Im really happy with the success you’ve found but just be aware that 7 is a powerful opiate, and that sr-7018 is a less strong opiate.
It’s possible to think that you got off of suboxone and onto a different partial agonist that is a lot more euphoric.
This could be problematic for a lot of people.
That said my journey was similar; heroin, to subs, to kratom leaf, to 7oh, and then hop skipping from 7oh to kratom and then to 7 and back again for about a solid year straight, then 100 days sober last August 17 to new years, then this entire year just lapsing on 7oh once a week and then being violently sick for the rest of the week to be high for two nights and two days, then back to work sick for the week, with two three week relapses thrown in for good measure.
It’s been 46 days since I used 7. It’s taken straight up three years and a lot of Self Management and Recovery Trainng tools and techniques to get me to a place where I could start dealing with all the shit that was just outside of my ability to feel because of the opiates.
The cleaner I got, the more I had to feel, and a lot of times it was a lot more difficult to feel that than it was to pick up 7 so I struggled with lapse a whole ton.
My point is; you have in your mind what it feels like to be completely opioid free, you know how good it feels, but are you now ready to start being a person whose identity in no way engages with dabbling in opiates?
If you are ready for that, then I highly recommend you start attending SMART meetings in order to start building a tool kit for all the mechanical problems life is going to churn up for you to deal with. If you don’t want to go to smart meetings, then you could buy the smart book and read it; it’s a technical manual for the soul in a way.
If I were you, I’d throw the seven away, remember how good it felt to feel like you were off of opiates finally, and then, I’d order up two weeks of sr-whatever and do it again, this time including 7 and sr itself in the things you will eventually be abstaining from, when you’ve done that, then you should set a time period where you can freely use seven and whatever opioids you want for a set time period, and when that period is up, induce the sr-whatever and then transition into actual abstinence.
I say this because I spent the last year on seven and it’s definitely not the freedom from opiate addiction that you would think given it’s the natural metabolite of the main component of kratom leaf. But kratom is on its own incredibly addictive because it’s low dose 7oh if you acknowledge Mitragynine is just a pro drug for 7oh.
Out of love for the joy you felt making this post, I think you should do the above. Or at least accept suggestions from other posters.
If you think I should shut the fuck up, stop taking both the 7 and the kratom, and then let us know how you’re feeling. 14 years of suboxone and a period of 7oh addiction and weak opioid titration would hit me like a ton of bricks.
And the sickness might be the kick a person needs to really commit to their own triumph
All that said, you’ve done yourself a huge favor by switching to an opiate with a much shorter half life than buprenorphine.
If you’re really just on 7, I’d like to recommend that you could kick the 7 now, while you’re ahead.
It will be five days of intense withdrawal that’s easily managed with gabapentin, Theanine, magnesium, vitamin c, b vitamins, and plenty of fluids, and maybe a 2mg tablet of loperamide for one or two days to make your life easier.
You could really put in the work to pursue the feeling which guided this post.
But, it occurs to me that you’re solely celebrating being off of suboxone, so maybe I should shut the fuck up and after a pause say,
“Congratulations! I’m glad to hear you’re feeling better. Good luck with your goals! I hope you achieve whatever you set out to achieve.”