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Question How does a realistic representation of addiction looks like?

Occasional use of just about anything isn't that different from occasional alcohol use, (except maybe high dose psychedelics) but I don't agree that alcohol should be regarded the same as opium and other opioids. There are just too many problems with the hard/soft drug categorization in my opinion and alcohol is a prime example.

Unlike with opium, with alcohol the risk is directly related to the dosage. If there is an argument to be made for alcohol being a soft drug, it's the fact that you can drink a couple of beers or have some wine with dinner pretty much every night of the week and suffer little dependency on alcohol or serious issues from it. Many people drink alcohol throughout significant parts of their lives and never experience alcohol withdrawal or DTs or any of that.

Opioids are completely different in this regard. You can't take a few norcos daily and not become opioid dependent. They have a very different affect on the body, to where even relatively low doses if taken regularly, result in dependency. In fact, aside from the withdrawal being a lot milder, there isn't a huge difference between being dependent on a low dose or higher dose of opioids. The opposite is true for alcohol, it becomes a completely different beast at high doses and being dependent on high doses of alcohol is much more damaging to one's health than being dependent on high dose opioids.

This is why the hard/soft categorization is rather meaningless, or at least it should not be assumed that using a soft drug is better or safer than using a hard drug. It all depends on how the drug is being used.
Opium use has been around for almost as long as Alcohol.

Opium, honestly based on experience and research, is not something people generally use very often.

Alcohol is generally more addictive than opium both physically and psychologically.

Alcohol (as beer or wine) is far more toxic to the body than opium.
 
“By 1906, China had 13.5 million opioid addicts, who accounted for 27% of the adult male population, and had consumed some 39,000 tons of opium.” - Fang et al

I would say in certain times/places of history opium has definitely been used often. I also wasn't only talking about opium, but opioids in general and I simply would not agree they are not something people use often, nor would I agree they are less physically addictive than alcohol. They are much easier to develop a physical dependence on.
 
“By 1906, China had 13.5 million opioid addicts, who accounted for 27% of the adult male population, and had consumed some 39,000 tons of opium.” - Fang et al

I would say in certain times/places of history opium has definitely been used often. I also wasn't only talking about opium, but opioids in general and I simply would not agree they are not something people use often, nor would I agree they are less physically addictive than alcohol. They are much easier to develop a physical dependence on.
Actually, I would agree with you here. Opium generally, being less toxic to the body than alcohol, is easier to slip into a physical dependency.

However, it's nothing like morphine and heroin.

Even morphine is difficult in my opinion. There are significant physical side effects which are unpleasant, just like with opium. These include :

1. Itchiness reaction
2. Constipation
3. Lethargy
4. Nausea

With opium, you can take one or two puffs, that's it, three and you're sick for days...

Less so with morphine, the lower end doses can actually be sociable, but take it up just a bit, and you're in the dreamy isolated space. It takes a bit to get very sick with mophine.

With alcohol however, it's a completely different story, for me, even after a couple of glasses of wine I feel like my body has taken a hit, the next day generally is low on energy and somewhat unpleasant. I don't really drink anymore because it messes with my fitness routine. Maybe once in a while with food on a Saturday.

My only experience with Morphine was ingesting 50mg with no tolerance and being incredibly sick the next few days. I had no idea at the time what a proper dose was with morphine. In a way I am very lucky I didn't take the whole thing, I could have died. (I had broken up with a girl friend a few weeks ago and had a few drinks). Very stupid, and I wish I had been educated on the idea of proper dosing. I think I may even have done so. This was before the internet.

Since then, I did try Oxycodone once when I was feeling extremely anxious from Coca Tea use. And I could see the seductiveness of the combination of Cocaine and Opiates. Very nice feeling. Not much you can really do there however but feel "nice". Never felt it was that useful. But you can see that if someone is poor or destitute, or very stressed, they could use this often as a crutch to keep themselves calm. Problem is, if you are poor, you can only find pretty poor quality goods, but if you are rich, well, you can afford rehab and all the prescription drugs your doctor will give you. ie, Michael Jackson and the like.
 
It's fascinating that our society has decided to frame the problems of drug use as the reason for poverty and destitution. Drug dependence is a real thing, as is the harm from drug dependence. But criminalising and shaming users just doesn't help the individual. The desire to change consciousness through chemistry is in almost every animal species, even bees. :)


I was looking at homeless statistics, and I am based in Australia. What surprised me is the fact that Australia has a good safety net, yet it's homeless population is in fact quite high : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_sovereign_states_by_homeless_population
 
You could of tried a description of myself a few months ago to ten to fifteen years, unwashed, greasy messy hair, skanky socks that have been worn for months with designer crackhead holes, crack resin and other dubious shit under finger nails, burn blisters on thumb and lips from lighter and crack pipe, odour of skank and crack seeping for every pore, walking extremely fast when going or hoping to score with a super compressed diaphragm lurch, staring at the pavement with owl and eagle eyes for a dropped shot or wrap or $ coin or notes, possibly finding some exquisite dog ends even possibly the remains of a dodgy splife if gods fortune was onside. Basically a wreck on two feet.
I was like this for a short stint back in 2008, minus the crack. I was walking down the street after having lost my whole fortune at the time, down around $500k in debt. I had dosed with DOI and walking down a street, I saw cigarette butts, I was very tempted at the time to pick one up and smoke it, as I had no money for cigarettes.

At that point I kind of realised that I need to suck up my pride, called my parents and lived with them for a year to recover. I was 28 at the time.

Without family, I would have probably ended up who knows where? Maybe begged for help somewhere...

Still, given I had a degree in Computer Science, I was luckily able to pick myself up and recover rather rapidly over the next couple of years.
 
I work in the field and speak publicly 50 to 80 times a year on the subject. i have a simple, easy way to explain addiction in just three sentences, but half of it is visual so i'm not sure how to mitigate that on here. I just signed up for
this account at bluelight and this is my first post.
 
The problem is that shit like movies and books tend to either be a sudden ending of "and ___ was suddenly sober forever" or are ridiculously dramatized.

The closest representations I have seen would probably be: Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream, The Basketball Diaries. I'm sure there's more I can't quite remember.

For books, true stories Madness, by Marya Hornbacher [but be aware this IS a sequel and the first book - Wasted - deals entirely with anorexia and bulimia, not drugs - although it IS the best book ever written on them, both for sufferers and those who wish to understand them] and More, Now, Again by Elizabeth Wurtzel...but this is ALSO a sequel to her previous true-story book Prozac Nation...which is not about drugs but depression...but, again, it is IMO the best book ever written about depression [including The Bell Jar].
So Wasted and Prozac Nation are still very, very much worth a read still.

All three movies I mentioned are also books.
 
You could of tried a description of myself a few months ago to ten to fifteen years, unwashed, greasy messy hair, skanky socks that have been worn for months with designer crackhead holes, crack resin and other dubious shit under finger nails, burn blisters on thumb and lips from lighter and crack pipe, odour of skank and crack seeping for every pore, walking extremely fast when going or hoping to score with a super compressed diaphragm lurch, staring at the pavement with owl and eagle eyes for a dropped shot or wrap or $ coin or notes, possibly finding some exquisite dog ends even possibly the remains of a dodgy splife if gods fortune was onside. Basically a wreck on two feet.

Ahhh, but when I was like that I could sell said socks online for up to like £200/pair lmao
 
I work in the field and speak publicly 50 to 80 times a year on the subject. i have a simple, easy way to explain addiction in just three sentences, but half of it is visual so i'm not sure how to mitigate that on here. I just signed up for
this account at bluelight and this is my first post.

Welcome! :)

One of us! One of us! We accept you. Gooble gobble gooble gobble, one of us!
 
Addiction is also a mindset. I was a pill popper. I didn’t even get off on the pills I was taking. Self destruction was what I was addicted to. This behavior followed me into middle ages. It was the same with other drugs, but my mental health forced me to get clean. I was still addicted I could take pills that were prescribed to me and I enjoyed taking lots of herbs under the guise of doing it for health reasons.
I am more respectful of medicine now, when I got out of the psyche ward from an overdose, my wife put medication in a lock box because I couldn’t be trusted.
My greatest achievement in life was learning to manage my medication. I don’t mess around with pills anymore I know when used for the wrong reasons they can bite you in the ass.
 
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