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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

I got off early,a true rarity...wife gone a week and I kicked ass doing all her chores ( she is retired,just tired) I admit you really don't know till its gone,but I did it all better...Then again I didn't work harder than all of you put together( dog groomer complex) hmmmm house clean,farm fed
 
Another massage.. have a Swedish today and another Tia next week.

Garden is looking great.

Used my Union position to resolve some logistics bs going on… when everyone wins everyone wins.. it’s almost impossible to fight against it.

Recently caught a Kitchen Dwellers, ISD and Leftover Salmon show in a beautiful part of this state. Salmon gave it.

Beautiful summer almost no biting bugs.

Made friends with that bird.. she is still welcoming me home from work most nights and is accepting to feed i offer her.

rereading Kings the Dark Tower series.. almost done.. on the final book.
 
I honestly can't and i have no one else to talk to because everyone is a snake or will take advantage of weakness so im forced to talk to you degenerates who probably(defo) secretly(openly) hate me my chest is fucked my life is fucked so i guess the fact i am still (Just) alive is one thing that does not suck or maybe it does I dont know any more sigh.. its a hard life im to weak to stop getting high im slipping past my prime and running out of time. :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
 
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Fuck me what is wrong with me been throwing up every little toot i had tonight the second time i coughed up basucally 100 percent flem. None of your favourites.

Feel better now though
 
just got off the phone with local SSA office and was informed that i was found disabled and was supposed to receive payments last month but there was a question if i needed a payee to receive it on my behalf... certified lunatic.
after talking for about 30 min and providing banking info i as told that i should be getting $ in account within the next week.
wont believe it til it lands but this is significant and quite a positive note to the day.
 
I got through my last day at work before my 2 week holiday, I really need some time off as its been so stressful but I'm managing to not let it really get on top of me these days and that in itself helps me.

I had a bad breakdown in the past and work had contibuted, 10 years later it does seem that I learnt something from all that pain
 
DeathIndustrial88 said:
Uhmm.....

Damn this is really hard.

I guess I'm still here, that's positive right? Not sure for who though. lol (Jk)
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I feel that, I got into a place some years ago where I was totally resolved to ending my life, I would struggle to explian just how simple and logical that choice seemed to be.

Eventually that thought was just that and then it was more like the thought of someone else, at the moment it isnt something I concider an option.

Keep going, even if thats all you can do and I hope you find some joy in some of it at some point but one thing you can be sure of is that the end will find you, no need to go looking for it.
 
I had a conversation tonight with a young girl (21) whom I've never met. She's the girlfriend of a friend of a friend type of thing. We started talking about her going to school and how she felt rushed about making decisions right now. she said every time she talked to someone about this, they made her feel like she was behind. I told her she's never behind, she's just taking a different path, that she's the only person she has to please in this life. She's got plenty of time to see what she wants, do what she wants and meet who she's supposed to. I basically told her not to rush thru life and to not sweat the small stuff. She thanked me and it felt really good to be able to share some of the things I've learned in this life so far.
 
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