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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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TonyTonyChopper said:
Guys looks like I’m homeless fought my family again cuz they are hiding the car keys from me . I’m sleeping outside I can’t live with abusers and zionists I’m not fucking allowing it . Never been homeless before and it will be -30 today .its okay I’ll figure it out .
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Sleep in your car? Oh wait lol they took your keys
 
paranoid android said:
I am going to remind you to be nice
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Look it’s not mean but not nice either. It’s a joke.

No they took his keys coz I his accident which is bullshit. Coz then it just triggers why he got involved in Invega in the first place.

There’s nothing worse than being treated crazy when you are stressed.

Like I doubt he will crash his car again. He’s learnt. Haven’t you mate?
 
maryjaneforever said:
Look it’s not mean but not nice either. It’s a joke.

No they took his keys coz I his accident which is bullshit. Coz then it just triggers why he got involved in Invega in the first place.

There’s nothing worse than being treated crazy when you are stressed.

Like I doubt he will crash his car again. He’s learnt. Haven’t you mate?
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So is it his car?
 
maryjaneforever said:
Tony go inside mate
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Nope . Im literlly fine , i fought with my family yesterday cuz they wanted to pause the internet on me and why? cuz when i went with. my sister to starbucks i warned her im boycotting star bucks and if she makes me drive her there i will make a scene. Guess what, i did make a scene and told the worker that she should work at tim hortons not starbucks which is not a morally right company. I also went to each and every customer and told them to buy tim hortons and not star bucks. Tim hortons is a canadian coffee company and star bucks is a zionist american company. Anyway my sister wanted the video deleted cuz her friend is the worker i intially talked to. I have the video btw I can post it on reddit lol . Anyway they abused me with teh internet and i took it out for everyone and anyway things got physical and now my whole family is blocked. Never speaking to these zionists ever again. My only form of communication with my family is my half sister and you wont believe what she asked me after we fought today. I took a taxi to the mall and she calls me asking what im eating and mid through conversation she asks " Do you wanna kill your mom" . I am not fucking joking. She proved my fucking point, they think im a crazy killer who cant be trusted with a car cuz ill run people over. Now you guys ask why i left the house and refuse to come back unless im given car keys? . Sorry. but they will have to make the choice soon and the mall closes in 3 hours after that im on my own.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Nope . Im literlly fine , i fought with my family yesterday cuz they wanted to pause the internet on me and why? cuz when i went with. my sister to starbucks i warned her im boycotting star bucks and if she makes me drive her there i will make a scene. Guess what, i did make a scene and told the worker that she should work at tim hortons not starbucks which is not a morally right company. I also went to each and every customer and told them to buy tim hortons and not star bucks. Tim hortons is a canadian coffee company and star bucks is a zionist american company. Anyway my sister wanted the video deleted cuz her friend is the worker i intially talked to. I have the video btw I can post it on reddit lol . Anyway they abused me with teh internet and i took it out for everyone and anyway things got physical and now my whole family is blocked. Never speaking to these zionists ever again. My only form of communication with my family is my half sister and you wont believe what she asked me after we fought today. I took a taxi to the mall and she calls me asking what im eating and mid through conversation she asks " Do you wanna kill your mom" . I am not fucking joking. She proved my fucking point, they think im a crazy killer who cant be trusted with a car cuz ill run people over. Now you guys ask why i left the house and refuse to come back unless im given car keys? . Sorry. but they will have to make the choice soon and the mall closes in 3 hours after that im on my own.
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Dude i am as pro Palestinian as you can get but are you listening to yourself? Read back the part about making a scene and ask yourself is this the actions of a person who has it altogether? Also why would they be worried abut you killing people with a car? Dif you give them any reason to be worried about this?

The main thing you will be worrying about tonight is where your going to sleep. Do you wat to sleep in your own nice comfy bed or do you wanna sleep in a homeless shelter? The park bench isnt a option youl be dead by morning. Are you at a mall now?
 
paranoid android said:
Dude i am as pro Palestinian as you can get but are you listening to yourself? Read back the part about making a scene and ask yourself is this the actions of a person who has it altogether? Also why would they be worried abut you killing people with a car? Dif you give them any reason to be worried about this?

The main thing you will be worrying about tonight is where your going to sleep. Do you wat to sleep in your own nice comfy bed or do you wanna sleep in a homeless shelter? The park bench isnt a option youl be dead by morning. Are you at a mall now?
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Trust me i dont sound sane but you cant talk me out of it . I wont go back in that rotten house full of zionists. I will freeze to death . I actually pray i die tonight so my family regrets it for the rest of their lives. All they fucking had to do was give me the car keys LOL fuck around n find out. I will have to find a way to survive this crazy weather but sorry my family will have to give me the car keys if they dont want me to freeze to death idgaf. Yes im in the mall it closes at 9 and it is 6:21
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Trust me i dont sound sane but you cant talk me out of it . I wont go back in that rotten house full of zionists. I will freeze to death . I actually pray i die tonight so my family regrets it for the rest of their lives. All they fucking had to do was give me the car keys LOL fuck around n find out. I will have to find a way to survive this crazy weather but sorry my family will have to give me the car keys if they dont want me to freeze to death idgaf. Yes im in the mall it closes at 9 and it is 6:21
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Why do you want to die? To prove so me shitty point? You know whats going to happen when you die? They will simply look for cause of death and oh its right there frozen to death just another dead homeless person nothing to see here. Your obituary will say something about how your a nice guy and all and thats it then wveryone goes back to normal. Noone gives a shit when your dead.

Go back to your familys house trust me you do not want to try surviving outside in -30 you will not survive. It never gets that cold where i live but i have been in ottawa and toronto in winter and fuck that shit.

And so what if your family are zionists sleeping under their roof is still better then dyig on a park bench. Also you have the option to go back trust me all those people at those homeless shelters would take that option
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Nope . Im literlly fine , i fought with my family yesterday cuz they wanted to pause the internet on me and why? cuz when i went with. my sister to starbucks i warned her im boycotting star bucks and if she makes me drive her there i will make a scene. Guess what, i did make a scene and told the worker that she should work at tim hortons not starbucks which is not a morally right company. I also went to each and every customer and told them to buy tim hortons and not star bucks. Tim hortons is a canadian coffee company and star bucks is a zionist american company. Anyway my sister wanted the video deleted cuz her friend is the worker i intially talked to. I have the video btw I can post it on reddit lol . Anyway they abused me with teh internet and i took it out for everyone and anyway things got physical and now my whole family is blocked. Never speaking to these zionists ever again. My only form of communication with my family is my half sister and you wont believe what she asked me after we fought today. I took a taxi to the mall and she calls me asking what im eating and mid through conversation she asks " Do you wanna kill your mom" . I am not fucking joking. She proved my fucking point, they think im a crazy killer who cant be trusted with a car cuz ill run people over. Now you guys ask why i left the house and refuse to come back unless im given car keys? . Sorry. but they will have to make the choice soon and the mall closes in 3 hours after that im on my own.
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This doesn’t sound good.
I mean something I’ve learnt is that you can do whatever you want at home but the moment you start doing it in public…..
I’ll watch the video. Show me.
Also don’t get physical. That’s going to get you in trouble.
Don’t get shot up again
 
maryjaneforever said:
This doesn’t sound good.
I mean something I’ve learnt is that you can do whatever you want at home but the moment you start doing it in public…..
I’ll watch the video. Show me.
Also don’t get physical. That’s going to get you in trouble.
Don’t get shot up again
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He has a little more to worry about then just getting shot up. Freezing to death on a park bench is much worse then getting a invega injection. You can heal from invega its kind of hard to heal from death
 
be careful tony. they will probably call the police and claim you're missing or something like that. don't give them a reason to give you more shots. i know it's very difficult to co-exist with people on the other side of your views but prioritize your comfortability. focus on healing and then slowly make a plan moving ahead.
 
sometimes it feels like i have to play nice and kiss ass while i'm recovering for this, because i've been hospitalized just for disagreeing and calling out invega. if i'm not rotting in bed and dare speak, i get silenced.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Disagree. I’d rather freeze to death than get shot with Invega.
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I couldnt disagree more. I got over invega and abilify i dont think i could get over being dead.
destroylonely said:
be careful tony. they will probably call the police and claim you're missing or something like that. don't give them a reason to give you more shots. i know it's very difficult to co-exist with people on the other side of your views but prioritize your comfortability. focus on healing and then slowly make a plan moving ahead.
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If he gets locked up in a psych ward that would still be better then freezing to death or going to a homeless shelter. When i was in the psych ward there where lots of homeless people in there and unlike me they actually seemed to like it. Probably because i had a house to go to and had weed and beer at home waiting for me. These people had nothing
 
paranoid android said:
I couldnt disagree more. I got over invega and abilify i dont think i could get over being dead.


If he gets locked up in a psych ward that would still be better then freezing to death or going to a homeless shelter. When i was in the psych ward there where lots of homeless people in there and unlike me they actually seemed to like it. Probably because i had a house to go to and had weed and beer at home waiting for me. These people had nothing
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That’s nice. That’s your opinion. And mine is I’d rather be dead than suffer.

So count yourself lucky you had a home to go to. I doubt you’d know what it’s like to be homeless.
 
maryjaneforever said:
That’s nice. That’s your opinion. And mine is I’d rather be dead than suffer.

So count yourself lucky you had a home to go to. I doubt you’d know what it’s like to be homeless.
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Nope ive never been homeless so i personally dont know what its like. But i was just actually talking to my friend in eastern Canada who is homeless and personally he would take the house full of zionists or the psych ward over walking around in the cold since 1am which is what he did last night after he was banned from the shelter for a night.
 
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