Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Deleted member 592205]

What are you saying to the doctor whenever they feed you this BS? Just tell them you’re adamant it isn’t the weed that made you feel this way, and see where they go from there. Find a new doctor, but generally there’s not much help that can come from these situation(dealing with a doctor.) Straight up tell them you aren’t going to deal with their BS

Yeah i told them but honestly i give up on them i now understood that they cannot help me/us about this situation, the only way is to give an injection to them so they will use their knowledge to heal themself and all of us but clearely this is not a option.

I think we have to wait until 18-24 months and see what happen, but is not easy when every second is pure torture..

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Yeah i told them but honestly i give up on them i now understood that they cannot help me/us about this situation, the only way is to give an injection to them so they will use their knowledge to heal themself and all of us but clearely this is not a option.

I think we have to wait until 18-24 months and see what happen, but is not easy when every second is pure torture..

Just i don’t know they were so uneducated about and they will blame weed, this is a clear sign they never try weed and They don’t have any clue about weed effects and antipsychotics effects, this is sad, the whole prospective on how i Watch doctors now is fully changed, before this experience I saw them as just DOCTORS, that one person who solve my sympthoms when i’am sick or not feeling good..

Now i just see them as a quacks full or arrogance.. I don’t have anymore trust or hope in doctors, i just hope to full heal after 18-24 months then I will try my best to never need a doctor in my life because now i know them from what they truly are.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I came to write that email to the researcher of university hospital, tell me what do you think about please @Trueart2


https://survivingzyprexa.wordpress.com/

https://survivingzyprexa.wordpress....of-breakthroughs-in-reversing-zyprexa-damage/


If there is a way to get in touch with these chinese researcher, it may be my only chance to recover.

Sorry, but I have to tell you: all my sympthoms are caused and directly linked to Antipsychotic damage on my brain, blaming cannabis or negative psychosis won’t help me, I’m fully aware of what happened to me and I know exactly for sure that risperidone damaged my brain because since i got “treated” with that “medicine” for a diagnosis that was wrong (i never had psychosis) I developed sympthoms i never experienced before in my life.

These sympthoms are now lasting for almost 15 months, i reach your university because I tought you may be educated about but you show me that maybe i’am more educated about the damage that these antagonists cause to the brain.

I don’t want to join a circle of wrong diagnosis —> wrong treatment —> new sympthoms —> wrong diagnosis again —> more sympthoms —> and going like that.

Whe have to be honest and educated about what happened to my brain, and if a so called “medicine” lead to damage my brain, i don’t have to “pay” by suffering and being misdiagnosed again and being treated with wrong medications that will lead to the worsening of my sympthoms etc..

A doctor made a wrong diagnosis (and i don’t understeand how, honestly, because i never had psychosis) and prescribed me antipsychotic that lead to damage in my brain, this is why i have sympthoms since that, so i ask you to be open minded and don’t blame cannabis or other nonsense things like negative psychosis.

I don’t want to seem arrogant, i’am sorry for being so strong in my position but as i said i’am full aware of what happened to me, and out there are a lots of people with lasting sympthoms because of antipsychotic damage.

I truly think that if you really want to help me, being open to that prospective is the only way, because by doing that you can help me to recover, help all those people out here in the same condition, and maybe bring prestige into our country and your university by doing that.

Just don’t fall into that “cannabis is the cause” or nonsense diagnosis because this won’t help me at all, again, i want to apologize for seem rude but i’am just fully aware of what happened to me, “we” are aware, people who got same sympthoms due to the same treatment. We need your help, as i said in our first appointment: “Just don’t let me like that,please”.

I’am waiting for your answer, thanks for your time and your precious work.

 

[Deleted member 592081]

So you think I Will heal 100% by two injections that lead me to have almost 15 months of sympthoms?

yes why wouldnt u heal , the brain is plastic and countless people have healed multiple times. Why its taking us more than 1 year is worrisome a bit but time is the only thing between us and full recovery.

 

[rawbanana]

I just got my paliperidone blood level test back and the result is 1.0 ng/ml

I feel like that’s still relatively high for being 9.5 months off the injection. My psychiatrist said the same thing. He thinks it might be a false positive result, which is bs. It’s definitely still there.

I just wonder what this means for healing… like this doesn’t really help me much. When will it be 0?

 

[Deleted member 592205]

yes why wouldnt u heal , the brain is plastic and countless people have healed multiple times. Why its taking us more than 1 year is worrisome a bit but time is the only thing between us and full recovery.

And How much time you think it may take in my case? With only 2 injections? Since i’am almost 15 months but with lasting sympthoms..

Sorry if i ask you but i think I need rassurance, i don’t want to ask to God because i turned my back to Christian God and I don’t have a God atm, May I become a Muslim one day if I recover i Will buy a Quraan and read it

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I just got my paliperidone blood level test back and the result is 1.0 ng/ml

I feel like that’s still relatively high for being 9.5 months off the injection. My psychiatrist said the same thing. He thinks it might be a false positive result, which is bs. It’s definitely still there.

I just wonder what this means for healing… like this doesn’t really help me much. When will it be 0?

They give back my results today, i have no paliperidone in my blood but I still have sympthoms, it’s like if they shot you in the head, even if they remove the projectile, the damage done won’t magically heal when they remove the projectile, the bullet, if you understeand.

The drug leaving the body is one thing, healing from the damage that drug caused to our brain is a completely different thing..

 

[rawbanana]

They give back my results today, i have no paliperidone in my blood but I still have sympthoms, it’s like if they shot you in the head, even if they remove the projectile, the damage done won’t magically heal when they remove the projectile, the bullet, if you understeand.

The drug leaving the body is one thing, healing from the damage that drug caused to our brain is a completely different thing..

Yeah. Fuck this. I’m giving up soon.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I came to write that email to the researcher of university hospital, tell me what do you think about please @Trueart2


https://survivingzyprexa.wordpress.com/

https://survivingzyprexa.wordpress....of-breakthroughs-in-reversing-zyprexa-damage/


If there is a way to get in touch with these chinese researcher, it may be my only chance to recover.

Sorry, but I have to tell you: all my sympthoms are caused and directly linked to Antipsychotic damage on my brain, blaming cannabis or negative psychosis won’t help me, I’m fully aware of what happened to me and I know exactly for sure that risperidone damaged my brain because since i got “treated” with that “medicine” for a diagnosis that was wrong (i never had psychosis) I developed sympthoms i never experienced before in my life.

These sympthoms are now lasting for almost 15 months, i reach your university because I tought you may be educated about but you show me that maybe i’am more educated about the damage that these antagonists cause to the brain.

I don’t want to join a circle of wrong diagnosis —> wrong treatment —> new sympthoms —> wrong diagnosis again —> more sympthoms —> and going like that.

Whe have to be honest and educated about what happened to my brain, and if a so called “medicine” lead to damage my brain, i don’t have to “pay” by suffering and being misdiagnosed again and being treated with wrong medications that will lead to the worsening of my sympthoms etc..

A doctor made a wrong diagnosis (and i don’t understeand how, honestly, because i never had psychosis) and prescribed me antipsychotic that lead to damage in my brain, this is why i have sympthoms since that, so i ask you to be open minded and don’t blame cannabis or other nonsense things like negative psychosis.

I don’t want to seem arrogant, i’am sorry for being so strong in my position but as i said i’am full aware of what happened to me, and out there are a lots of people with lasting sympthoms because of antipsychotic damage.

I truly think that if you really want to help me, being open to that prospective is the only way, because by doing that you can help me to recover, help all those people out here in the same condition, and maybe bring prestige into our country and your university by doing that.

Just don’t fall into that “cannabis is the cause” or nonsense diagnosis because this won’t help me at all, again, i want to apologize for seem rude but i’am just fully aware of what happened to me, “we” are aware, people who got same sympthoms due to the same treatment. We need your help, as i said in our first appointment: “Just don’t let me like that,please”.

I’am waiting for your answer, thanks for your time and your precious work.

@rawbanana just take a look to these 2 links, i found that some of my sympthoms are linked to serotonine damage, and also dopamine damage, and there is something about chinese research to reverse the damage, I asked the researcher from university hospital to take a look about that and maybe get in touch with these chinese researcher

 

[rawbanana]

I’m tired of feeling this way. 1ng/mL means what exactly?? It doesn’t help me. At least I know it’s not zero. But where is the drug coming from?

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’m tired of feeling this way. 1ng/mL means what exactly?? It doesn’t help me. At least I know it’s not zero. But where is the drug coming from?

The depot is like a patch that release the drug over the time, a patch inside the muscles and you can’t do a single thing to remove of stop.

But as i said before the real issue is the damage that poison did to our brain, even if you have zero in your body you still have sympthoms like me because the damage is not healed.

I’am very desperate about my actual situation, The next week i reach 15 months and I’m not yet healed or recovered, this is scaring me because i’am approaching the 18 months without a single sign of improvement, idk what to think..

 

[rawbanana]

The depot is like a patch that release the drug over the time, a patch inside the muscles and you can’t do a single thing to remove of stop.

But as i said before the real issue is the damage that poison did to our brain, even if you have zero in your body you still have sympthoms like me because the damage is not healed.

I’am very desperate about my actual situation, The next week i reach 15 months and I’m not yet healed or recovered, this is scaring me because i’am approaching the 18 months without a single sign of improvement, idk what to think..

I’ve heard of someone else who got an Abilify shot and hasn’t healed after 2 years.

You got a blood test too? And they said it’s not detectable in your blood?

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’ve heard of someone else who got an Abilify shot and hasn’t healed after 2 years.

You got a blood test too? And they said it’s not detectable in your blood?

Yes I got a blood test and there was nothing in my blood, so my sympthoms are linked to brain damage, downregulation of receptors.

They just have to give us some upregulating drug and we will heal in some weeks, idk why is so hard for them to help us

 

[anonymoususer777]

I’m tired of feeling this way. 1ng/mL means what exactly?? It doesn’t help me. At least I know it’s not zero. But where is the drug coming from?

Can you ask your doctor what this translates to? Any other figures on the blood test? Whats the total amount based on that?

 

[anonymoususer777]

I’m tired of feeling this way. 1ng/mL means what exactly?? It doesn’t help me. At least I know it’s not zero. But where is the drug coming from?

I asked a person who is a medical student and he said there is almost no drug left in your system and it will take 2 or more months for the brain to stabilize itself. He also said you need to take some medications based on your symptoms... are you taking any meds?

 

[rawbanana]

I asked a person who is a medical student and he said there is almost no drug left in your system and it will take 2 or more months for the brain to stabilize itself. He also said you need to take some medications based on your symptoms... are you taking any meds?

No im not. I feel like giving up. I might give it a couple more months but then I’m done. If I’m not better by January I’m done

 

[anonymoususer777]

No im not. I feel like giving up. I might give it a couple more months but then I’m done. If I’m not better by January I’m done

He also suggested that you try an ssri or snri. You have nothing to lose by trying them. What are your symptoms right now?

 

[rawbanana]

He also suggested that you try an ssri or snri. You have nothing to lose by trying them. What are your symptoms right now?

I tried both already a few months ago. And yeah there’s a lot to lose. They put me on lithium in August and it fucked me up for like a month. I’m not doing anymore drugs.

 

[anonymoususer777]

I tried both already a few months ago. And yeah there’s a lot to lose. They put me on lithium in August and it fucked me up for like a month. I’m not doing anymore drugs.

What are your symptoms?

 

[rawbanana]

What are your symptoms?

Loss of sexual function, muscle twitches, anhedonia, no energy, get winded after exercise, cognitive decline and I cant feel any euphoria from psychoactive substances like alcohol or weed