@Them Witches addicts in this country are the community punching bag. The Hippocratic Oath means nothing when they are willing to put their own comfort before their patients.
I've told the story of my Grandmother. I took care of her for several months. Knee replacement, dementia, back pain, the works. She ran out of Lorazepam (Ativan) 3 days early. It was a bad month. Doc IMMEDIATELY pulled her off everything, no taper was required. Oxycodone, Gabapentin, Lorazepam and they were all withdrawn overnight. I spoke with her doctor who referred to my angel of a Grandmother as a "drug seeker". He in fact screamed at me, for my Grandmother's totally selfish actions put his license in jeapordy.
Your own Grandma? Lifetime Teetotaler, community member, friend to all... she became so sick that she was essentially psychotic and unable to keep food down. Took her to the ER. They read in her chart that she was a drug-seeker. This doctor essentially told my honest as can be grandmother to "stop putting on a show we are not writing any prescriptions".
Nobody cares about us about us. Normal people, including normal people whose addictions have just remained hidden, love to use addicts as the reason for everything wrong. My Grandmother was not right for 6 months... picture your grandma trembling saying "please, please I'll do anything I just need a couple pills. She wasn't an addict. They made her one through irresponsible poly-substance prescribing.
6mg Lorazepam per day
10mg Methadone per day
~60mg Morphine per day
3200mg Gabapentin per day
Cherry on top, I had to explain to her doctor why she could not immediately just start taking Buprenorphine (Suboxone). This guy did not fucking know. You feel like it's not real the first few times you see docs really act in completely unsympathetic, selfish, incompetent ways.
Don't play the game that's provided. Do your research. Figure out what you need. Manipulate a doctor into prescribing it. Literally, like sheep, listing the indications for the drug in a non-chalant way often makes the doc feel like he has solved a problem. Don't ever tell docs you know a goddamn thing about medication.