are you afraid of money?
how much money makes you afraid.
ill go 1st. like trillion to the power of ten. now i have to sit down and think
you?
I have watched many beautiful and talented individuals be consumed by money, via proxy of either a addiction to spending it or for facilitating substance abuse and actions leading to both self harm and to those around them.
I have witnessed them lie, cheat and steal, and personally have been on the brunt of their fury when refusing to lend them money.
I’ve watched people on the cusp of reaching peace and stability fall into a dark pit chasing materialism and believing their self worth is naught without consuming and experiencing what is the “norm”
Blaming their resulting suffering on their inability to acquire these “resources” and even one woman who I had a relationship,
From my observation leading it to end a loving period, into spending much energy and time attempting to meld me into devoting both our time, money and energy into acquiring and experiencing very transient and superficial things until we both snapped like a Kit Kat.
I’ve witnessed myself do all the above many times over, to attempt to fill a delusional and imaginative “black hole” within myself.
On a daily basis, I perceive in a plethora of ways, the way resources are misallocated and how a perception is doctored so the whole of humanity is blind to anything other than gain and “wealth”
I treat money with respect, and out of a forced necessity but completly despise it as an evil.
I’m very biased, I do not mean to present any of this a truth, it’s completly an emotional perspective thinly veiled with childlike logic.
However I’m happier and more free without this burden, what I need is what I want and most importantly what I need is very simple.