1 year 6 months TODAY
Feeling good lively talkative, more thoughts are flooding in lately, good ones, like the way I thought pre invega...
Like hit the gym stay on the intermittent fast. Things like that... oh shit and now I watch movies and feel major inspiration, like pumping iron; oh man pride and testosterone is feeling like its rising weekly.
It's like at first the changes from invega was slow, and now my brain and body chemistry is flooding in, almost feel manic but a good manic like I'm the smartest guy in the room, then I'll think no no stay humble and quiet.
Alpha on the prowl for fine lookin woman again.
I have that instinctual feeling to be on my own again and look after myself again, such a sweet feeling.
I almost feel like my motivation is a weapon now. I wont lie it gives me a small good complex every now and again, fleeing thought tho, thats normal for me, that has always happened.