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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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InvegaInferno said:
The reason why I mention your ankle is so if it heals you'll be able to take measures to help aid your recovery like going back to the gym again, or go for walks. We can't just sit idly and do nothing, we must try.
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His ankle not healing is probably the most evidence he has for something being seriously wrong with his body. If he can prove/showcase his ankle hasn’t healed in 8 months at least he has some medical venture to deal with doctors can actually help with. That’s terrible for your body to shutdown and not be of service in healing, or retaining your body at the highest function for 8 months, let alone15.
 
Trueart2 said:
His ankle not healing is probably the most evidence he has for something being seriously wrong with his body. If he can prove/showcase his ankle hasn’t healed in 8 months at least he has some medical venture to deal with doctors can actually help with. That’s terrible for your body to shutdown and not be of service in healing, or retaining your body at the highest function for 8 months, let alone15.
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I developed nerve pain in my chest on december of the past year, it’s not healed and is not going away in 10 months.

I broke my ankle 8 months ago, today i can’t even stand up properly, i have to balance the weight on my right ankle so my broken left ankle won’t hurt.

I noticed that if i bite my nails they take up to one week to regenerate, before risperidone in 2-3 days they were healed.

The last winter i got flu and it lasted about 3 week when normally it lasted 2-5 days before risperidone.

I noticed that even if i smoke 40 cigarets per day i don’t cough anymore the shit out, but before risperidone i dint smoke even 15 a day but I was cough all the shit out.

It’s like if my body don’t regenerate properly like before but it’s at his minimum surviving regime. It’s like if the body regeneration rate was 100% before risperidone but now its like 10% - 20%.

I got my sleep checked by a sleep exam but they say that it was the same as before risperidone, but i keep having awakenings, apnea, very soft sleep and not deep, not continuative and not restorative sleep, and i’am sure don’t reach anymore REM and my alfa,beta, delta wawes changed but they want to keep this hidden from me.

There is no way my sleep is like before risperidone, before risperidone i could sleep until 10 AM - 12 AM, i can nap during day, i was normally feel tiredness, now i cannot nap during day and i cannot feel tiredness so there is no way my sleep today is the same as before they have lied to me i’am sure about that.

They already talk about a psychiatrist and want to push me to take psych drugs again, and honestly when I look someone in the eyes when i’am talking to him i can feel if he is honest or he is trying to hide something or mocking me. And this “sleep doctor” who i spoke with abou my sleep exam.. I can feel it inside my bones that is a piece of shit. He is fake and want to push a fake narrative.
 
I don’t think life will ever be the same again. God let humans do too much. Science was never meant to go this far. What an evil world, evil all around us
 
rawbanana said:
I don’t think life will ever be the same again. God let humans do too much. Science was never meant to go this far. What an evil world, evil all around us
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I used to believe in god, but since these injections all my spirituality has diminished. I just can’t see a god whom is involved in human affairs allow these medications.
 
My nose is also for about 2-3 days blocked up about 2 months out from my last injection.
 
rawbanana said:
It doesn’t come back.
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There is seemingly a fair few recovery stories in previous forums. Maybe I will recover, but I’m not entirely sure. There has to be a point where invega leaves the body and some sort of recovery process will start. Right now it’s hell. I have some hope this will pass.
 
A few weeks ago, I laughed in my sleep and it woke me up. It was a real laugh with real emotion behind it. It’s the only positive emotion I’ve felt in the past 4 months. Was this a window? I wonder if anhedonia first resolves while sleeping before resolving while awake.
 
lukeflowz said:
There is seemingly a fair few recovery stories in previous forums. Maybe I will recover, but I’m not entirely sure. There has to be a point where invega leaves the body and some sort of recovery process will start. Right now it’s hell. I have some hope this will pass.
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True recovery just doesn’t exist. All of these people are delusional
 
Trueart2 said:
His ankle not healing is probably the most evidence he has for something being seriously wrong with his body. If he can prove/showcase his ankle hasn’t healed in 8 months at least he has some medical venture to deal with doctors can actually help with. That’s terrible for your body to shutdown and not be of service in healing, or retaining your body at the highest function for 8 months, let alone15.
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You're right but that's only if the doctors would listen, you saw what happened with the university doctors he went to.
 
rawbanana said:
True recovery just doesn’t exist. All of these people are delusional
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Why call everyone delusional? You truly believe ever single person here who said they recovered is a liar? What are even that chances of that? I may not be able to feel substances like before but I’ve had meaningful changes in my motivation since I first got the shot. It’s okay to just be depressed too after going through something traumatic like being in the psych ward to begin with. Do you do any therapy at all? I’ve been doing therapy once a week since my injections and they help a lot with getting through things
 
invegaloner said:
Why call everyone delusional? You truly believe ever single person here who said they recovered is a liar? What are even that chances of that? I may not be able to feel substances like before but I’ve had meaningful changes in my motivation since I first got the shot. It’s okay to just be depressed too after going through something traumatic like being in the psych ward to begin with. Do you do any therapy at all? I’ve been doing therapy once a week since my injections and they help a lot with getting through things
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It’s been 10 months for me and I’m not even close to better. People say by month 18 right? What am I supposed to do until then?

Some of you seem to just not be as affected by this and that’s good for you but for me I’m just not okay at all and the agony of waiting is worse than anythint I’ve ever been through. It goes beyond trauma it’s diabolical.

Yeah, I go to therapy but it doesn’t help.
 
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