Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[IOSIP]

If i was given the choice between given nothing for psychosis and taking invega i would take the invega. However thankfully zyprexa exists so i dont need to take that shit.



Do not take parnate without a doctor monitoring you. There are so many drug interactions and food interactions with MAOI's and parnate is among the worst for it. Parnate is pretty stimulating so that could explain the lost sleep. Well that and getting it from a dodgy supplier instead of a doctor. If Parnate actually helped a safer MAOI like selegiline may be worth checking out.

How long did it take you to recover from ivega ?

 

[paranoid android]

How long did it take you to recover from ivega ?

Altogether about a year or a little bit more. However my recovery was slowed by latuda which is a fucking awful medication that is just as bad or even worse then invega. It is straight up poison. It gave me the worst akathisia it was fucking torture. It also gave my mom akathisia when she was prescribed it Thankfully the akathisia went away once i stopped the med and i had already self treated it with clonazepam and morphine

 

[IOSIP]

Altogether about a year or a little bit more. However my recovery was slowed by latuda which is a fucking awful medication that is just as bad or even worse then invega. It is straight up poison. It gave me the worst akathisia it was fucking torture. It also gave my mom akathisia when she was prescribed it Thankfully the akathisia went away once i stopped the med and i had already self treated it with clonazepam and morphine

Thanks for the info. Sigh. I'm only at month 3 or so. I think i have alot more time to go for things to improve drastically for me.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Do not take parnate without a doctor monitoring you. There are so many drug interactions and food interactions with MAOI's and parnate is among the worst for it. Parnate is pretty stimulating so that could explain the lost sleep. Well that and getting it from a dodgy supplier instead of a doctor. If Parnate actually helped a safer MAOI like selegiline may be worth checking out.

Bro I tried and tried to get Parnate through the proper channels . I literlly went to so many retard shrinks for parnate and they all refused for stupid reasons. They are treating me like a drug addict seeking meth but I just want an antidepressant to improve my quality of life and I want to give this disgusting made up medicine one more try with adhd meds or an MAOI. Next shrink I see I will be very fkn serious and upfront to give me what I want not what they want but I wont be stupid enough to order it illegally anymore. The last think I want is to mess with my sleep.

Scares me that your anhedonia has lasted ao long. But makes alot of sense. Im horrified at the thought of how many doses of this shit that you had. Like truly I feel sorry for you.

Well I was on inega for a majority of the last 20 months . I only quit invega 1 year ago and my anhedonia is still here. Since I had so many shots it will take a while or it could be permanent I have no idea. Wanna know why I am so angry at psychiatry. Other than feeling pain for those who died from invega damage. When I was at the hospital, I was brought in kinda psychotic from weed and instead of locking me in a room and letting me calm down , what did they do? the security guards 3 of them and a nurse literlly beat the living fuck out of me , punching me, kicking me, even putting their knee on my chest like what that cop did to George Flord. They literlly almost killed me and they ended it with a Haldol 10 MG injection. My family wasnt at the hospital because they called the police on me but Imagine they got the call that I was dead at the hospital. I will never forgive that hospital for what they did to me. Another reason, that disgusting nigerian retard shrink said I would only have to take invega for 6 months well guess what? , 6 months pass and what I said I want to come off invega, he laughed at my face and said " You really thought I would let you off invega this early? no no no you will take it for atleast 2 years" . I was so angry , fcking livid and thats when I lost my trust in psychiatry and why I seriously believe it is the most corrupt evil field of science ever created. More evil that nazism , more evil than satanism, more evil than zionism. A disgusting field that will die one day mark my words.

 

[IOSIP]

Bro I tried and tried to get Parnate through the proper channels . I literlly went to so many retard shrinks for parnate and they all refused for stupid reasons. They are treating me like a drug addict seeking meth but I just want an antidepressant to improve my quality of life and I want to give this disgusting made up medicine one more try with adhd meds or an MAOI. Next shrink I see I will be very fkn serious and upfront to give me what I want not what they want but I wont be stupid enough to order it illegally anymore. The last think I want is to mess with my sleep.


Well I was on inega for a majority of the last 20 months . I only quit invega 1 year ago and my anhedonia is still here. Since I had so many shots it will take a while or it could be permanent I have no idea. Wanna know why I am so angry at psychiatry. Other than feeling pain for those who died from invega damage. When I was at the hospital, I was brought in kinda psychotic from weed and instead of locking me in a room and letting me calm down , what did they do? the security guards 3 of them and a nurse literlly beat the living fuck out of me , punching me, kicking me, even putting their knee on my chest like what that cop did to George Flord. They literlly almost killed me and they ended it with a Haldol 10 MG injection. My family wasnt at the hospital because they called the police on me but Imagine they got the call that I was dead at the hospital. I will never forgive that hospital for what they did to me. Another reason, that disgusting nigerian retard shrink said I would only have to take invega for 6 months well guess what? , 6 months pass and what I said I want to come off invega, he laughed at my face and said " You really thought I would let you off invega this early? no no no you will take it for atleast 2 years" . I was so angry , fcking livid and thats when I lost my trust in psychiatry and why I seriously believe it is the most corrupt evil field of science ever created. More evil that nazism , more evil than satanism, more evil than zionism. A disgusting field that will die one day mark my words.

That sounds fucked up Tony sorry to hear it.

 

[IOSIP]

Altogether about a year or a little bit more. However my recovery was slowed by latuda which is a fucking awful medication that is just as bad or even worse then invega. It is straight up poison. It gave me the worst akathisia it was fucking torture. It also gave my mom akathisia when she was prescribed it Thankfully the akathisia went away once i stopped the med and i had already self treated it with clonazepam and morphine

Akathisia and movement disorders are the fucking devil. Pray it never have to experience that shit again. When I got stoned the other day I freaked out and had crazy Akathisia again because of it. That eh h I wont even smoke weed now.

 

[paranoid android]

Bro I tried and tried to get Parnate through the proper channels . I literlly went to so many retard shrinks for parnate and they all refused for stupid reasons. They are treating me like a drug addict seeking meth but I just want an antidepressant to improve my quality of life and I want to give this disgusting made up medicine one more try with adhd meds or an MAOI. Next shrink I see I will be very fkn serious and upfront to give me what I want not what they want but I wont be stupid enough to order it illegally anymore. The last think I want is to mess with my sleep.


Well I was on inega for a majority of the last 20 months . I only quit invega 1 year ago and my anhedonia is still here. Since I had so many shots it will take a while or it could be permanent I have no idea. Wanna know why I am so angry at psychiatry. Other than feeling pain for those who died from invega damage. When I was at the hospital, I was brought in kinda psychotic from weed and instead of locking me in a room and letting me calm down , what did they do? the security guards 3 of them and a nurse literlly beat the living fuck out of me , punching me, kicking me, even putting their knee on my chest like what that cop did to George Flord. They literlly almost killed me and they ended it with a Haldol 10 MG injection. My family wasnt at the hospital because they called the police on me but Imagine they got the call that I was dead at the hospital. I will never forgive that hospital for what they did to me. Another reason, that disgusting nigerian retard shrink said I would only have to take invega for 6 months well guess what? , 6 months pass and what I said I want to come off invega, he laughed at my face and said " You really thought I would let you off invega this early? no no no you will take it for atleast 2 years" . I was so angry , fcking livid and thats when I lost my trust in psychiatry and why I seriously believe it is the most corrupt evil field of science ever created. More evil that nazism , more evil than satanism, more evil than zionism. A disgusting field that will die one day mark my words.

Im surprised that most shrinks these days would even know what parnate is never mind prescribe it to you. However a safer maoi like selgeline would be easier to get from a young shrink imo. Maybe a old one would prescribe parnate.. The emsam patch which is selgeline is new so they would have heard of it. It's the same reason why shrinks prefer xanax or clonazepam to plain old valium simply because the age of a medication.



That is so fucked what happened to you im so sorry I got in my share of fights in the psych ward but the worst they ever did to me was throw me in solitary which mind you is bad enough. I was thrown in solitary 5 or 6 times so thats 5 or 6 days spent in solitary. I also got pinned down by 4 security guards and injected with what im guessing was lorazepam which didnt work on my benzo tolerant ass.

 

[IOSIP]

Im surprised that most shrinks these days would even know what parnate is never mind prescribe it to you. However a safer maoi like selgeline would be easier to get from a young shrink imo. Maybe a old one would prescribe parnate.. The emsam patch which is selgeline is new so they would have heard of it. It's the same reason why shrinks prefer xanax or clonazepam to plain old valium simply because the age of a medication.



That is so fucked what happened to you im so sorry I got in my share of fights in the psych ward but the worst they ever did to me was throw me in solitary which mind you is bad enough. I was thrown in solitary 5 or 6 times so thats 5 or 6 days spent in solitary. I also got pinned down by 4 security guards and injected with what im guessing was lorazepam which didnt work on my benzo tolerant ass.

Lol from hostile psych ward patient to moderator with loads of patience for bullshit.

 

[paranoid android]

Akathisia and movement disorders are the fucking devil. Pray it never have to experience that shit again. When I got stoned the other day I freaked out and had crazy Akathisia again because of it. That eh h I wont even smoke weed now.

Thats weird because weed helped my akathisia. When i was in the psych ward there was a poor guy in there with pseudo Parkinson's. He was constantly shaking like a leaf and trembling. It was so sad cause he was one of the nicest guys in there he always bought me pizza. I offered to bring him cigs and weed in return for the pizza but he didnt smoke cigs or weed.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Im surprised that most shrinks these days would even know what parnate is never mind prescribe it to you. However a safer maoi like selgeline would be easier to get from a young shrink imo. Maybe a old one would prescribe parnate.. The emsam patch which is selgeline is new so they would have heard of it. It's the same reason why shrinks prefer xanax or clonazepam to plain old valium simply because the age of a medication.



That is so fucked what happened to you im so sorry I got in my share of fights in the psych ward but the worst they ever did to me was throw me in solitary which mind you is bad enough. I was thrown in solitary 5 or 6 times so thats 5 or 6 days spent in solitary. I also got pinned down by 4 security guards and injected with what im guessing was lorazepam which didnt work on my benzo tolerant ass.

Nope I want parnate or Nardil. Thats all I want its time I get what I want from these worthless shrinks its ok after my trip from Africa I will see as many shrinks to get a stimulant and or an MAOI.

Psychiatry will pay for what they did to us. Dw your brain will reblance itself once anti psychotics are banned it will happen bro trust me.

 

[paranoid android]

Lol from hostile psych ward patient to moderator with loads of patience for bullshit.

If anything being in the psych ward really helped me to become more tolerant of other people. When your locked up with that many different people your bound to run into people that you just dont get along with. I generally got along with most people except for 1 guy in particular who was a low life who stole some cigs off me. Why he stole them instead of just asking me for a smoke i dont know. When he stole my cigs i was just after coming out of psychosis so i had the sense not to bash him and get thrown in solitary. Fuck solitary out of everything i experienced in the psych ward that was the worst. I feel really bad for people in prison who can be held indefinitely in solitary. Id take a beating any day over that shit

 

[paranoid android]

Nope I want parnate or Nardil. Thats all I want its time I get what I want from these worthless shrinks its ok after my trip from Africa I will see as many shrinks to get a stimulant and or an MAOI.

Psychiatry will pay for what they did to us. Dw your brain will reblance itself once anti psychotics are banned it will happen bro trust me.

My brain is already rebalanced the zyprexa and other meds i take help alot. The main problem i had was PTSD from the psych ward and shrooms and also s ketamine seemed to help that alot.

Antipsychotics actually do work for some people so i dont want to see them banned.

 

[IOSIP]

Thats weird because weed helped my akathisia. When i was in the psych ward there was a poor guy in there with pseudo Parkinson's. He was constantly shaking like a leaf and trembling. It was so sad cause he was one of the nicest guys in there he always bought me pizza. I offered to bring him cigs and weed in return for the pizza but he didnt smoke cigs or weed.

This is the shit that will make you kill yourself.

 

[IOSIP]

If anything being in the psych ward really helped me to become more tolerant of other people. When your locked up with that many different people your bound to run into people that you just dont get along with. I generally got along with most people except for 1 guy in particular who was a low life who stole some cigs off me. Why he stole them instead of just asking me for a smoke i dont know. When he stole my cigs i was just after coming out of psychosis so i had the sense not to bash him and get thrown in solitary. Fuck solitary out of everything i experienced in the psych ward that was the worst. I feel really bad for people in prison who can be held indefinitely in solitary. Id take a beating any day over that shit

I really never thought I'd find myself involuntarily on a psych ward. I just didn't think it would happen to me. How fucking wrong i was. Traumatised by the experience. Still haunts me, because of the ongoing side effects of invega. Just greatful the akathisia did in fact stop after 2 months.

 

[IOSIP]

I think it's fucking cooked they say the injections for invega are monthly meanwhile the shit stays in your system and ungodly amount of time. What sort of fucked up logic is it to inject someone monthly with this absolute poison.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

RFK JR IS OUR VOICE. HE CAN BRING THE DANGERS OF INVEGA AND ANTIPSYCHOTICS TO CONGRESS. DOES HE HAVE AN EMAIL OH MY GOD , HE IS THE CLOSEST THING WE HAVE TO GETTING THESE DRUGS BANNED.

 

[paranoid android]

I really never thought I'd find myself involuntarily on a psych ward. I just didn't think it would happen to me. How fucking wrong i was. Traumatised by the experience. Still haunts me, because of the ongoing side effects of invega. Just greatful the akathisia did in fact stop after 2 months.

While invega certainly sucked it was solitary that fucked with my head. I never though id ever be locked up in one of those places either but shit happens i guess. Seeing people getting ECT (which imo is fucking barbaric and why the aliens wont visit us) and not even remember what your name is despite knowing them for months is also fucked. So is seeing all the poor people obviously pulled off their meds and either crying in the hallways or ranting and raving and screaming depending on what they had

 

[paranoid android]

RFK JR IS OUR VOICE. HE CAN BRING THE DANGERS OF INVEGA AND ANTIPSYCHOTICS TO CONGRESS. DOES HE HAVE AN EMAIL OH MY GOD , HE IS THE CLOSEST THING WE HAVE TO GETTING THESE DRUGS BANNED.

This very obviously belongs in current events and politics. Please take any discussion like that to that forum

 

[IOSIP]

While invega certainly sucked it was solitary that fucked with my head. I never though id ever be locked up in one of those places either but shit happens i guess. Seeing people getting ECT (which imo is fucking barbaric and why the aliens wont visit us) and not even remember what your name is despite knowing them for months is also fucked. So is seeing all the poor people obviously pulled off their meds and either crying in the hallways or ranting and raving and screaming depending on what they had

I was clearly fucked up because I didn't even feel bad that I was off my meds

It wasn't until after hospital alone and the invega kicked in that I went back on them.

It's a fucked world that they can give you all these drugs and then suddenly take them away from you.

 

[InvegaAnon]

I apologize to everyone for wanting to hurt myself. The reason why I said I wanted to suicide was because I wanted to prove a point on how bad I felt deeply within. I was seriously thinking about suiciding but I knew I wanted to live. I decided to fight back and not let one injection destroy my life. Like I said I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. I hope you all can forgive me.

I'm glad you're still alive, even if you did something shitty. It's a tragedy whenever someone (who isn't profoundly immoral) commits suicide. You are a universe, every human life is meaningful. There are people who do care and people who will care about you. You don't have to pretend to die to experience that.