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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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demileigh said:
Ok, thanks for that. I actually just finished convincing myself to just take it for the week before my period because it’s been making everything so much more tougher but having seconds thoughts again now. My doctor pretty much said to take it everyday but after looking into it I seen other people just take it for a week or 2 leading up to the date of their period and that works for them. What side effects did you experience from zoloft?
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It wasn't Zoloft, it was Prozac.

I don't like thinking about it right now, I'm stoned. Google PSSD and you'll find a list of symptoms from there. I had everything but dysautonomia and other less common neurological symptoms.
 
Weed makes me disoriented and I become further and further away from acknowledging/being aware of the damage that Invega is doing to me.

THC-P got me relaxed high, kinda like how you envision CBD would do to you. Going to stop smoking weed for today at least.
 
Got a study about weed to recovery correlation coming along, may release it I finish. Super early stages in production; here's the v1-v2 recovery outcomes as a reminder of the first project I completed

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Invega documentary

Credit TrueArt2: V1(19 good outcomes, 6 bad) Narshe81:Took invega for close to a year, no recovery. Paranoid Android: Recovered( 3 Months of Invevga + 18 months of abilify) starkid: Recovered but feels as if his brain will never be the same, speaks explicitly about emotions and motivation(2 Year...
docs.google.com docs.google.com
 
We need more conclusive evidence and knowledge about what’s going with us and what’s happening to us aside from just knowing we have to wait and hope for recovery. This is especially true in situations where people who are on here are still currently taking the medicine, action can be taken
 
I really hate when I thinking of something and i immediately forget it,it's all because of that stupid drug.
 
If I kill myself I lose my future and make my friends and family sad for a long time… I am so heartbroken that this is my reality. I can’t keep living like this… it’s so fucked. And it’s all my fault. I can’t take the responsibility and live with these consequences. I have to end it.

These medical monsters haven’t just destroyed my life but they’re hurting all of these people who will be sad when I’m gone.
 
rawbanana said:
If I kill myself I lose my future and make my friends and family sad for a long time… I am so heartbroken that this is my reality. I can’t keep living like this… it’s so fucked. And it’s all my fault. I can’t take the responsibility and live with these consequences. I have to end it.

These medical monsters haven’t just destroyed my life but they’re hurting all of these people who will be sad when I’m gone.
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No, you're going to be ok. All you have to do is hold on. Go see your friends and family. Try getting into therapy.
 
InvegaAnon said:
No, you're going to be ok. All you have to do is hold on. Go see your friends and family. Try getting into therapy.
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When I start to feel hope it feels like I’m in denial about the truth. I honestly feel like everyone who thinks there is a recovery from this is in denial. I just can’t do it. I can’t!

What else do you do besides have hope? So I understand why people hold on, but I can’t. I feel so much empathy for anyone who has had to go through this.
 
invega011024 said:
1. Time since last shot and how many?
2. All antipsychotics taken list
3. Did you have schizophrenia or psychosis?
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I took my last shot a while ago, but started healing in intervals starting at month 3. This went until month 10-12 until I was healed. I took 2 shots. 2 when I first got it and 1 a month after.

I've taken risperdal, abilify, invega, haldol, geodon, cobenfy, prolixin and zyprexa.

They say I have schizophrenia but I don't think I need any medicine for it.
 
Nate4268 said:
I healed you can ask me questions if you want.
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1. Did you have blank mind, and if so did it eventually return back to baseline when it comes to thinking?
2. Did you have cognitive impairments/ailments to any degree? And if so what was the process of your cognition returning to you like?
3. Did you smoke weed during the process? And if so how early on was weed working for you in your recovery?
 
invega011024 said:
Mr. cmf I have all of your recommended supplements except the pineal xt gold. Could you explain why you got that one?
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Most SSRI drugs calcify the pineal gland.Invega, especially. The pineal gland is the center for controlling sleep and regulates the connection between the between the pitiutary and the hypothalamus. There was a point when I wasn't even attracted to women. My junk shrunk up a little bit too. Once I started taking the vitamin regimen my weiner became the hammer that it used to be and now I can orgasm no problem.
 
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