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AngelsandFairiesarereal

AngelsandFairiesarereal

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Hola beautiful Bluelight amigos 💜
I’ve been through hell and I’m back … I think … on my way to being back/stabilized. I wanted to say that I’m so very sorry to anyone that messaged me and I didn’t get back yet, you mean a lot to me.

I’ve gone through some really screwed up stuff and hard times in the last couple months, I can’t even write it all right now because I’m still kind of weak. So I basically (foolishly trying to get through what I was going through) started taking Massive amounts of 7oh & pseudo … I’m talking 700 mg some days & more others … like legit binges. I was going to all kinds of vendors and taking handfuls of 30, 40 & 50mg tabs, also sublinguals and other stuff. I maxed out my credit card and started feeling like I was dying …. GI issues (really bad actually & still trying to recover with that even though I’ve been off both for 12 days now) also chest pains and other stuff. Holy shit cold turkey detox from those amounts of 7oh & pseudo might be one of the most fucked up detox/withdrawals I’ve ever been through … I can’t even explain it. Legit thought I might die both getting up to using those amounts and the detox. I’m going to get checked out by a doctor to make sure I didn’t F my body up too much.

Anyways bla bla … kinda embarrassing post (feeling a little ashamed) but I legit love you guys here, been thinking about a lot of you and wanted to reach out. I hope everyone’s doing okay in this crazy world.

Sending a very big hug to mis amigos 💜
 
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Welcome back 🙏
 
pixies+ said:
Happy to see your pretty name, pretty lady.
You have nothing to be embarrassed about. Not a damn thing.. though I understand.
Glad you get to see your doctor soon.. I’m sorry you were going through so much 😔
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Aw thank you so much chica 💜
It’s good to see you & thank you for your kind words 💕
 
You've been gone since March when I'd check out last seen. Good you're doin well. There's been a massive purge since you left, kicking out the good mods and replacing them with wokes. Why a lot of us have left even tho we still touch base daily. You may some deleted members and that's how it's going. A lot of OGs not being on regular. I think we're relocating tho to the electrum appreciation thread in the lounge. ttyl. smooches.
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Hola beautiful Bluelight amigos 💜
I’ve been through hell and I’m back … I think … on my way to being back/stabilized. I wanted to say that I’m so very sorry to anyone that messaged me and I didn’t get back yet, you mean a lot to me.

I’ve gone through some really screwed up stuff and hard times in the last couple months, I can’t even write it all right now because I’m still kind of weak. So I basically (foolishly trying to get through what I was going through) started taking Massive amounts of 7oh & pseudo … I’m talking 700 mg some days & more others … like legit binges. I was going to all kinds of vendors and taking handfuls of 30, 40 & 50mg tabs, also sublinguals and other stuff. I maxed out my credit card and started feeling like I was dying …. GI issues (really bad actually & still trying to recover with that even though I’ve been off both for 12 days now) also chest pains and other stuff. Holy shit cold turkey detox from those amounts of 7oh & pseudo might be one of the most fucked up detox/withdrawals I’ve ever been through … I can’t even explain it. Legit thought I might die both getting up to using those amounts and the detox. I’m going to get checked out by a doctor to make sure I didn’t F my body up too much.

Anyways bla bla … kinda embarrassing post (feeling a little ashamed) but I legit love you guys here, been thinking about a lot of you and wanted to reach out. I hope everyone’s doing okay in this crazy world.

Sending a very big hug to mis amigos 💜
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I messaged you early June because I figured something had gone wrong because you were always so present here.

Your positive energy and compassion for others suffering has been missed and I’m always amazed at how you remain so seemingly positive and don’t make much of your posting about yourself but rather trying to comfort others. Dont need to feel ashamed around here talking about your struggles. And if you ever do feel like you’re making it too much about you or posting negative problems; just compare yourself to my level of bitching/moaning and you’ll feel strong and stoic like you truly are.

What do you mean by pseudo? Pseudoephedrine?
 
I want you to be okay. You are and you will be. Thank You for making us feel good by touching our heart.

Please, I'm glad that you are treating your body good and working to be even so much better

than you always are and will be.

Life is so fragile and is all that we have. And along with you too, of course, in ours.

Thank you for sharing your heart with us and that you are being strong. I hope that you continue to

stay strong and be safe. And have much professional support for that plan to be

so strong and to stay safe.

It must take an amazing type of energy to emerge and grow and to help everyone around you.

Thanks so much always. Again, okay. Your company is so fun and a comfort to have you here.

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Wow, Angels ! Thank you for coming back. It's so good to see you. Yes !!!!!

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Post anytime ! It's fun. To Hear You.

Okay, I feel like I want to just write forever. Bye.
 
Wow I forgot my edit. It's so hard for me to type right now too. How do you do it all so @AngelsandFairiesarereal

Any way. It didn't catch into the message I was trying to write also that

Edit : ( Thank you for some news @ions too ). I want to watch that in the media news but I can't decide what station to choose. Hehe. You know it does get silly around here.
 
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