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I'm sorry that you have ptsd or just that the stress does catch up sometimes. I hope you heal everyday and get stronger always.

Say hi to us sometime. There's nothing wrong with that.

I know you will get better every day somehow when trauma gets to us sometimes in life.

Sometimes things can be isolated incidents. I hope you are safe and doing so well now. Get a support system and a plan.

Not that you will need one but so you will have one there for you when needed.

I know your doggies are growing and will be needing extra attention when they start to get bigger.

Then they grow and calm down and then everything turns out alright. Things do get worse sometimes and that is why we have to

make them extra better. Just stay strong and don't have too much ego and distrust. Don't be mad too long. It takes away from

having more of a better and healthier life. There is a lot of good along with the rest of the fluff.

Thank you for helping out in every way. We all have to stay composed and do the best that we can. Lol. And enjoy it

while we can. Life doesn't last forever. You know. Go for the gusto. We will all be alright. Sometimes we heal. I guess none of us

deserves to be angry all of the time. It feels better that way to be able to be happier.

I thought you would stop in and say hi. But it is alright. Sometimes we just have to fly. Weird. I get curious wondering about the

Southern Hemi. I can always read about it. I hope that you can find something to focus your attention on and do well in too.

And give us more attention if you want to. Sometimes this website is too much fun, isn't it !

I wrote this here instead of the Lounge, for convenience, and because it is a nice pin to have in a thread that really counts in the

heart and waits for us to find, at the top page and all. It's nice to practice writing skills too. fck. I can't find your name either.

Maybe I'm spelling it wrong. Or I will just keep looking also.

We appreciate all of our efforts and all we can do is try. Anyway.

Bye.


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Why so angry !!! ... Are you Serious too !!!!

Oh. Here's one that I had read about and really appreciated. But I do hope that you are safe.

So.

Chileans be like :
 
Where I am today??
I failed again, I can feel the depression creeping in 2025 hasn't been good to me I just wish I never used crack cocaine. Starting all over hurts so much..but it is what it is I'm going to be bet
 
So I just made the appoiment to my health insurance clinic where I actually did the x ray back on 28 april, and yes.. is what is, I gotta get to and do thse and once this infection clears hope my lymph nodes do too at least the left node.
because despite my tonsil hypertrophy I never encountered myself having trouble swallowing food or licking pills, I just simply never was like this and hope from bottom of this tiny heart that I'll never be again. And in a few words to summarize this ( the main enemy was the bed bugs all along ) bc of them I failed to belive I had a dental infection there initially... and thought it was a skin one maybe some other than skin but not dental. No.. At the moment I wrote down this on a piece of paper I will continue writing a bit today, I also gotta do a list of what I will do next, so I have things related to my extraction what I or not do such as smoking which since am strong enough mentally will not be an issue, people vape smoke whatever is their problem not mine. After this I will do my bloodwork then the first time in life flu-influenza vaccine upcoming in November.

I learned a lot of things.. things I will thats why write them now, I let go of few habbits or minimized them such as rinsing with water, store bought.. after eating, if I do it I do minimally and 0% pressure unlike how I did so far.. is bad for gums and tooth. :)

Yeah... Hope we see after take care.
 
now start of day

had my coffee cigars..

a croissant alongside spaced greek yoghurt 2% fat

vented my room currently burning a incense stick, after eating my now yoghurt gonna eat some ham/salami sandwich with whole grain bread and then gonna chill for 1hr.. because then am gonna eat again.

After gonna wash my pillows, myself, clothes and prepare for torture. :)

because in 3 days i'll happen, hope they leave my 44 there. Idk.. I cant even remember which and imagine I forgot to ask this woman I went to for a possible extraction.

and the clinic she sent me?.. these idiots play with you. First examine then.. bro go fuck urself u put another set of teeth in my mouth? No, I dont think so.
 
PharmaTrain said:
Valium is a few hours longer with a muscle relaxing property. I'm on klons been on them for 20 years and it's bad. The long term side effects mess with memory (short term) and the effectiveness decreases where you need to up the dose to get the same effect which is normal but not sober. Anyone thinking of using them or any benzo thing it over and than think about it some more. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Even the doctors won't take the time to detox the right way (Ashton manual) even with clean urines for the same time. Now, I don't trust the healthcare system after the "plandemic". The doc that I seen for 10+ years that I had some respect for is gone. This doc acted like a pusher with that VaX and had 3 others come in the room before the doc to push this jab on me. I said NO to all of them. Than the doc came in saying I would die if I didn't get it. I had to scream and say " I will not get this even unto the death"! They all backed off at that point. Now after the truth came out about the clot shots this doctor won't say a word about any VaX with me.
So if a doctor will give a "hot shot" but won't help someone detox the right way off benzos what good are they? The push legal drugs nothing more.
And klons or xans are a slow poison. Benzo's come from Benzene which is a byproduct of oil.
If I could go back to the first time I was offered a benzo I would say NO loud like I did with the VaX.
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I was laughing 😂 😂 😂 😂 so hard at what you told them fools about the jab. He had some audacity to do that. Wow 😲
 
what a day.

I've discovered this deep house producer/dj ; jori halkonen something.. in a remix by thomas von party

was one of few remixes where I noticed subtle mini creations
then I went to see what's his discography.. it has a mark. This was the highlight of my day so far.

Uh..now like am up since more than 24hrs, almost 30 lol. But am ok nothing severe but heres the thing I did it because it was my truly last free day before a period of continous semi-sleep.

I wasn't able to eat properly at the end obviously my fuc... :) but ate half of a sausage and a bit of ham with half a slice of bread.

I gave up.. also gonna eat better when I wake up but still is something else that was needed for all these hours.

Now taking a bit of D3(sun) while having my last cigarette because am preparing to brush in 30m.

also yall make sure you're at least half clear before brushing like try with a different toothbrush to pick leftovers that are stubborn and easy minimal pressure rinsing.

eh... gonna see on 3 how the visit goes.. am having hopes i'll be lucky on asking for a different set of antibiotic.. I have reasons isnt like.. is my health, after all.

then well go home and see from there.

i will not be active for a while at least 2 weeks isnt like am required for paycheck here am I -8( ahaha yeah basically I am almost 90% ready, gotta still take 2 things from soaking and then brush/sleep. And get a haircut, I do it home I got a Philips auto sharping blade and it saves me tons of money.

And after gonna see what's left ah vaccum yes and ... bla bla
 
Now of course am trying to minimze the effort today because is 2 and when I wake up is probably 3 or around 19;00

cuz by 9 am I will be already in bed, and well now making my last adjustments, a coffee pot to have when I wake up and is what is. Gotta cut/polish my nails and thats it. Soak another pillowcase when I wake up and another pyjama tshirt and am ready.

take care yall :)
 
its been 24hrs, around 27hrs. I guess.. if we put 24hrs time I took off the gauze..

so what happend in few words

went to the clinic, arrived a bit late but was ok, even hang around there while I was for another 1hr and half probably.. yeah, surgery took 15-20m most.

with him explaining what he was doing, he did a few shots, used benzocaine which I guess is that kids thing but it was in form of a spray administrated when needed by his assistance, a woman. Felt no pain, I got my last 3 extracted and looking to eat some vegetables cream soup?... That papers says something, on website some.. if it was this way I should be IV fed, not hydrated bc I gotta keep my throat/face muscle fresh.
I chose Clindamycin over Augumentin, it somehow covers and some other areas is a more improvment when analyizing old skool penicilin so I got the 600mg dose, strange thing I ended up taking today one at 8hrs instead of 12, even though they do mention how for more severe infection 2400mg is max daily dose. So yeah.. plus my probiotic I had that one as well bc.. yeah so it was a bit of a trial and error but now I know.

You can take the 600mg once 12hrs because isnt the 300mg or less dose.

Now aside that I will see how this healing goes..

there's so much else that I dont have the ability to do right now but with time,by August, I will..
 
so today it was different.. is almost 48hrs since extraction, already is.

I made some math with chatgpt.. been around 51hrs.. from 15:00 or 14:59..

and I ate some protein pudding.. bc yeah and soup and today more soup.. man is the best day!

I also brushed my teeths.

one piece of stiches fell but is ok.. funng thing today I changed my setup.

To avoid nasty possibilities, I will buy a 500ml water bottle and keep it as way to rinse after.

Now I have a new cup in my bedroom for the brush. And One toothpaste new too.. Yes costly, but I am tired of health issues... this fuckin year.. was ok but not ok, obviously.

New most of my stuff... I prepare to even rewash the towels, all clothes..
and eventually when I feel more able to, the blankets and my pillow+case.. obviously and what else is left to.. Simply readjusting the environment to this new stage am in. I fought a 3 yr old dental infection... and while I cleared the fistula I havent got rid of what I had to from start.

And my toothbrush fell but.. 5sec rule + soap on handle + hot water after.. ( I boiled some) plus... my stannous flouride around beginning of brush to almpst half of handle itself.. Guess I did my best to.

One lucky shot was that it fell on back, ok bathroom tile.. and had the you know those plastic traveling cap toothbrushes comes with.. Isnt fully closed but even more.. better than not having at all and doing this
Guess days are days..bc I forgot to hold the envelop with one hand and other pull the brush!...

I feel ok, now at least better than how I arrived home and now gonna take my probiotic bc I did a 1hr break bc I washed.. I had to delay bc reasons :)) and will eat more cream vegetable soup
 
Today was closer to my usual days, before these incidents which am extremely grateful for.

I did general maintenance in my bedroom, everything washed
Even changed my pillow, will wash the new one.

Did about 3 washin machine for my stuff. Before this another 2.

Will vaccum in a bit. Ate, my way.. a chicken cordon bleu. In a while I will prepare another item on my menu, the vegetable soup. Had some Austrian dark chocolate(Mily) was ok, bit sticky than I'd like and thought it was some nougatish but no, I didnt even knew what cocoa butter was ahaha, apparently is a fat in chocolate? That what it says online
And later will eat, today I also mark exactly 2 weeks since extraction.

Aside last night from my chewing and when I ate this chocolate, had a metalish taste — I had a bit of bleeding today when I woke up.

I saw on my lips initially but no changes further in saliva(pink/red) no nothing. Idk maybe is the way that new blood vessel are being created and new gum, also it wasn't a mediocre extraction of someone "wisdom tooth" either.

Funny when you search online, so none to little had direct infection or abcesses versus people with semi-ok teeth that get their last molar out.

All this being said, hope y'all have a beautiful summer.

is so hot in europe but I don't feel it.
 
Going to start doing artwork again to help with getting in a better space
Big hugs to everyone 🌺💜

@Shady's Fox I had to get two molars extracted last year and it definitely took a little while to heal. I went back to the surgeon and he said to give it time and keep rinsing with salt water, I did and it eventually started getting better. I hope the same healing for you 💕
 
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