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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2026 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Esperighanto said:
The safety profile of it, even though I dosed these low, still terrifies me as far as giving it to others. If I suffered some sort of damage due to my own idiocy, I'd feel much less like an evil person than if I gave it to somebody and they got fucked up about it.
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Flush it. I admit I've flushed dmt when I wasn't capable of maintaining something of such legality and was struggling with meth psychosis. Sometimes it's for the best.
 
Maybe you’re from before my time then. I don’t recall any mods named Cloudy but there’s been many over the years.
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Maybe you’re from before my time then. I don’t recall any mods named Cloudy but there’s been many over the years.
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kind of rings a bell, but only vaguely. welcome back!

I've been really busy recently, with a young child and working way too much. Got diagnosed with adhd recently, which seems to explain a lot about my inability to live a regular adult live without being on the brink of burn out at times.... I'm getting started on ritalin and hope that it does something to help with my symptoms.

right now I am in bed with a fever, that's probably the reason I feel like I have time to check in... :D chicken soup on the stove though 🤙
 
For some reason it was a gif of the start of South Park with one of their eye ball. Why I have no idea why, granted this was pre 2012.

I stopped coming around like 2014 till really now. I have to admit I'm afraid to trip anymore since I ODed and got serotonin syndrome 5 years ago. I really don't want to trip again until I get my life in productive order relative to what's possible with my mental disabilities and life time legal ramifications. I should have gotten help for some things in highschool that could have prevented successes being stomped out. It wasn't the drugs but the choices I made out of emotional upheaval while in a abusive relationship. Drugs were just a consequence from a life time of no coping skills.

Now I'm stuck on methadone (I want off), street or rc benzos (I can't stop or bad wd) and important Rxs id never get rid of (safety net and pain control).

I've also started estradiol five years ago as I'm finally in a state I can transition in. But fuck being trans, worst biological problem I was born with and wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
 
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Ha I saw your avatar while I scrolled to the top and instantly remembered you.

I'm doing a lot better than I had been the last few years. Just working on finding stability and achieving small goals to create a purpose that keeps me driving forward in life. Especially to face my ex who I have kids with because I didn't do enough to fight to stay in their lives with her trying to keep me out.

How have you been? Hope life is treating you well and have keep offering BL your best.
 
Unrelated to past discussions but has anybody here ever hooked an aquarium pump up to both sides of a bong and had it circulate isopropyl? I want to automate glass cleaning because I have so much to do, but I'm also pretty convinced it's about to annihilate whatever pump I throw at it.
helium-4 said:
I've also started estradiol five years ago as I'm finally in a state I can transition in. But fuck being trans, worst biological problem I was born with and wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
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Congrats on transitioning! It's always a big jump to make, but especially once the little changes kick a few years in like subcutaneous fat levels, vocal pitch, etc it can make a big difference mentally, or at least it has in those around me who have undergone HRT.
 
Just brewed some mushroom tea.
A handful of dried Psilocybe Cubensis and another of fresh Panaeolous Cyanescens.
They grow together in the farmland of Northern New South Wales, surprisingly, even in the winter.

I've been living in the country for a few months and I think it's done me a lot of good. Have given up a few bad habits.
There's big fucking snakes out here. Last week I saw a dingo. There's a bunch of bandicoots and some kangaroos in the yard, plus some other marsupials I haven't figured out. Big fucking lizards too.

Today I went to the mountains. There's this town, Nimbin, established in 1973, I believe, by a group of music festival attendees who never left. It's a quirky place, with a selection of ganja and ganja related products.

Anyhow, my doors are beginning to warp. Hope everyone is well! 👋
 
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I took a tiny bit of L. It kicked in instantly. hoping it wasn't because it was too much.
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Nah, it just absorbed into your system rapidly and moved through your blood stream just as quickly. You probably either took it sublingually or had an empty stomach. You should be coming down from the peak by about now-ish or in just a moment. How has your trip been? I took some Allylescaline last night and I'm still feeling it today, personally. Highly recommended substance, btw.
 
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