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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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jackhennessy120 said:
I’ve read of some people who received over 12 and I’m sure they wanted me to do more so lucky I escaped. I have no libido. Memories are definitely restricted it almost feels like early onset dementia in certain ways. I’ve been playing a bit of piano which has been quite therapeutic but my love of music has severely diminished and it used to be my obsession. I particularly loved jazz and now I’ve been zapped of any joy. I’ll be commuting suicide soon I think
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You want to commit suicide? Don't. You haven't tried supplements,dopamine agonists,stimulants,dopamine reuptake inhibitors yet. They could help you. I feel what you're feeling. Have you tried anything to help?
 
jackhennessy120 said:
I’ve read of some people who received over 12 and I’m sure they wanted me to do more so lucky I escaped. I have no libido. Memories are definitely restricted it almost feels like early onset dementia in certain ways. I’ve been playing a bit of piano which has been quite therapeutic but my love of music has severely diminished and it used to be my obsession. I particularly loved jazz and now I’ve been zapped of any joy. I’ll be commuting suicide soon I think
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You’re very early into your recovery process. Additionally your injection leaves the body much faster then Invega. It’s not time to need to contemplate suicide right now my friend
 
Iv’e healed twice from antipsychotics. That must be a good sign that I’ll recover this time round. My brain knows what to do. What do you guys think?
 
I drank a coffee and I feel a little bit better enjoying music. Defo give it a try mathew. However you may need to make it quite strong like I do to feel something.
 
It’s crazy how you realise how easy you had it before antipsychotics after you have been drugged up. You take everything for granted. Libido, music, movies, connecting with nature, going for walks, time with friends and family. I can’t fucking wait to get all this back. Will be heaven after this hell.

I will say when you recover you feel reborn and so blessed. Its amazing. Never give up. During my two recoveries I ate an animal based diet and took long hot baths. I believe these are the keys. Thats my experience anyway.

Best way to get omega 3 is eating wild caught fish. Even if it’s canned. I promise that shit will help if you eat it consistently.
 
Invegatorture said:
Iv’e healed twice from antipsychotics. That must be a good sign that I’ll recover this time round. My brain knows what to do. What do you guys think?
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You’ve healed twice + your on a less invasive antipsychotic. Whereas Invega takes months up to a years time to leave the body, it’s reported Abilify leaves much sooner. Additionally there isn’t as much strife about Abilify on these forums, compared to Invega. Generally you’re taking a safer poison, and you’ve recovered twice like you said. Your in a pretty good position relative to what it could be
 
Trueart2 said:
You’ve healed twice + your on a less invasive antipsychotic. Whereas Invega takes months up to a years time to leave the body, it’s reported Abilify leaves much sooner. Additionally there isn’t as much strife about Abilify on these forums, compared to Invega. Generally you’re taking a safer poison, and you’ve recovered twice like you said. Your in a pretty good position relative to what it could be
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Thankyou bro. This has eased my mind. It can be hard to stay positive when you feel this shit even when you have recovered before. Invega is defo a level or two worse than abilify.
 
5 Months have passed and no improvement. Jesus christ living like this is absolute hell. Thinking is hard, I keep forgetting things when I think really hard,no emotions or joy, memory is messed up and I can't remember my good memories. I need to heal for god sake, I can't stay like this for the rest of my life, I had so many plans and so many things to do. My brain feels so broken. This drug is insanity. For the love of god I need a solution, I need a solution so bad. This is taking too long.
 
Matthew01 said:
5 Months have passed and no improvement. Jesus christ living like this is absolute hell. Thinking is hard, I keep forgetting things when I think really hard,no emotions or joy, memory is messed up and I can't remember my good memories. I need to heal for god sake, I can't stay like this for the rest of my life, I had so many plans and so many things to do. My brain feels so broken. This drug is insanity. For the love of god I need a solution, I need a solution so bad. This is taking too long.
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I didn’t see any improvements for the first 6 months off invega. You can still heal from this.
 
Any stories of people who lost the ability to run or exercise after invega and do you know if the ability came back upon recovery?
 
Trueart2 said:
Ain’t seen you in a while good to see you. We need to check up on each other at least once a day, the entire forums. Make sure we have some level of accountability for holding each other up and staying alive. With the newest suicide of @brokenself. We’ve lost a member who contributed and ended up giving up on life due to these injections.

I’m at work, so I’ll keep it short but this is our lives. We have to come together to do better in order to save ourselves from ourselves and this injection
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Do you know what brokenself's dosage was? How many injections?
 
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