Stimulants Amphetamine and methylphenidate comparaison and a copule of questions

[majstr]

3 years ago i was a stupid kid that decided to abuse his ritalin script it gave me a nice pleasurable feeling thats feels way better than amphetamine for like 3 weeks and then it just hacked my brain and i ended up abusing it daily for like 5 months it was horrible this shit complthy rotted my brain i wasnt even abusing it
to be honest.. snorting 20-40 mg daily cant be called abuse if people take 54 mg concertas or whatever the withdrawal of this shit is he worst hell ever and it lasted super long for 2.5 years i felt it i felt noticable cognitive imparirement drug induced asexuality?? like for a year
my libido was 0 and i wasnt attracted to women anymore in the beggining of my withdrawal i couldnt even form sentences writing on my keyboard was difficult cuz my memory etc was so slow i felt retarded like thats shit you would expect from abusing grams of meth daily not from stupid adhd pills i lost all childhood memories and was living "in the moment" but in a bad way for 1.5 yr i couldnt remember whan happened yesterday to this day i cant fully recall what i was doing during the week before abusing this shit i could do it flawlesly i also remeber how mph made every stimulant fuckign useless back in the day i was offered meth to snort i snorted it like 25mg and only felt anxiety and paranoia and brainfog .now i started to take dexroamphetamine for my adhd cuz it jsut came to my country i learned from
my mistakes and now i am scared to take it tbh i take it liek once a week to make my shit done and its great when you have to do something that you dont want to but it doesent do nothign for focus i still cannot focus no matter what for example when a dude on the internet was explaining some math related shit i still was wandering into my mind unvolountarily and had to repeat the same setgment of the video also i when i am on them i sitll sometimes switch tabs on my pc to watch brainrot for example instead of studying i thought meds were suppsoed to fix that i mean i couldve fucked my brain up premanently and its just residual tolerance that stayed from ritalin abuse i am taking like 30mg of elvanse rn .like what am i supposed to so ritalin hasnt worked for my focus too i am scared thats its fucking over and i will never be able to focus

 

[Dextro .45]

Yes, I too found Ritalin (Methylphenidate) SIGNIFICANTLY more pleasurable & euphoric than the Amphetamines

Vyvanse (Lisdexamfetamine) pro-drug to d-Amph
Adderall 30mg XR beads pulverized into fine IR powder
Dexedrine Spansule 10mg XR beads
Ritalin (Methylphenidate)
Cocaine (illicit cut weak shit, 10-15% Tropaine alkaloid/ 90% cut)

The only 2 drugs on planet earth to EVER give me true overpowering euphoric bliss was oral Oxycodone and oral Ritalin (Methylphenidate). The euphoric pleasure was oddly nearly identical…..the most robust inner happiness and powerful Euphoria….that Oxycodone (Eukadol) original German patent actually notes the potent opioid narcotic analgesic properties with powerful mood-boosting Euphoria.

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) and Phenmetrazine (Preludin) were HIGHLY DESIRABLE in their pure pharmaceutical API compounding powder……Phenmetrazine actually preferred over injectable Methedrine 20mg ampoules (no shit) …..the manufacturers actually withdrew Preludin from the market due to the insaine abuse potential it appeared to possess.

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is considered in medical literature as a “Classic Amphetamine” even though its MOA is nearly identical to Cocaine….an “Inverse Agonists” at the monoamine transporters in addition to indirectly causing the release of DAT/NET/SERT through other ways dissimilar to the Amphetamines (releasing agents)

 

[Dada5000]

Yes, I too found Ritalin (Methylphenidate) SIGNIFICANTLY more pleasurable & euphoric than the Amphetamines

Vyvanse (Lisdexamfetamine) pro-drug to d-Amph
Adderall 30mg XR beads pulverized into fine IR powder
Dexedrine Spansule 10mg XR beads
Ritalin (Methylphenidate)
Cocaine (illicit cut weak shit, 10-15% Tropaine alkaloid/ 90% cut)

The only 2 drugs on planet earth to EVER give me true overpowering euphoric bliss was oral Oxycodone and oral Ritalin (Methylphenidate). The euphoric pleasure was oddly nearly identical…..the most robust inner happiness and powerful Euphoria….that Oxycodone (Eukadol) original German patent actually notes the potent opioid narcotic analgesic properties with powerful mood-boosting Euphoria.

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) and Phenmetrazine (Preludin) were HIGHLY DESIRABLE in their pure pharmaceutical API compounding powder……Phenmetrazine actually preferred over injectable Methedrine 20mg ampoules (no shit) …..the manufacturers actually withdrew Preludin from the market due to the insaine abuse potential it appeared to possess.

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is considered in medical literature as a “Classic Amphetamine” even though its MOA is nearly identical to Cocaine….an “Inverse Agonists” at the monoamine transporters in addition to indirectly causing the release of DAT/NET/SERT through other ways dissimilar to the Amphetamines (releasing agents)

Did you do RC-drugs ? Maybe MDPV, a-PVP... Mephedrone? I'm asking, because the first two, from personal reports on this forum, sounded like much more potent methylphenidate.

 

[Dextro .45]

Did you do RC-drugs ? Maybe MDPV, a-PVP... Mephedrone? I'm asking, because the first two, from personal reports on this forum, sounded like much more potent methylphenidate.

I’ve have Mephedrone 4-MMC several time , 3 different batches, same supplier……1st was amazing quality other 2 were trash…..who the Fck knows who is synthesizing these molecules, if it’s 100% Pharma grade, proper isomer or racemate etc

900% increase is SERT
500% increase in DAT

Pleasant but pharmaceutical Cocaine would blow it outta the water
Methylphenidate & Amphetamines are far more effective as they’re 100% pure

 

[Dada5000]

I’ve have Mephedrone 4-MMC several time , 3 different batches, same supplier……1st was amazing quality other 2 were trash…..who the Fck knows who is synthesizing these molecules, if it’s 100% Pharma grade, proper isomer or racemate etc

900% increase is SERT
500% increase in DAT

Pleasant but pharmaceutical Cocaine would blow it outta the water
Methylphenidate & Amphetamines are far more effective as they’re 100% pure

How does Mephedrone feel like? It's been 2 years since the last time I used cocaine (I used to smoke). How does it compare? Can Mephedrone be used mindfully for recreational purposes? Is it less/more, just as addictive as crack/cocaine (the only substance I abused) ? Is legit Mephedrone still available in these days (Europe) ?

 

[Dextro .45]

It’s comparable to MDMA & Cocaine ….due to the 900% increase in Serotonin, nice mood boost, antidepressant, happy etc, and the 500% increase in Dopamine is Cocaine & Amphetamine like, euphoric, mood-boosting euphoria etc

This is 100% pure pharmaceutical grade synthasized in house by firm posted in medical journal study conducted or ordered from a drug company (pure API salts) ……so this is slightly rare in the RC market

Probably some B.S. from China done half assed and shipped out

A professional lab can synthesize any molecule easier than you can bake a cake…..it’s easy as shit…..just folllow the proper steps to synthesize a compound, 100% purity

Even Cocaine made by a master cook in Bolivia can produce Yayo in the 80% range…..which would blow ur mind btw. Pharmaceutical Cocaine HCL crystals in a 25 gram glass jar from Mallickonk (Sp?) is 100% purity

I have a Ritalin (Methylphenidate) script for 10-15 years , 50-70mg IR with opioid, Benzo and Ethanol Gin is as euphoric as it gets, for me

 

[Dada5000]

It’s comparable to MDMA & Cocaine ….due to the 900% increase in Serotonin, nice mood boost, antidepressant, happy etc, and the 500% increase in Dopamine is Cocaine & Amphetamine like, euphoric, mood-boosting euphoria etc

This is 100% pure pharmaceutical grade synthasized in house by firm posted in medical journal study conducted or ordered from a drug company (pure API salts) ……so this is slightly rare in the RC market

Probably some B.S. from China done half assed and shipped out

A professional lab can synthesize any molecule easier than you can bake a cake…..it’s easy as shit…..just folllow the proper steps to synthesize a compound, 100% purity

Even Cocaine made by a master cook in Bolivia can produce Yayo in the 80% range…..which would blow ur mind btw. Pharmaceutical Cocaine HCL crystals in a 25 gram glass jar from Mallickonk (Sp?) is 100% purity

I have a Ritalin (Methylphenidate) script for 10-15 years , 50-70mg IR with opioid, Benzo and Ethanol Gin is as euphoric as it gets, for me

Friend of mine got 40mg Ritalin pills. We want to study tomorrow in the university. I'm looking for a good mood bust but with focus and lack of negativity body load (jitters, anxiety, significantly fast heart rate and elevated blood pressure). I'm not looking for euphoria either. What would you advise me then ? Would it be wise to split the 40mg pill into two halves and consume it oraly. We will study for more than 10 hours.

 

[majstr]

How does Mephedrone feel like? It's been 2 years since the last time I used cocaine (I used to smoke). How does it compare? Can Mephedrone be used mindfully for recreational purposes? Is it less/more, just as addictive as crack/cocaine (the only substance I abused) ? Is legit Mephedrone still available in these days (Europe) ?

thats bs 500% dopamine no way it didnt feel like this much id say 900% serotonin is possible but the dopamine is like 200-250%

 

[KurtAurelius]

Friend of mine got 40mg Ritalin pills. We want to study tomorrow in the university. I'm looking for a good mood bust but with focus and lack of negativity body load (jitters, anxiety, significantly fast heart rate and elevated blood pressure). I'm not looking for euphoria either. What would you advise me then ? Would it be wise to split the 40mg pill into two halves and consume it oraly. We will study for more than 10 hours.

Not sure about 40mg IR I don’t think those are a thing, unless you mean 40mg Long Acting,

Splitting these will fuck up the delivery of the drug, if they are in fact say a Medikinet LA you will get about 10 hours.

Just one is sufficient.

If you mean 40mg of Instant release Ritalin (multiple pills)

For 10 hours of stimulation appropriate for studying,

I’d do 10mg every 2 hours, IR Methylphenidate works for 3 hours, 4 if sensestive.

You can skip after the 3rd dose to not be stimulated past your 10 hour window.

Anything more than 10mg a pop in a non tolerant user will likely be too stimulating and mood boosting to aid studying.

 

[TheLightBringer]

thats bs 500% dopamine no way it didnt feel like this much id say 900% serotonin is possible but the dopamine is like 200-250%

Thats because numbers like that are completely arbitrary. 500% dopamine in relation to what? What dosage? How was it administered? So if I take twice as much do I reach 1000% dopamine? No. Better to look at binding values

 

[majstr]

Thats because numbers like that are completely arbitrary. 500% dopamine in relation to what? What dosage? How was it administered? So if I take twice as much do I reach 1000% dopamine? No. Better to look at binding values

30mg then 45 min later 70 mg it felt like speedy mdma widhout the magic and significantly less empathy and euphoria i didnt felt motivated or excited like on amphetamine or ritalin nor i did not feel like i was able to move mountains and achieve anything just pleasure in the moment but the comeup was super adrenergic you allways get a panic attack the first line and confusion then the second line you dont give a fuck and the anxiety dissapears xd

 

[majstr]

30mg then 45 min later 70 mg it felt like speedy mdma widhout the magic and significantly less empathy and euphoria i didnt felt motivated or excited like on amphetamine or ritalin nor i did not feel like i was able to move mountains and achieve anything just pleasure in the moment but the comeup was super adrenergic you allways get a panic attack the first line and confusion then the second line you dont give a fuck and the anxiety dissapears xd

also if you do less than 200mg per night the comedown is non existant but if you are depressed long term its going to worsen your mood

 

[majstr]

also if you do less than 200mg per night the comedown is non existant but if you are depressed long term its going to worsen your mood

cuz i did not feel the comedown immediatly but the next week i noticed that my depresion worsened

 

[Dada5000]

thats bs 500% dopamine no way it didnt feel like this much id say 900% serotonin is possible but the dopamine is like 200-250%

Got 4-MMC from darknet of high purity. Did a fat line, 100+mg. The high first really overwhelmed me, but then it was very chill? Idk,.it wasn't the dopamine type euphoria for sure, but nevertheless, I did that line, and since then couple of g are lying in my apartment without me touching it even.

 

[Dada5000]

30mg then 45 min later 70 mg it felt like speedy mdma widhout the magic and significantly less empathy and euphoria i didnt felt motivated or excited like on amphetamine or ritalin nor i did not feel like i was able to move mountains and achieve anything just pleasure in the moment but the comeup was super adrenergic you allways get a panic attack the first line and confusion then the second line you dont give a fuck and the anxiety dissapears xd

Yes, the first line was so adregenic it made me dissociate hard (happens on a come up of panic attack or high noradrenaline)

 

[Dextro .45]

thats bs 500% dopamine no way it didnt feel like this much id say 900% serotonin is possible but the dopamine is like 200-250%

Well, this all respect, that your anecdotal experience with this substance of unknown chemical composition, purity, and isomer (d-4-MMC vs racemate molecule)

In medical journal studies they’ve tested 4-MMC in-vitro and also in-vivo (mammalian test subjects) as an analog of Khat (Cathinone) a natural alkaloid which is a beta-ketone-Amphetamine. Mephedrone is a compound which features the most powerful and desirable properties as a monoamine releasing agent

Dopamine 500% increase
Serotonin 900% increase

It’s often compared to Cocaine, Methylphenidate, MDMA due to its prominent Serotonin releasing properties, paired with moderate Dopaminergic properties it’s a unique and pleasurable compound

Desoxyephedrine / Methedrine / Methamphetamine has vastly displaced Cocaine in the last 10-15 years due to it ease of synthesis, inexpensive costs, Looooong acting effects and extremely high potency & purity. Japan 1919 the reduction of Ephedrine to yeild Desoxy-Ephedrine (d-Methamphetamine) …..for a skilled chemist, synthesis of d-Methylamphetamine HCL is childsplay

Cocaine is extremely labour intensive and generally must be harvested from Columbia, Bolivia, Peru, etc ……refined into “PACO” pure Cocaine base (crude base) a light green oily block of compound…..then traffickers will come buy, take into jungle refineries and convert into its purified hydrochlorodine salt ….Cocaine HCL 1,000 gram bricks

Cocaine (100% pure pharmaceutical grade) is extremely pleasurable (obviously) due to it MOA……both Cocaine & Ritalin being reuptake inhibitors in addition to causing the indirect release/increase of these monoamines too, both being “Inverse Agonists” as the Amphetamines are releasing agents with 3-4 different MOA’s that all compliment each others effects

Cocaine - Dopamine > Serotonin > Norepinephrine
Ritalin- Dopamine > Norepinephrine (DAT 3-4 X more potent affinity then NET actions)

Cocaine is the perfect dopaminergic stimulant releasing significant amounts of dopamine & serotonin, with norepinephrine lagging behind but still critical for its subjective effects

4-Fluoro Methyl Meth Cathinone / 4-MMC (Mephedrone) is a very attractive alternative RC compound and substitute for prescription dopaminergic stimulants. The first batch I purchased was VERY effective, pleasurable, and most likely properly synthesized and of moderate to high purity. Other batches later were very disappointing so I can see why some would not be too impressed with its effects

 

[xXTheGrimOneXx]

Well methylphenidate is basically XR cocaine. While dextroamphetamine is a carbon and a few hydrogen ions away from meth. That’s the only difference between amphetamines and meth is the methyl amine group attached to it. That’s what lets it pass the blood brain barrier so
Fast and dump dopamine, norepinephrine, and seretonin in the amount of measurable units that it does. Unlike any other substance. That’s why you can get addicted to it so fast.

And hell. Vyvanse is lisdexamphetamine. It has to be converted by the acid in your stomach then processed by the liver into the amphetamine. They came out with vyvanse because people were abusing the IR adderall.

IMO some pure D isomer meth and adderall/vyvanse feel damn near identical. You could give meth and I couldn’t tell you if it was meth or addy/vyvanse until I try to go to sleep.

I’m severely ADHD. I don’t function without stimulants. Lost my insurance too when I started the new job. My adddy script went up to over 350$ USD the vyvanse is over 400$ dollars a month without the insurance and the goodrx only takes off like 35$.

Been taking the meth at about 60mg a day and there’s no difference in how I function. Use a snuff bullet. 1-2 bumps a day. One when I get up after I eat. Then one after lunch time. If I do too much ill
Stay up for days. Nd that’s not good for me. Got the bipolar and I’m manic mostly so that’s type 1 I believe.

I get pure D isomer meth wash it with acetone and recrystallize it with methanol. Bumps the purity up. Gets any precursors and cuts out. Especially since when it recrystallizes it pushes any impurities and it’s to the outer layer of the shards. Makes it less edgy and white knuckle feeling.

Basically taking dexosyn. Which is purely D isomer meth for ADHD that doesn’t respond to amphetamines or if you’re severely obese and have to loose the weight. Comes in 5mg increments up to I think 25mg. That’s about equivalent to a 50mg addy or vyvanse.

 

[xXTheGrimOneXx]

3 years ago i was a stupid kid that decided to abuse his ritalin script it gave me a nice pleasurable feeling thats feels way better than amphetamine for like 3 weeks and then it just hacked my brain and i ended up abusing it daily for like 5 months it was horrible this shit complthy rotted my brain i wasnt even abusing it
to be honest.. snorting 20-40 mg daily cant be called abuse if people take 54 mg concertas or whatever the withdrawal of this shit is he worst hell ever and it lasted super long for 2.5 years i felt it i felt noticable cognitive imparirement drug induced asexuality?? like for a year
my libido was 0 and i wasnt attracted to women anymore in the beggining of my withdrawal i couldnt even form sentences writing on my keyboard was difficult cuz my memory etc was so slow i felt retarded like thats shit you would expect from abusing grams of meth daily not from stupid adhd pills i lost all childhood memories and was living "in the moment" but in a bad way for 1.5 yr i couldnt remember whan happened yesterday to this day i cant fully recall what i was doing during the week before abusing this shit i could do it flawlesly i also remeber how mph made every stimulant fuckign useless back in the day i was offered meth to snort i snorted it like 25mg and only felt anxiety and paranoia and brainfog .now i started to take dexroamphetamine for my adhd cuz it jsut came to my country i learned from
my mistakes and now i am scared to take it tbh i take it liek once a week to make my shit done and its great when you have to do something that you dont want to but it doesent do nothign for focus i still cannot focus no matter what for example when a dude on the internet was explaining some math related shit i still was wandering into my mind unvolountarily and had to repeat the same setgment of the video also i when i am on them i sitll sometimes switch tabs on my pc to watch brainrot for example instead of studying i thought meds were suppsoed to fix that i mean i couldve fucked my brain up premanently and its just residual tolerance that stayed from ritalin abuse i am taking like 30mg of elvanse rn .like what am i supposed to so ritalin hasnt worked for my focus too i am scared thats its fucking over and i will never be able to focus

I have no sex drive on amphetamines prescription or not (d iso meth. Feels identical to addys at a 25-30mg dose.

I’m a horn dog on Ritalin or the osmo regulated concerta. Or some clean yay. Me and my lady use to sniff some yay And go all night.

30mg of meth. And I get good pure d isomer bags. It’s either a ephedrine/psuedophedrine. Or tatrtic acid washed P2P. Shit completely shuts down my sex drive. I don’t think could even get a hard on while on amphetamines. Pharmaceutical or street. It lets me focus how I’d imagine Someone without severe ADHD can. Stops the depression from the bipolar and surprisingly helps with my anxiety too. Think that’s partly induced by the racing thoughts and bad emotional regulation. Love fighting. The rush I get from confrontation interactions is better than any drug I’ve done.

You’re going through a receptor shut down from too much dopamine stimulation by using the Ritalin and or amphetamines. After a certain amount of dopamine your receptors shut down and your body is depleted of the dopamine and all the precursors it uses to produce dopamine. You can also develop seretonin syndrome from that too. That will kill ya. Serotonin is the one neurotransmitter you do not want to be high or low on. It’ll fuck everything up. If you use it for work or school or whatever. Take at least a day or two off the meds and it will help. If you can go 2 weeks to a month you might actually get high again. The tolerance to stims comes on fast and goes away kinda slow. It’s due to The neurotoxic side of stims. Especially methamphetamine or amphetamines. You said you’ve been off for 2.5 years and have had cognition issues that probably started up after cessation of the stims. Right?

Stims are all in your head getting off of them. They’re not like opioids where you want to
Die. Or like benzos and booze. Which are the only drugs you can die from th withdrawal’s.

I still don’t feel like I’m ok. I abused Mexican pharmaceuticals. Jada buddy getting the 100cpunt jars of pharmapram 2mg Xanax bars. I’d eat 7-10 of those and slam moonshine or whatever was over 50-60 proof. Didn’t help me with anything. Ruined my life, chased away the girl who made me actually feel something for once. We dated since 2012. Up until our child was born. I couldn’t get off the pills and liquor. Ended up gettin arrested for a felony DUI because I had weed, benzos, psych meds, and alcohol in my system and some other stuff that I shouldn’t have.

Thankfully the officer was nice enough to take me to detox/psych ward. The municipality I live in is very well funded and trained for mental health episodes.

That helped me a lot in court. Dropped 2 felony charges and 3 misdemeanor charges. Ended up getting stuck with a DUI for marijuana.

Had seizures on an anticonvulsant for over a week. Then they put me on. Klonopin or clonazepam. It’s not euphoric unless mix it with alcohol. Had 2 relapses the first year of being clean. Then the second year when my girl and I split up.

Don’t think I’ll ever get off the benzodiazepines unfortunately. I do try to not take the full amount of the klonopin unless I need to. It’s a balancing act for me. Withdrawals or stupidity in a pill. Gotta take at least 2mg every day or I’m going into withdrawal.
Got that PTSD from a dude breaking into my house. He was so high on meth and PCP he didn’t even know I shot him twice. Still
Charged me and manhandled the fuck out of me. I’m not a small dude but I’m not huge either. I’m 5’8 175lb of muscle. I’m a welder and slang steel beams all day. I’m no slouch. Took my pitbull who was Schutzhund trained. She only responded to
German commands. Setz, platz,faas, and foos. That’s sit, lay, attack, and let go. Even with 2 9mm in him. One being pelvic bowl shot. And the other being pretty much in his intestines. He was still
Whooping on me on the ground after the second shot which was the pelvic shot. You can’t stand at all after pelvic shot. That’s the most weight bearing bone in your body. He collapsed like a brick shit house and came at me like a fuckin zombie from. Black ops two

 

[xXTheGrimOneXx]

I have no sex drive on amphetamines prescription or not (d iso meth. Feels identical to addys at a 25-30mg dose.

I’m a horn dog on Ritalin or the osmo regulated concerta. Or some clean yay. Me and my lady use to sniff some yay And go all night.

30mg of meth. And I get good pure d isomer bags. It’s either a ephedrine/psuedophedrine. Or tatrtic acid washed P2P. Shit completely shuts down my sex drive. I don’t think could even get a hard on while on amphetamines. Pharmaceutical or street. It lets me focus how I’d imagine Someone without severe ADHD can. Stops the depression from the bipolar and surprisingly helps with my anxiety too. Think that’s partly induced by the racing thoughts and bad emotional regulation. Love fighting. The rush I get from confrontation interactions is better than any drug I’ve done.

You’re going through a receptor shut down from too much dopamine stimulation by using the Ritalin and or amphetamines. After a certain amount of dopamine your receptors shut down and your body is depleted of the dopamine and all the precursors it uses to produce dopamine. You can also develop seretonin syndrome from that too. That will kill ya. Serotonin is the one neurotransmitter you do not want to be high or low on. It’ll fuck everything up. If you use it for work or school or whatever. Take at least a day or two off the meds and it will help. If you can go 2 weeks to a month you might actually get high again. The tolerance to stims comes on fast and goes away kinda slow. It’s due to The neurotoxic side of stims. Especially methamphetamine or amphetamines. You said you’ve been off for 2.5 years and have had cognition issues that probably started up after cessation of the stims. Right?

Stims are all in your head getting off of them. They’re not like opioids where you want to
Die. Or like benzos and booze. Which are the only drugs you can die from th withdrawal’s.

I still don’t feel like I’m ok. I abused Mexican pharmaceuticals. Jada buddy getting the 100cpunt jars of pharmapram 2mg Xanax bars. I’d eat 7-10 of those and slam moonshine or whatever was over 50-60 proof. Didn’t help me with anything. Ruined my life, chased away the girl who made me actually feel something for once. We dated since 2012. Up until our child was born. I couldn’t get off the pills and liquor. Ended up gettin arrested for a felony DUI because I had weed, benzos, psych meds, and alcohol in my system and some other stuff that I shouldn’t have.

Thankfully the officer was nice enough to take me to detox/psych ward. The municipality I live in is very well funded and trained for mental health episodes.

That helped me a lot in court. Dropped 2 felony charges and 3 misdemeanor charges. Ended up getting stuck with a DUI for marijuana.

Had seizures on an anticonvulsant for over a week. Then they put me on. Klonopin or clonazepam. It’s not euphoric unless mix it with alcohol. Had 2 relapses the first year of being clean. Then the second year when my girl and I split up.

Don’t think I’ll ever get off the benzodiazepines unfortunately. I do try to not take the full amount of the klonopin unless I need to. It’s a balancing act for me. Withdrawals or stupidity in a pill. Gotta take at least 2mg every day or I’m going into withdrawal.
Got that PTSD from a dude breaking into my house. He was so high on meth and PCP he didn’t even know I shot him twice. Still
Charged me and manhandled the fuck out of me. I’m not a small dude but I’m not huge either. I’m 5’8 175lb of muscle. I’m a welder and slang steel beams all day. I’m no slouch. Took my pitbull who was Schutzhund trained. She only responded to
German commands. Setz, platz,faas, and foos. That’s sit, lay, attack, and let go. Even with 2 9mm in him. One being pelvic bowl shot. And the other being pretty much in his intestines. He was still
Whooping on me on the ground after the second shot which was the pelvic shot. You can’t stand at all after pelvic shot. That’s the most weight bearing bone in your body. He collapsed like a brick shit house and came at me like a fuckin zombie from. Black ops two

Also with the meth you did. Do you know what they synthesized it with? If it was ephedrine or pseudo that’s the good shit. Pure D Isomer. Not the birch/nazi P2P synthesis that produces a racemic mixture of Levo and dextro meth. The Levo is what spazzes out your sympathetic nervous system makes you’re heart race and makes ya tweak out. Especially if you’re on a run. Every time I get racemic bags of meth. I get hella nervous and paranoid.

Usually. The racemic isomer combination makes big shards that are clear. D isomer meth though be opaque whitish and hard as fuck to break. If your shards crumble it’s racemic and or cut with MSM and or N-iso. Those are very similar in density, melting points, and even the crystalline structures are very similar to Meths isomers so it’s hard Get those cuts out. Acetone won’t wash it out. Almost have to do a conversion back to freebase and gas it with HCL gas to get the salt that’s the crystal. Usually have to use water to dissolve that then acidify it with sulfuric acid or muriatic acid. Or base it with NaOH or lye.

 

[Keif' Richards]

Methylphenidate (Ritalin) has always been the less-desired relative to Amphetamine, at least in my travels. I always felt that Methylphenidate was like an Amphetamine with weaker central action (euphoria; desired effect) and greater peripheral action (tachycardia, tension). I always looked at stimulants as existing on a spectrum. On one end you have Caffeine and on the other end you have something like DextroMethamphetamine.

Caffeine -> Ephedrine -> Propylhexedrine -> Methylphenidate -> Cathinone -> Amphetamine -> Methamphetamine

I leave Cocaine out of this specifically as it is significantly different in action than the stimulants I´ve listed above. Even with these stimulants having differing mechanisms of action, I still feel Cocaine is different enough that it is difficult to include in this continuum.

Most people I have ever spoken to would absolutely prefer Amphetamine to Methylphenidate. However, because we all have this unique chemistry going on in our respective bodies, it is not out of the ordinary for there to be some people who prefer the reverse.

I personally do not like Methylphenidate at all. I felt like it had a rapid come up, a short peak and a pretty uncomfortable comedown for what I would get out of the drug. I´ve generally used stimulants in the name of productivity, even if that´ś not always what happened, so I really prefer the smoother feeling that I get from Amphetamine. Different strokes for different folks.