Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[lukeflowz]

One thing about my akathisia is that it force me to exercise because I can’t sit still. I walked 12 kilometers today around the lake. It sucks I only get a break from it, during movement or in the evening before I sleep. I was using chatGPT and it stated that it’s normal for me to not feel any progress this early as invega levels are still high. This gives me hope in recovery. I might get lucky and be healed up in six months or this torture could last a few years.

Anyone else not producing a healthy amount of semen and lost sensitivity down below, almost like your penis is like a finger or something. It’s fucked up.

 

[rawbanana]

One thing about my akathisia is that it force me to exercise because I can’t sit still. I walked 12 kilometers today around the lake. It sucks I only get a break from it, during movement or in the evening before I sleep. I was using chatGPT and it stated that it’s normal for me to not feel any progress this early as invega levels are still high. This gives me hope in recovery. I might get lucky and be healed up in six months or this torture could last a few years.

Anyone else not producing a healthy amount of semen and lost sensitivity down below, almost like your penis is like a finger or something. It’s fucked up.

I have the same issue. No sensitivity or healthy level of horniness. My blood level is 1 ng/mL and so I shouldn’t be feeling this way anymore. I’m ready to give up.

 

[Matthew01]

One thing about my akathisia is that it force me to exercise because I can’t sit still. I walked 12 kilometers today around the lake. It sucks I only get a break from it, during movement or in the evening before I sleep. I was using chatGPT and it stated that it’s normal for me to not feel any progress this early as invega levels are still high. This gives me hope in recovery. I might get lucky and be healed up in six months or this torture could last a few years.

Anyone else not producing a healthy amount of semen and lost sensitivity down below, almost like your penis is like a finger or something. It’s fucked up.

I can't feel anything sexual.

 

[lukeflowz]

I have the same issue. No sensitivity or healthy level of horniness. My blood level is 1 ng/mL and so I shouldn’t be feeling this way anymore. I’m ready to give up.

We have been chemically raped. I have no idea whether or not I will heal and in the meantime- I have to deal with akathisia ! The worst of the symptoms id say. I don’t care if I sound like a broken record, I have nowhere else to rant about this shit, it’s debilitating.
As for the sexual dysfunction- It’s crazy.

The hardest thing to deal with is my loss of spirituality, I used to meditate day and night, enjoy peaceful music, enjoy my walks in the garden. Now it’s nothing- bare. I hope as the months progress this gets better.

Who knows maybe the small amount of this poison you had in your body was giving you a hard time and in a month or so, you will be back to 0. Healing may come later for you, but who am I to say, I’m a complete train wreak from this drug. Ever since my last injection, I only get the occasional wave of a positive thought, the rest is me in angst.

 

[lukeflowz]

I can't feel anything sexual.

The fact you’re still suffering with it from one injection and awhile ago now is crazy. These depo shots destroy.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Almost 12 months ago, but you and me got different doses and amounts. Still, in my opinion, even 1 shot of this poison gives you perm damage to the brain.

Turns you into a wierdo which the block talks about as “a mental ill guy lives there”.

I don’t understeand honestly, in the past they gave me seroquel for sleep (they never told me it was antipsychotic) I tought it was like a benzo just for sleep and i took for 1.5years at 400mg XR dosage at I don’t had a single side effects.

Then when my family doctor told me “they are giving you antipsychotic off label for sleep” i just got angry and stopped taking that shit.

But I don’t understeand how I don’t get not even a single side effect with seroquel in 1.5 years but just 2 injections of risperidone left me brain damage, the whole point is the injection? Or is risperidone that is more powerful? Like if I had taken risperidone pills instead injections i will had the same effects?

 

[rawbanana]

This whole thing is fucking bs. I can’t do it anymore

 

[rawbanana]

I let this happen. I threw away years of my life because I thought maybe this drug would be magic. I’m getting my comeuppance.

 

[IOSIP]

We have been chemically raped. I have no idea whether or not I will heal and in the meantime- I have to deal with akathisia ! The worst of the symptoms id say. I don’t care if I sound like a broken record, I have nowhere else to rant about this shit, it’s debilitating.
As for the sexual dysfunction- It’s crazy.

The hardest thing to deal with is my loss of spirituality, I used to meditate day and night, enjoy peaceful music, enjoy my walks in the garden. Now it’s nothing- bare. I hope as the months progress this gets better.

Who knows maybe the small amount of this poison you had in your body was giving you a hard time and in a month or so, you will be back to 0. Healing may come later for you, but who am I to say, I’m a complete train wreak from this drug. Ever since my last injection, I only get the occasional wave of a positive thought, the rest is me in angst.

The fact you were able to walk 12 km around the lake is amazing. When I had akathisia I just paced my house. Walking wasn't enjoyable for me in the sense to leave the house and go somewhere because essentially you have no capacity to remain still.

No matter where you go with akathisia you have akathisia and it's by far the scariest thing I've ever gone through.

Given you had 6 shots I imagine that's why it's taking so much longer for you for it to go away.

Keep whining about it. If people haven't had it they will never understand how scary and debilitating it is.

 

[lukeflowz]

I let this happen. I threw away years of my life because I thought maybe this drug would be magic. I’m getting my comeuppance.

For the few weeks of this injection I thought it was working well and then- BOOM, I was hit with anhedonia and shortly after akathisia. I didn’t know what both of those two conditions were until I googled my symptoms.

It was like a truck hitting me and now 7+months later I’m still suffering.

 

[IOSIP]

For the few weeks of this injection I thought it was working well and then- BOOM, I was hit with anhedonia and shortly after akathisia. I didn’t know what both of those two conditions were until I googled my symptoms.

It was like a truck hitting me and now 7+months later I’m still suffering.

And they have the audacity to give you six injections. Pretty sure once anhedonia and akathisia set in your psychosis ain't c9ming back.

 

[lukeflowz]

The fact you were able to walk 12 km around the lake is amazing. When I had akathisia I just paced my house. Walking wasn't enjoyable for me in the sense to leave the house and go somewhere because essentially you have no capacity to remain still.

No matter where you go with akathisia you have akathisia and it's by far the scariest thing I've ever gone through.

Given you had 6 shots I imagine that's why it's taking so much longer for you for it to go away.

Keep whining about it. If people haven't had it they will never understand how scary and debilitating it is.

Thanks for your support. If it took you about 3.5 to 4.5 months I give me 6 to 8 months. My doctor seems to think it’s my adhd! I know the difference between adhd restlessness and this feeling. This feeling is accompanied with horror 24/7. ADHD restlessness doesn’t have the suffering component.

From what I gather akathisia isn’t as common for many who have had invega, so it’s rare to come across someone— so I appreciate you messaging me, especially as someone who had overcame it. It gives me hope.

May the torture continue for another 6 months! (Hopefully and I’m not permanently fucked)

 

[lukeflowz]

And they have the audacity to give you six injections. Pretty sure once anhedonia and akathisia set in your psychosis ain't c9ming back.

Once the CTO was revoked, I still like an idiot got 2 more injections. In Australia, they use words to make you question. It’s fucked. It was revoked but they acted like they could put it back on me if I stopped the injections. I was confused and they took advantage of it. They knew I didn’t want those injections and the side effects they gave me. Nobody gave solution- they told me I have to be more mindful!!!!!

 

[rawbanana]

For the few weeks of this injection I thought it was working well and then- BOOM, I was hit with anhedonia and shortly after akathisia. I didn’t know what both of those two conditions were until I googled my symptoms.

It was like a truck hitting me and now 7+months later I’m still suffering.

lol yeah that’s what happened to me. Fuckin evil

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Once the CTO was revoked, I still like an idiot got 2 more injections. In Australia, they use words to make you question. It’s fucked. It was revoked but they acted like they could put it back on me if I stopped the injections. I was confused and they took advantage of it. They knew I didn’t want those injections and the side effects they gave me. Nobody gave solution- they told me I have to be more mindful!!!!!

They also saw what effects these injections did to me and almos scared me making it seem like if I don’t take anymore injections they put me again in the psych ward etc..

This is very wrong, making mental and psychological pressure even if you see with your own eyes the suffering of someone under certain medicine, you are not more human.

They are demons.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

They also saw what effects these injections did to me and almos scared me making it seem like if I don’t take anymore injections they put me again in the psych ward etc..

This is very wrong, making mental and psychological pressure even if you see with your own eyes the suffering of someone under certain medicine, you are not more human.

They are demons.

The city where i live is very small, in the past 14.5 months sometimes i saw around these psychiatrist and nurse who gave me these injections even if they made me feel very bad, you know how they act?

Like if they don’t know who i’am, they turn away their eyes and keep walking like if they dont know me and They never damaged my brain, They don’t even look me in my eyes..

This is Who They truly are, if they ever cared about me, and they see me they would stop and just have a small talk with me like “hey, how are you going?” Instead they completely ignore me and pretend to not see me.

They are so guilty and they feel that on their soul that they dont even have the courage to make a small talk with me.

 

[lukeflowz]

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They also saw what effects these injections did to me and almos scared me making it seem like if I don’t take anymore injections they put me again in the psych ward etc..

This is very wrong, making mental and psychological pressure even if you see with your own eyes the suffering of someone under certain medicine, you are not more human.

They are demons.

exactly the same here. I was tricked subtly into getting more. I was already screwed up with the four injections and the extra two are just the icing on top.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

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exactly the same here. I was tricked subtly into getting more. I was already screwed up with the four injections and the extra two are just the icing on top.

So at this point it’s not a matter of someone of them is a bad person, it’s more they are all formed and educated by doing this type of mental and psychological pressure, they learn to do that while they are in psychiatry school and They have meeting with the big pharma and others psychiatrist.

They are so sick by doing that.

 

[lukeflowz]

The city where i live is very small, in the past 14.5 months sometimes i saw around these psychiatrist and nurse who gave me these injections even if they made me feel very bad, you know how they act?

Like if they don’t know who i’am, they turn away their eyes and keep walking like if they dont know me and They never damaged my brain, They don’t even look me in my eyes..

This is Who They truly are, if they ever cared about me, and they see me they would stop and just have a small talk with me like “hey, how are you going?” Instead they completely ignore me and pretend to not see me.

They are so guilty and they feel that on their soul that they dont even have the

So at this point it’s not a matter of someone of them is a bad person, it’s more they are all formed and educated by doing this type of mental and psychological pressure, they learn to do that while they are in psychiatry school and They have meeting with the big pharma and others psychiatrist.

They are so sick by doing that.

Hopefully we make it out in one piece, it’s truely a horror show. I suppose resperdalConsta is like getting injected with invega as they are similar. It sucks man, hopefully we heal. The fact you have only had 2 injections and are still suffering now makes me look at my six and take in a deep breath.

Have you experienced any recovery?

 

[Flynnal]

Apparently my friend wants me to go to inpatient and be drugged full of this fucking shit. The problem is, the reason I lost it was when one of my puppies was hidden beneath a chair in my apartment. I thought I'd lost her. Only merely weeks after getting her and forming a skin tight bond with her. If this was a fucking KID, and he admitted it was a dog and not a human, really shows.

I think I'm done with this guy. I wish people were not so judgemental. Yes, I talked all the time about suicide because of my fucking ears constantly playing up. If you're a musician and you lived your entire fucking life living with perfect hearing and then this happens, how exactly do you expect the person experiencing this to behave? Do you expect them to stay the same and in control? Get fucked, people don't stay sane when shit happens like this. Especially when there lost there mother and don't give a fuck about their stepmother and their parents treat them like shit. You're an idiot if you think people behave the same as though nothing happened. Get fucked. I'm not going on antipsychotics just to garner your approval.

I'll go to the psych and I'll tell them everything. If they decide to keep me in, and pump me full of this shit and it ruins my life, and my hearing gets worse because of the cholesterol (which can cause hearing loss, and tinnitus, especially microembolisms), then I'll have all the more reason to kill myself. Pretty simples, huh?

I am not touching drugs which I know will fuck me up beyond belief. I am not touching a chemical lobotomy. I know too many people on them and they sit around and have no energy. They just fucking sit around all day, can't think, can't work, can't imagine, end up with health problems especially vascular ones (hey WINK WINK the same fucking health problems which I suspect wrecked my hearing LALALALALALALALA)...u can get fucked if u think I gonna touch this shit.

Dope me up on barbiturates, give me an endless amount of vinylbital sodium, keep that shit flowing into me through a permanent IV line that is attached to me like an insulin pump, and I'll be one happy man. And, if I decide, because of my fucked up hearing and constant ear irritation/blockedness and pain, that I've had enough, I can increase the concentration of the barbiturate, take a couple of Dilaudids and slip my head into a plastic bag.