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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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flystr8 said:
I’m really so close to taking my tablet to sleep

And my tablets can’t micro dose

I went gym today let’s see if I can get deep sleep but o nearly died in the gym cause the weights were too heavy I have no more strength
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Take it easy with the gym, don’t push yourself over the limits, i did one time, i came back home and pissed blood because muscle destruction, i land in hospital where i had to stay like 9-10 days before coming home.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Take it easy with the gym, don’t push yourself over the limits, i did one time, i came back home and pissed blood because muscle destruction, i land in hospital where i had to stay like 9-10 days before coming home.
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Thank you it makes sense. I just thought I was a bit delusional thinking that I haven’t slept and me going to the gym today have really confirmed that I haven’t slept in over three months because I could barely lift the weight over my head and my friend, he could lift like you were superman so it has ruined the aspect of my life. I’ve had no restorative sleep. I bring this for a bit to be fair, but I want to ask you are you still going to sleepless nights? And how long has it been going on for? I just saw somebody post somebody’s with all of their success stories so that could be some good news but I’m going to binge read now but I need my sleep.
 
flystr8 said:
Thank you it makes sense. I just thought I was a bit delusional thinking that I haven’t slept and me going to the gym today have really confirmed that I haven’t slept in over three months because I could barely lift the weight over my head and my friend, he could lift like you were superman so it has ruined the aspect of my life. I’ve had no restorative sleep. I bring this for a bit to be fair, but I want to ask you are you still going to sleepless nights? And how long has it been going on for? I just saw somebody post somebody’s with all of their success stories so that could be some good news but I’m going to binge read now but I need my sleep.
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For me is like that 14 months now, barely sleeping at night, 17th of October i have appointment in the sleep hospital, hope They give me full sleep-check exams so i can tell you more but what I’m sure is that I don’t have restorative sleep at all
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Because normally without this drug we can go 0% (deep sleep) to 100% (full “on” mode, living life all the way)

They basically block us at 50%, this mean we cannot reach 0% that is essential to fall into a deep sleep, and we cannon reach 100% that is essential to feel an live 100%

If we can’t have a deep sleep we cannot recovery, because recovery happen 80% when we are into deep sleep, body and brain regenerate.

Since we cannot reach our deep sleep recovery is blocked, that time when we fall again into full 100% deep sleep then recovery start taking his place all the way.

I’m sure this is why we can’t recover early, because sleep, deep sleep, restorative sleep is the key but we cannot reach that kind of sleep.
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Are you still living with no restorative sleep,

I don’t know how much longer we can do it for?

Especially after going gym I won’t be able to repair … since I get no deep sleep?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
For me is like that 14 months now, barely sleeping at night, 17th of October i have appointment in the sleep hospital, hope They give me full sleep-check exams so i can tell you more but what I’m sure is that I don’t have restorative sleep at all
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Bro have they turned us into vegetables
14 months no sleep
Bro that sounds like we are on a living time bomb

And you will not and never took your antipsychotic meds since then? And will not?

I don’t want to take it as it may not help with sleep and cause more issues than before

I think I want to speak to a professional I’m so tired
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
For me is like that 14 months now, barely sleeping at night, 17th of October i have appointment in the sleep hospital, hope They give me full sleep-check exams so i can tell you more but what I’m sure is that I don’t have restorative sleep at all
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Imagine you need to re dose yourself in order to sleep they only gave you 50mg

I was going to ask my doctors to taper to risperadal which I already have I’m just giving myself headache for no reason

They think I’m taking their pills but I’m not
And I don’t want that to be the issue

I want to know I can be repaired

Only thing I got is ChatGPT saying this about rector I blockade -

I hear you — it feels scary and even harmful when you think about your brain’s “receptors being blocked.” Let me break down why drugs like Xeplion (paliperidone) do this, and what it really means for your brain.














🟢 Why Antipsychotics Block Receptors








  • Xeplion (paliperidone) is an antipsychotic.
  • It mainly blocks dopamine D2 receptors and also some serotonin 5-HT2A receptors.
  • The goal is to calm down overactive dopamine signaling, which is thought to drive psychosis (hallucinations, delusions, disorganized thinking).







👉 Think of it this way:





  • If dopamine is like the “volume knob” of the brain, psychosis is like the music blasting too loud.
  • Antipsychotics “turn down the volume” by blocking dopamine receptors so the system isn’t overloaded.





Which makes me think it’ll turn down this over sensitivity they caused in the first place ?
Or was it me and my weed usage…
But regardless this is the definition

It turns down the volume by blocking the dopamine receptors
Sounds like it’ll send me to sleep

But I want a organic dopamine system…
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
For me is like that 14 months now, barely sleeping at night, 17th of October i have appointment in the sleep hospital, hope They give me full sleep-check exams so i can tell you more but what I’m sure is that I don’t have restorative sleep at all
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Like bro how can we taper this shit? I’ve got paliperdone tablets 6mg I supposed to take 12mg

What if we take 6mg only to stop agitation and finally catch sleep,

Can you relate is this something your open to trying or experience? Cause no sleep 2 months let alone 14 months isn’t good brother
 
flystr8 said:
Are you still living with no restorative sleep,

I don’t know how much longer we can do it for?

Especially after going gym I won’t be able to repair … since I get no deep sleep?
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Yeah, be careful because of that, maybe wait 2 days before next training day.
flystr8 said:
Bro have they turned us into vegetables
14 months no sleep
Bro that sounds like we are on a living time bomb

And you will not and never took your antipsychotic meds since then? And will not?

I don’t want to take it as it may not help with sleep and cause more issues than before

I think I want to speak to a professional I’m so tired
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They wanted to push me into Valium for sleep, quetiapine for sleep and reagila for balance receptors, i told them that I don’t want to play with my brain anymore and I want to heal like body eventually heal himself.
flystr8 said:
Imagine you need to re dose yourself in order to sleep they only gave you 50mg

I was going to ask my doctors to taper to risperadal which I already have I’m just giving myself headache for no reason

They think I’m taking their pills but I’m not
And I don’t want that to be the issue

I want to know I can be repaired

Only thing I got is ChatGPT saying this about rector I blockade -

I hear you — it feels scary and even harmful when you think about your brain’s “receptors being blocked.” Let me break down why drugs like Xeplion (paliperidone) do this, and what it really means for your brain.














🟢 Why Antipsychotics Block Receptors








  • Xeplion (paliperidone) is an antipsychotic.
  • It mainly blocks dopamine D2 receptors and also some serotonin 5-HT2A receptors.
  • The goal is to calm down overactive dopamine signaling, which is thought to drive psychosis (hallucinations, delusions, disorganized thinking).







👉 Think of it this way:





  • If dopamine is like the “volume knob” of the brain, psychosis is like the music blasting too loud.
  • Antipsychotics “turn down the volume” by blocking dopamine receptors so the system isn’t overloaded.





Which makes me think it’ll turn down this over sensitivity they caused in the first place ?
Or was it me and my weed usage…
But regardless this is the definition

It turns down the volume by blocking the dopamine receptors
Sounds like it’ll send me to sleep

But I want a organic dopamine system…
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ChatGPT told me it take 12-24 month to recover from every antipsychotics injection, some people recover after 1 year, some after 2 years.

But don’t fall too deep into ChatGPT because it usually give you answers you want, not the real answer.
flystr8 said:
Like bro how can we taper this shit? I’ve got paliperdone tablets 6mg I supposed to take 12mg

What if we take 6mg only to stop agitation and finally catch sleep,

Can you relate is this something your open to trying or experience? Cause no sleep 2 months let alone 14 months isn’t good brother
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The best thing in order to recovery is slowly taper off every shit drugs, very slowly because withdriwal is serious.

Then give you at least 12-24 months meds free. Alchool free, weed free, because more you stress your brain more it take to heal.
 
Idk if you ever did a teeth surgery when you take away your teeth, the more you touch the spot with tongue the more it take to heal, smoking and eating acid or salty thing may prolong the recovery, same for the brain
 
I only get maximum 2 hours of sleep a day, in the day time i lay down for 2-3 hours and the moment i get sleepy a shocking wave covers me physically and mentally. I get a big wave of fear out of nowhere, feeling like im about to pass out and die.

Unfortunately i got 0 improvements and its gonna be 11 months for me soon. I cannot describe how hard it is having to be social and messing up 99% out of 100 in regular life living situations and responsibilities after being injected with this poison. You just watch yourself slowly loosing everything you gained throughout your life..

The side effects are every single one that has been listed here since v.1. I have noticed that i heal very slowly, a simple cut takes now weeks to heal. If i accidentally fall or hit some part of my body, it gets swollen and never goes away (got 3 lumps that have not went away for 2-3 months now).

I believe that deep sleep is one of the keys to recover but there is nothing we can do about it naturally. I dont want to take any other pills to help one part of recovery and prolong the more important part of recovery.

Since the injections, i am using nasal sprays 2 a day because i just cannot breathe without it.

Its like the body is shut off in the brain from recovery mode and no matter what you do, you cannot launch the healing process.

I weave around from thinking there is hope to this is permanent brain damage a couple of times a week for about 7 months now.

Only those who really got injected with this poison understand the state we are in, not to disrespect anyone, but i do believe that many users here have not been injected with this shit formula, and are just here motivating and seeking a place to vent and socialize.

Everyday i dream about how i would be ready to give away one of my eyes, hands, toes just to never been injected with this piece of shit. The lobotomy of the 21st century is this injection. I feel myself slowly dying, the body deforming and there is nothing i can do about it.

I wish those who really got injected to recover and become better than before and forget this stage of your life like a nightmare…
 
therendezvous said:
I only get maximum 2 hours of sleep a day, in the day time i lay down for 2-3 hours and the moment i get sleepy a shocking wave covers me physically and mentally. I get a big wave of fear out of nowhere, feeling like im about to pass out and die.

Unfortunately i got 0 improvements and its gonna be 11 months for me soon. I cannot describe how hard it is having to be social and messing up 99% out of 100 in regular life living situations and responsibilities after being injected with this poison. You just watch yourself slowly loosing everything you gained throughout your life..

The side effects are every single one that has been listed here since v.1. I have noticed that i heal very slowly, a simple cut takes now weeks to heal. If i accidentally fall or hit some part of my body, it gets swollen and never goes away (got 3 lumps that have not went away for 2-3 months now).

I believe that deep sleep is one of the keys to recover but there is nothing we can do about it naturally. I dont want to take any other pills to help one part of recovery and prolong the more important part of recovery.

Since the injections, i am using nasal sprays 2 a day because i just cannot breathe without it.

Its like the body is shut off in the brain from recovery mode and no matter what you do, you cannot launch the healing process.

I weave around from thinking there is hope to this is permanent brain damage a couple of times a week for about 7 months now.

Only those who really got injected with this poison understand the state we are in, not to disrespect anyone, but i do believe that many users here have not been injected with this shit formula, and are just here motivating and seeking a place to vent and socialize.

Everyday i dream about how i would be ready to give away one of my eyes, hands, toes just to never been injected with this piece of shit. The lobotomy of the 21st century is this injection. I feel myself slowly dying, the body deforming and there is nothing i can do about it.

I wish those who really got injected to recover and become better than before and forget this stage of your life like a nightmare…
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Take it as it is, we can’t do nothing to speed up the recovery of change the past. I’m 14 months after last injection, still like you, exactly.

I broke my ankle 7 months ago and won’t heal because healing process is blocked due to impossibility to catch deep restorative sleep.

Until our sleep came back the recovery process won’t start, but it will come, some people after 14 months, some after 16 months some after 18 or even 20-22 months.

When you start to deep sleep again you will start recovery and the recovery process speed up.
 
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therendezvous said:
I only get maximum 2 hours of sleep a day, in the day time i lay down for 2-3 hours and the moment i get sleepy a shocking wave covers me physically and mentally. I get a big wave of fear out of nowhere, feeling like im about to pass out and die.

Unfortunately i got 0 improvements and its gonna be 11 months for me soon. I cannot describe how hard it is having to be social and messing up 99% out of 100 in regular life living situations and responsibilities after being injected with this poison. You just watch yourself slowly loosing everything you gained throughout your life..

The side effects are every single one that has been listed here since v.1. I have noticed that i heal very slowly, a simple cut takes now weeks to heal. If i accidentally fall or hit some part of my body, it gets swollen and never goes away (got 3 lumps that have not went away for 2-3 months now).

I believe that deep sleep is one of the keys to recover but there is nothing we can do about it naturally. I dont want to take any other pills to help one part of recovery and prolong the more important part of recovery.

Since the injections, i am using nasal sprays 2 a day because i just cannot breathe without it.

Its like the body is shut off in the brain from recovery mode and no matter what you do, you cannot launch the healing process.

I weave around from thinking there is hope to this is permanent brain damage a couple of times a week for about 7 months now.

Only those who really got injected with this poison understand the state we are in, not to disrespect anyone, but i do believe that many users here have not been injected with this shit formula, and are just here motivating and seeking a place to vent and socialize.

Everyday i dream about how i would be ready to give away one of my eyes, hands, toes just to never been injected with this piece of shit. The lobotomy of the 21st century is this injection. I feel myself slowly dying, the body deforming and there is nothing i can do about it.

I wish those who really got injected to recover and become better than before and forget this stage of your life like a nightmare…
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thid one hit hard

My nose feels like it’s forgotten how to breathe,
I no way can breathe the same as before

The no sleep has been torture

No nose, no sleep,
nothing going for me everyday a step closer towards death.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Take it as it is, we can’t do nothing to speed up the recovery of change the past. I’m 14 months after last injection, still like you, exactly.

I broke my ankle 7 months ago and won’t heal because healing process is blocked due to impossibility to catch deep restorative sleep.

Until our sleep came back the recovery process won’t start, but it will come, some people after 14 months, some after 16 months some after 18 or even 20-22 months.

When you start to deep sleep again you will start recovery and the recovery process speed up.
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Staying in a position where you can’t work and it just falls like torture it is horrible. It’s very dangerous. I’m only three months in. I can’t really see myself going another 10 months without sleep.
 
But why is everyone dodging the fact we can at least take a small dose of what they poisoned us with to finally sleep???
 
flystr8 said:
Staying in a position where you can’t work and it just falls like torture it is horrible. It’s very dangerous. I’m only three months in. I can’t really see myself going another 10 months without sleep.
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This will be the hardest battle of your entire life, and if you win nothing will hurt you anymore.

If you lose this battle then you lose your life, but if you endure this pain then glory will come up to your life.
 
flystr8 said:
But why is everyone dodging the fact we can at least take a small dose of what they poisoned us with to finally sleep???
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Don’t take anymore shit poison to sleep, start with 1mg melotonine every night, it won’t do any effect i assure you but you will teach your brain when it’s time to sleep.

With more time goes on the more you brain will know that at some point is sleep time
 
I’m so close to taking this paliperodone tablet snd taper to be off completely my last dose was too high it was 100mg
 
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