink. There is a lot of Wind. I hope everything doesn't get blown away.
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Bless you in your lives for Strength and Better Days. Prayers. <3🕊️
 
I kept thinking I had an Energy Drink somewhere around. I thought to myself that it would be wonderful to find one. I looked around and went through my basket in my back seat of my car that has supplies for out on the road. I kept digging around. lol. Then I looked in the back of my car and on top of my folding canvas chair there was a 16oz Monster Drink sitting there.

I was so happy because I am too sick to even take my dog for a walk today. I was down one drink because I had put it in the freezer a while back with another item in a bag, and I didn't realize it was in there and it exploded.

As sick and hurt and beat down as I feel. And I must say too that my eyes are even burning. There is some weather and a lot of wind blowing through. There is a lot of dust and pollen and I don't really want to blame it all on that. But that just made my day.

My head is a bit heavy and I am a lot weaker than usual lack of energy. Ouch. No stomach problems yet. That much. So it just made my day to find that energy drink. No one will ever go out of their way to get me one. Unless they are really really able to, or have to (wink wink) then they will.

I feel positive that someday I will be able to quit drinking these Energy somewhat toxic type tonic Drinks too. Because I keep telling myself to stop drinking what others have told me is poison. I disagree because it has caffeine and vitamins and it helps my head or appetite.

I should have put this in the moan about something thread. I am not sure if it was more negative or positive. Haha. However, I was never happier to find that Energy drink Today. Good Day !

I just couldn't post this there in the ... something positive thread. So I posted here. Good Blessings.
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^^^^ I should have puthttps://i.postimg.cc/DZLdB6nD/ju-g-Pvl-JAey.pngthat in the Dark Side. But it's always good to hear from Healthy People too !! <3

Hello Sunshines !!

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Thank you for the story, yeah I don't think stories need to be classified as "good" or "bad". Its always somewhere in between. And you, @Ki3ly are great at bouncing back from things, I think. No one deserves to have a hard time, with being worn down mentally or physically - but, some people can handle it, some can not - you are doing it.

We're doing the thing, yo. Look ma no hands

But anyway, energy drinks I used to crush a LOT.

Do you like honey / coffee @Ki3ly ?
 
Well at least I passed out. It's really weird to barely be able to remember how it felt not to be able to sleep. Maybe could it be the computer screen and the light

that makes someone fall asleep. And is keeping everyone up. And distracted. But I fall asleep on the keyboard as well. So what is it about the screen and keyboard that is so distracting ....


But I have to find a new hobbie and thought patterns. If I even make it that far. I feel so bad sometimes. There has to be a way to feel better. That Methotrexate shite works

Wonders. Bye.
 
streaM Freak said:
Thank you for the story, yeah I don't think stories need to be classified as "good" or "bad".

Do you like honey / coffee @Ki3ly ?
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Thank you Honnny. Hehee.

I was trying to be Positive.

But you know I don't like coffee to put it nicely. Someone from the Tapering Support once recommended to just dissolve some doses

sublingual. Awesome. ...... However I still have to wash it down with the Energy Drinks for the Vitamins. I always put lemon in my

water too. And drink it plain but I go through bottles of Lemon.
 
Staying clean and willing. Picking up after myself with strength. Practicing composer.
And dying comfortably in my bed with warm blankets.
Keeping composer and staying as spiritual as possible.
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That is all .. seriously for real. <3
This also sounds like habits but I want to try to be creative too.
Haiku anyone !!
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A real composer
Staying Clean and Willing too
Picking up myself.
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BadBoy377 said:
What will your new hobby be @Ki3ly ?

Any ideas, even just what sort of theme?
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