The oldest ex-Amphetamine, ex-Heroine user i knew.
Lost contact, circumstances but he is still alive.
Stabilised on legal drug s: Nicotine/ Caffeine and THC at 70+.
Told me a lot of what i know about Heavy duty drug use.
Back in the early 60-ties. When a lot was OTC and dr. where still doing drug s.
Side spin that was confirmed independently.
Worked with elderly, among a old lady about 90 now. Had a son that was studingt for dr. So at birthday s with fellow graduate s Drug use was as normal as Booze was normal. They had the knowledge and the key often too.
Gabor was a dr. a home-Physician, interested in Trauma. Kinda explain s his drive trying to evolve addiction in why abuse something. Did he have personal experince with drugs i a way i wonder ?
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we call it a home dr. s in Nl., they were cool one day. When i was a little kid.
Dr s these days are imo w0rth shit !!! Lol MF-ers/ Can t help hating them]
Started from what Gabor Mate s YT is on trauma, the guy was placed in a Nunnery.
Sad story, i ll leave the detail s. But this got confirmed by a other source.
Another guy i knew since kid, opened up to me at old age. Both are a bit older/ same age as my Mom. And at that time ADHD boy s, quickly were placed out their home under state care. And then the problems started. Now this seem s impossible but it still happens.
The other guy Johannus used to be the sober driver, many times wired.
He loved Meth-Amphetamine told me being wake weekend s.
Used to ride his big Mercedes to Belgium where at the time you could easily get it.
Later in life at a meal in the garden under the sun, a large group of people. Grew up their it s kinda a little mini village in the city. Eating together one of the principle s.
He started relieving his mind he was Alcoholic att, while he used to work in the same Cafe i picked up glasses 16 year s old. Good wages, i didn t drink att, he neither.
Later age he resolved his mental problem with aid of Ethanol. Which killed him few year s later. But at the table he revealed the terror of the Nunnery. And the sick thing s he had to witness at young age. I spare details, but both account s provide enough to justifie any drug use later in life imo. These 2 guy s were both survivor s, and afaik very reasonable and ok.
Just been through bizarre trauma as kid, and not because it was necessary but just by a really fucked twisted way less able-d of society were treated by default.
i wonder if i d survive with my happy happy child hood. Sick society, that s reality.
And we didn t have the CIA doing MK-ultra, WTF.
Worse the ones that in the name of the state decided this. Are now found back in the foundation of a lot of government foundation s [welfare/ disabled/ Childcare/ Mental & Physically dis-able-d] which is quite sick ! As they never changed their internal thinking. Very clearly described in the Dutch book
The Pauper Paradise
First inhalant use started there ! And being witness of monstrosity s.
With Nun s for Christ sake on kid s. [they should take a good look at their-selves]
It was not voluntary btw, bad circumstances in combination with school/ authority.
Mom and or Dad/ Family had essentially not much to say but obey.
Found the possible inhalant and reading it seem s like something kid s,
after WW2 would maybe be able to get in a Nunnery sneaky. Without being noticed.
Frederique, good name, i ll use that. Mentioned inhaling TRI.
No clue what it was, this was 2-nd hand info that he done this a close relative.
But he confirmed it. not being Speed-freak. But with stimulant s being,
about OTC along sedative s mainly Benzo s att. It is not a far fetch, i would.
Something that could be found among the detergent s and wash powder s ?
It was brought as cleaning agent. I think this was it ->
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trichloroethylene , TBC
