Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

It has been 5 1/2 years since I been have been recovered from anhedonia**(got the injection may 2018 total of 3 injections)** and overall side affect from invega and 3 years stabled back on medication **(never dealing with injections again! only pills all i take now is 15mg of zyprexa it keeps me sane without killing my soul )**which was very hard for me to trust medication again after that injection but I had to get stable it was the only choice I had and best decision I made because I am at a point in my life 33 years old and thriving i never thought I be here but I am don't give up ever keep going for those babies mamas !
This makes no sense. Since the zyprexa is inhibiting your receptors should he still have anhedonia?
 
Bro but i read like 4 or 5 studies where ppl said it helped them, idk i havent fully decided but if i do it will be a very low dose less than 5mg , anything above 10 will be just like invega
Brother i know you want to fin
So I would be going to the doctor today. Hope he accepts my suggestion about apomorphine and cabergoline.
Keep us updated. Id hazard a guess if they are jabbing you up with antispsychotics they aren't going to start giving you these meds. But I coupd be wrong.
 
Wow, thats a long time for the anhedonia. I was forced the haldol when a male patient walked into my hospital room and was watching me sleep. I screamed and they gave me that. I will never forgive them for doing that. Then the abilify. Did you imagination come back and spirituality? Your love for your son? The feeling of the sunshine on your body? Sweating? Thirst? Hunger? Emotions? Music? Sorry for the questions. It just feels like a prison sentence and it’s been 10 months on July 20th
It has been 5 1/2 years since I been have been recovered from anhedonia**(got the injection may 2018 total of 3 injections)** and overall side affect from invega and 3 years stabled back on medication **(never dealing with injections again! only pills all i take now is 15mg of zyprexa it keeps me sane without killing my soul )**which was very hard for me to trust medication again after that injection but I had to get stable it was the only choice I had and best decision I made because I am at a point in my life 33 years old and thriving i never thought I be here but I am don't give up ever keep going for those babies mamas !
 
This makes no sense. Since the zyprexa is inhibiting your receptors should he still have Anhedonia
Well sorry to shock you but I have zero anhedonia i been on many medications since 2015 and stopped and started treatment for years invega injection what took me out ! After that injection I didnt take anymore medication even after I the anhedonia lifted i still went two years after that unmedicated until I had to get stable it was the worse episode went on a few I wasnt looking for something to fix my anhedonia or what invega done to me because that issue fixed itself I was looking for something to get me in my right state of mind and stable and for me zyprexa is what worked I haven't had any issues with it for the 3 1/2 years i been on it and i am very functional happy motivated and thriving on a lower dose. plan to drop it to 10 mg here soon as well .what works for some doesnt work for all do what you think is best for yourself . If you stay focusing on what medication will get you out of the situation your in you will go mad crazy and when the time comes you might need to be on new medication you will be focused on the wrong thing instead of being healthy happy and functional .
 
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Wow, thats a long time for the anhedonia. I was forced the haldol when a male patient walked into my hospital room and was watching me sleep. I screamed and they gave me that. I will never forgive them for doing that. Then the abilify. Did you imagination come back and spirituality? Your love for your son? The feeling of the sunshine on your body? Sweating? Thirst? Hunger? Emotions? Music? Sorry for the questions. It just feels like a prison sentence and it’s been 10 months on July 20th
Not very long with anhedonia I snapped back to life towards the end of 2019 ! I love my son and believe it or not during all of this i had a daughter who i love deeply as well she is 4 years old as of July 1st this is why I had to get stable on medication again so I didnt lose her and can properly care for her her and my son is the reason I keep on going I work as a massage therapist part time and just functioning and thriving in life right now you will get out of this i promise some chose to take medication other haven't after this unfortunate circumstances with the injection as for spirituality I am back into myself and spirituality I also feel the sun on my skin and the air blowing I feel everything hungry thirsty sleepy horny all of it that you can think of it but at a non manic level very stable level because I use to get manic before and after I recovered from the injection I am schizoaffective bipolar type high high low low so I had no choice but to be medicated after my daughter was born 2021 . Your circumstances sucks I am sorry they were quick to give you the jab after what you saw and thought was going on but you will recover from this .
 
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Wow,that's is very long time.In the period you were feeling like that, did you at least try to take some drug that would help with the effects, like a dopamine agonist? Did you ask your psychiatrist if there were any drugs that could help
Yes to all those questions. It did mess me up in a way that I initially thought it was forever


It took me about 6 months to see the first meaningful improvements and then 6 more months after that to consider myself somewhat functioning (not fully recovered but like halfway there)


From that point I knew that recovery was in sight and eventually I just got there
Hey are you still here?
 
Wow,that's is very long time.In the period you were feeling like that, did you at least try to take some drug that would help with the effects, like a dopamine agonist? Did you ask your psychiatrist if there were any drugs that could help?
No, I never took any kind of dopamine altering substances other than the two shots they gave me.

The only drugs I took were a bit of Stilnox/Zolpidem for a few weeks and a couple months of Delorazepam, all under my former psych's advice after telling her about how those two shots literally had me sleepless for more than a month

I just took a few supplements (can't quite remember all of them 'cause it was a while ago, I did mention them in my older posts though) and they felt nice in the moment but they weren't all *that* impactful for the overall recovery

And no, my psychiatrist just kind of moved elsewhere shortly after misdiagnosing me and has since been replaced by just a regular therapist who has somewhat figured out that I've been treated like shit by pretty much all of my previous doctors lol


sooo yeah I have that going for me right now but really nobody helped recovering other than myself and the support of the past success stories I've read on this website
 
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No, I never took any kind of dopamine altering substances other than the two shots they gave me.

The only drugs I took were a bit of Stilnox/Zolpidem for a few weeks and a couple months of Delorazepam, all under my former psych's advice after telling her about how those two shots literally had me sleepless for more than a month

I just took a few supplements (can't quite remember all of them 'cause it was a while ago, I did mention them in my older posts though) and they felt nice in the moment but they weren't all *that* impactful for the overall recovery

And no, my psychiatrist just kind of moved elsewhere shortly after misdiagnosing me and has since been replaced by just a regular therapist who has somewhat figured out that I've been treated like shit by pretty much all of my previous doctors lol


sooo yeah I have that going for me right now but really nobody helped recovering other than myself and the support of the past success stories I've read on this website
It has really been rough for you. I can't imagine living like this for a year, it's horrible.Why didn't you try any dopamine altering substances like dopamine agonists? Were you afraid of taking them? I read up some cases of them being used for antipsychotic effects.
 
It has really been rough for you. I can't imagine living like this for a year, it's horrible.Why didn't you try any dopamine altering substances like dopamine agonists? Were you afraid of taking them? I read up some cases of them being used for antipsychotic effects.
I couldn't really feel the fear of taking anything, I *did* feel like the next thing to do for me back then was to die afterall

I simply didn't take them due to a matter of availability (I couldn't just order Wellbutrin or even the actual St John's Wort from just any online shop...not in EU at least), but also because of all the mixed results I've heard from other people who took them (like yeah some had positive results while others just had constipation and no benefits) and since my money was limited at the time I just went for the things I knew would 100% help in some way (like healthy foods and some supplements which have been suggested by some parapharmacists who were just willing to help out back then)
 
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