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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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I am very very afraid of my future. I can't even properly feel fear because i'm emotionless. I'm going to the psychiatrist tomorrow to see if I can get the supplements that guy mentioned.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
bro if u feel afraid at 1 injection , imagine how i feel at 13 GG and im only 27
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There are 2 people who have not completely healed after taking 1 dose of invega in this thread. 1 took invega and hasn't healed after 13 months and the other spent more than 100,000 dollars to partially heal. Sorry for your case but I have to be extremely worried. Worst part is they gave me a very strong injection for nothing that requires it. My situation is very very bad.
 
Matthew01 said:
There are 2 people who have not completely healed after taking 1 dose of invega in this thread. 1 took invega and hasn't healed after 13 months and the other spent more than 100,000 dollars to partially heal. Sorry for your case but I have to be extremely worried. Worst part is they gave me a very strong injection for nothing that requires it. My situation is very very bad.
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Focusing on 2 people who haven’t healed completely yet isn’t going to help your situation, try to relax and just take it easy. Worrying about it isn’t going to make anything better so just chill
 
Matthew01 said:
There are 2 people who have not completely healed after taking 1 dose of invega in this thread. 1 took invega and hasn't healed after 13 months and the other spent more than 100,000 dollars to partially heal. Sorry for your case but I have to be extremely worried. Worst part is they gave me a very strong injection for nothing that requires it. My situation is very very bad.
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all the side effects u have i also have and had them for 2 years now. You get used to it and the anxiety will die down
 
demileigh said:
Focusing on 2 people who haven’t healed completely yet isn’t going to help your situation, try to relax and just take it easy. Worrying about it isn’t going to make anything better so just chill
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I can't chill, I don't want this to be constant,living is suffering and I want it to end. My memory is bad and i can't remember or feel good about most my good memories. I feel emotionless and I don't feel good listening to music. Things I'm supposed to react to,I'm not reacting to. This is severely affecting my daily life. How can you be chill when you can't even feel good?I'm also not only worried, I'm constantly finding ways to fix this situation i have. My mind feels blank. Also that a.i post is scaring me.
 
Fear is a really low vibration so the more you feed that fear the worse it will get. Take some deep breaths, meditate, tell yourself some postive affirmations… maybe try a mindfulness app, some herbal teas with calming effects. Believe in the power of your mind and flip the script… every time you have a thought that’s negative, tell yourself 3 positive things. My memory is shocking, at times I be forgetting what I’m doing as I’m doing it, music doesn’t feel as good as it used to for me either… music used to motivate me but now it’s just overwhelms my senses. This is absolutely the hardest experience I’ve ever had so I understand it’s hard to chill when you’re in the middle of the toughest of battles but you have to rest and keep calm so you can keep fighting
 
Matthew01 said:
Can you please send a picture of the raw milk you're drinking?
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Don't bother with the raw milk, it might be bullshit and it's dangerous. You can get bird flu from drinking raw milk now, bird flu started spreading through cattle herds.
 
demileigh said:
Fear is a really low vibration so the more you feed that fear the worse it will get. Take some deep breaths, meditate, tell yourself some postive affirmations… maybe try a mindfulness app, some herbal teas with calming effects. Believe in the power of your mind and flip the script… every time you have a thought that’s negative, tell yourself 3 positive things. My memory is shocking, at times I be forgetting what I’m doing as I’m doing it, music doesn’t feel as good as it used to for me either… music used to motivate me but now it’s just overwhelms my senses. This is absolutely the hardest experience I’ve ever had so I understand it’s hard to chill when you’re in the middle of the toughest of battles but you have to rest and keep calm so you can keep fighting
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I need to be afraid,I can't joke around and chill. Some people have not healed from single doses and I have to be worried. I had so many plans and so many things to do. I did not plan for this to happened this year. I can't live this. These drugs affect the brain and that is something to be EXTREMELY worried about. This is sickening. Seeing other people enjoy their lives when you’re just an emotionless object is absolute bullshit. It feels like death. How could this happen? it sound so impossible and so unpredictable. I didn't even have anything that required it. This entire situation is insane to experience and think about. I find difficult to sleep and wake up emotionless. This is hell.
 
This thing I'm going through is so much stress. So much unnecessary and worthless stress. I'm supposed to be dealing with my real problems right now,not this bullshit.
 
Matthew01 said:
I need to be afraid,I can't joke around and chill. Some people have not healed from single doses and I have to be worried. I had so many plans and so many things to do. I did not plan for this to happened this year. I can't live this. These drugs affect the brain and that is something to be EXTREMELY worried about. This is sickening. Seeing other people enjoy their lives when you’re just an emotionless object is absolute bullshit. It feels like death. How could this happen? it sound so impossible and so unpredictable. I didn't even have anything that required it. This entire situation is insane to experience and think about. I find difficult to sleep and wake up emotionless. This is hell.
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Ok. I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time, life sure can be so unfair. Don’t let the stress end you back up in a situation where you’re worse off getting hit with another injection. Where are you from?
 
demileigh said:
Ok. I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time, life sure can be so unfair. Don’t let the stress end you back up in a situation where you’re worse off getting hit with another injection. Where are you from?
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I said this before I'm not psychotic or delusional. I didn't have the issue that issue that required the injection. I'm from a third world country if you're wondering how this could happen.
 
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One of the most annoying things about this injection is that you can't properly feel angry because your emotions are severely restricted. I want to get angry at the people who did this to me but it's severely restricted. You can't even relax so you're just constantly uncomfortable. This stuff takes away the ability to cope i feels so wrong and weird.
 
This is the lowest point of my life. The lowest of the lowest. How on earth could this happen?Sorry if I'm posting too much. The new information I received shocked me.
 
I’m assuming this injection gave me a Chest infection then a allergic reaction in my nose causing my nose to be blocked
 
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