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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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@Trueart2 I have been going through your Invega documentary almost everyday when I am feeling low. I hope you complete the documentary for Versions 5 till 10 . I am looking forward to know that a lot more people have recovered over the years. And the recovery ratio is above 80%
 
mona21 said:
@Trueart2 I have been going through your Invega documentary almost everyday when I am feeling low. I hope you complete the documentary for Versions 5 till 10 . I am looking forward to know that a lot more people have recovered over the years. And the recovery ratio is above 80%
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Thanks for checking out the documentary, I don’t get mentioned about it too often. So when someone throws a kind gesture towards me about it, it helps me out a lot. The documentaries account for about 130 people, which means N>30 which in turn has statistically normalized distribution. It becomes somewhat pointless statistically to continue the study at this point, but for emotional/historical purposes ala continuing to track the stories of people it may be of some benefit.

It’s unlikely I continue but it’s not out the question, thanks for keeping up with it and make sure to take supplements and smoke weed
 
Trueart2 said:
Thanks for checking out the documentary, I don’t get mentioned about it too often. So when someone throws a kind gesture towards me about it, it helps me out a lot. The documentaries account for about 130 people, which means N>30 which in turn has statistically normalized distribution. It becomes somewhat pointless statistically to continue the study at this point, but for emotional/historical purposes ala continuing to track the stories of people it may be of some benefit.

It’s unlikely I continue but it’s not out the question, thanks for keeping up with it and make sure to take supplements and smoke weed
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That document will probably save lives, it’s great you made it.
 
Most drugs come from a natural source. Some type of processing required to create it but it begins naturally.

Our bodies are not designed to break down this chemical. It’s completely synthetic. Made from synthetic chemistry. It destroys your brain and your body. Your muscles. Everything.
 
My life experience is worse now than it was months ago, even after I first got the shots it wasn’t as bad as it is now.

The longer I feel like this the harder it is to get myself to do things.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Have you known any people who say they completely gained their old selfs back? Btw ...did the peoplewho didnt recover or partially recovered have pschizophrenia? ..i think that makesa difference
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I’ve seen it said but it’s rare. Paranoid android says they gained their old self back.

I don’t have schizophrenia. I haven’t recovered. Not sure if that makes a difference.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I have a question for rawbanana and risperdalconsta and other people here who have not recovered. Did you actually have pschizophrenia or psyhosis (not drug induced) that you think a person cannot become who they used to be after invega?

Are there no people who recovered 100% and gained their old personalities back?
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I just had panic attacks, never had any mental illness, i got injected and developed like 20+ effects that are lasting for 14 months now
 
What is recovery? Have a funcional life and being able to cope with the loss? This is not what I mean with recovery.

Maybe for someone this is recovery and because of that they say they are recovered.

For me recovery is go back 100% on how things were before the injections. And from this prospective I’m not even an inch recovered.

But if recovery its only a matter of being functional and being able to cope with the loss, i can say i’am 100% recovered.

But again, what is recovery?
 
I recovered fully and preferred my new self compared to pre invega. It’s possible. No coping or denying involved, life was amazing.
 
Invegatorture said:
I recovered fully and preferred my new self compared to pre invega. It’s possible. No coping or denying involved, life was amazing.
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I hope for them that I will too make a full recovery, it would be a shame if i had to kill them because they ruined my life, honestly i don’t want to grab a gun and go after them but hey, if i don’t recover and they stoled my life from me, i have to take their life too.

It would be better for everyone that I made a full recovery and i can forget this dark page of my life.
 
rawbanana said:
My life experience is worse now than it was months ago, even after I first got the shots it wasn’t as bad as it is now.

The longer I feel like this the harder it is to get myself to do things.
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No recovery at all? Even a bit more motivation or energy? You had 9 injections in total?
 
rawbanana said:
I also feel like I lost my superpowers. Without them, what meaning does life have? It’s not fair. I don’t want to kill myself, but I also don’t want to wait through years of pain just to never fully recover.
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Waiting is better than dying, trust me. Even if you don't fully recover you can cope.
 
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