higherconciousness
Bluelighter
Well, perhaps my proclivity towards recklessness hasn’t quite been resolved. Last night I had yet another traumatic event. I’ve been using fxe recently and with the same substances. I believe what caused my psychotic break into the depths of eternal hell was the new addition of supplements/nootropics I included in my stack yesterday.
Initially I was just taking:
Morning: Semax, bromantane,
Evening: NAC
Night: agmatine sulfate, magnesium threonate and sometimes ha-966.
Been on that stack for a couple weeks and have been getting great results. I have a hefty dissociative tolerance, so it takes a lot of material to get where i want. I muscled 100 mg of fxe and immediately did another shot iv of 100 mg. I didn’t even really hole out or anything, but it still was a beautiful warm experience. When it starts to wear off I like to kill off any residual wonkiness so 100mg of ha-966 will do that within 20-30 min and leave me in Superman mode where im hypomanic and my memory recall, verbal fluency, and focus are exponentially amplified. I proceeded to write a 6 page essay for my environmental philosophy in one sitting and got a 96% on it. This is usually how I react from this combo.
In the morning a received a package that had berberine phytosome, shilajit, and tetra hydromagnolol. Without giving it much thought I took a relatively low dose of berberine and shilajit at around 7 pm. At 9 pm I ate a 5 mg thc/cbd/cbn edible and 20 mg of terrahydromagnolol. Mind you I had been using 4-mph sporadically throughout the day like I normally do albeit lower dosages.
At 12 pm I muscled a low dose of 50mg fxe as I was trying to see how the new supps would interact and noticed it seemed to be a lot more intense than normal. It left me more stimulated, more fucked up, disoriented, and lasted much longer. I couldn’t sleep so decided to stay up. I think I did another 25 mg at 3 am. I was messed up but still functioning and moving around. At 5:30 am I decided to IV 20mg and this is where my descent into utter madness unfolded.
I snapped. Apparently my girlfriend awoke to what she described as the most terrifying guttural screams she’s ever heard and she has worked in crisis stabilization units (psych wards) for a while. I thought I had died. Thank god I told my girl about the nitrazolam solution I had got the day before that happened to be on the table I was by. She managed to get 5 mg under my toungue and within 20 minutes I started to snap out of it. I never cry, but I was sobbing uncontrollably when the pieces started to fall back into place.
Oh the irony, given the previous posts above. Guess I’m still learning. How did I not see that coming? The main culprit involved, IMO, iwas the berberine phytosome. I underestimated its enzyme inhibiting properties especially in conjunction with all the other compounds I was taking. SMH.
Initially I was just taking:
Morning: Semax, bromantane,
Evening: NAC
Night: agmatine sulfate, magnesium threonate and sometimes ha-966.
Been on that stack for a couple weeks and have been getting great results. I have a hefty dissociative tolerance, so it takes a lot of material to get where i want. I muscled 100 mg of fxe and immediately did another shot iv of 100 mg. I didn’t even really hole out or anything, but it still was a beautiful warm experience. When it starts to wear off I like to kill off any residual wonkiness so 100mg of ha-966 will do that within 20-30 min and leave me in Superman mode where im hypomanic and my memory recall, verbal fluency, and focus are exponentially amplified. I proceeded to write a 6 page essay for my environmental philosophy in one sitting and got a 96% on it. This is usually how I react from this combo.
In the morning a received a package that had berberine phytosome, shilajit, and tetra hydromagnolol. Without giving it much thought I took a relatively low dose of berberine and shilajit at around 7 pm. At 9 pm I ate a 5 mg thc/cbd/cbn edible and 20 mg of terrahydromagnolol. Mind you I had been using 4-mph sporadically throughout the day like I normally do albeit lower dosages.
At 12 pm I muscled a low dose of 50mg fxe as I was trying to see how the new supps would interact and noticed it seemed to be a lot more intense than normal. It left me more stimulated, more fucked up, disoriented, and lasted much longer. I couldn’t sleep so decided to stay up. I think I did another 25 mg at 3 am. I was messed up but still functioning and moving around. At 5:30 am I decided to IV 20mg and this is where my descent into utter madness unfolded.
I snapped. Apparently my girlfriend awoke to what she described as the most terrifying guttural screams she’s ever heard and she has worked in crisis stabilization units (psych wards) for a while. I thought I had died. Thank god I told my girl about the nitrazolam solution I had got the day before that happened to be on the table I was by. She managed to get 5 mg under my toungue and within 20 minutes I started to snap out of it. I never cry, but I was sobbing uncontrollably when the pieces started to fall back into place.
Oh the irony, given the previous posts above. Guess I’m still learning. How did I not see that coming? The main culprit involved, IMO, iwas the berberine phytosome. I underestimated its enzyme inhibiting properties especially in conjunction with all the other compounds I was taking. SMH.
