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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Where have my empathy and deep feelings gone? Why am i no longer driven to tears by emotions? Can cannabis revive the areas of the brain made dormant by invega sustenna?
 
I felt a big sense of pride yesterday because my video game building skills were recognized and everyone was appreciating my build, which I think I did clever things in. I really flexed my creativity and outdid myself! I looked at the base I built during my manic episode and this new base is better. Granted, the building system got updates and new parts, but what I did took skill and imagination I had lost and I have now retrieved.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Can anyone confirm this?
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don't listen to him. they can definitely come back. the first one for me was anger, then came sadness, a sense of normalcy and then happiness was last. i kind of feel like i have them doubled now though? like i feel way more sadness or nostalgia then i used to. i can physically cry.
 
at first, I struggled to be angry and i just felt sad, now I feel frustrated and can cry if I try, it’s been two months, maybe I will recover, although the physical symptoms of the injection seem to be bad
 
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InvegaAnon said:
I felt a big sense of pride yesterday because my video game building skills were recognized and everyone was appreciating my build, which I think I did clever things in. I really flexed my creativity and outdid myself! I looked at the base I built during my manic episode and this new base is better. Granted, the building system got updates and new parts, but what I did took skill and imagination I had lost and I have now retrieved.
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what video game is it?
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
Came to the disturbing conclusion that even when i recover from the neuroleptics if i recover fully at all, my baseline was not good, not happy, not functional, not productive, like i'm going to have to wait a year or two just to heal from getting the wrong treatment before i can even start trying to get the right treatment for my condition. But due to medical gaslighting I don't think it's safe to attempt to get help from the medical system and along with my misdiagnosis and hospital records labeling me as a drug seeker, getting proper treatment & medication would be very unlikely. Neural adaptations may render medication useless permanently aswell.

So yeah, regardless of if i heal from neuroleptics I'm fucked. I can only hope the neuroleptics cause sudden cardiac death.
If I'm still alive in a year GTA VI looks good atleast. Doubt i survive the winter. So yeah guess I'm essentially permantly disabled untreatable and just going to freeze to death when it gets cold.
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how many doses did you take, how long ago and have you had any improvements?
 
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