Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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@foodcrisis
Thank you for noticing, man.
Thank you for sticking up for me.
I always felt some type of way when people said something about me backing out of suicide. Like, did people want me to hurt to hurt myself? The pain i was feeling was unbearable. I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. Coming off invega is one of the hardest trials in life ever. I was very suicidal in the beginning due to how much pain I was feeling and the emotional blunting I still deal with. I was wrong for thibking about suiciding. What motivated me to stay alive was reading real reviews about coming off Invega Sustenna. Also Russel B youtube channel who also got off antipsychotics. Also @apollo25 and @t_xeplionhell profile. I'm about 10 months off from one forced antipsychotic Injection 259mg. I'm still nowhere near normal but I have improved gradually. Excercising, eat healthy, and taking vitamins is my new daily routine to help myself return back to normal.
 
@foodcrisis
Thank you for noticing, man.
Thank you for sticking up for me.
I always felt some type of way when people said something about me backing out of suicide. Like, did people want me to hurt to hurt myself? The pain i was feeling was unbearable. I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. Coming off invega is one of the hardest trials in life ever. I was very suicidal in the beginning due to how much pain I was feeling and the emotional blunting I still deal with. I was wrong for thibking about suiciding. What motivated me to stay alive was reading real reviews about coming off Invega Sustenna. Also Russel B youtube channel who also got off antipsychotics. Also @apollo25 and @t_xeplionhell profile. I'm about 10 months off from one forced antipsychotic Injection 259mg. I'm still nowhere near normal but I have improved gradually. Excercising, eat healthy, and taking vitamins is my new daily routine to help myself return back to normal.
This is still deflecting and not addressing the issue of letting everyone know that you killed yourself.
 
@foodcrisis
Thank you for noticing, man.
Thank you for sticking up for me.
I always felt some type of way when people said something about me backing out of suicide. Like, did people want me to hurt to hurt myself? The pain i was feeling was unbearable. I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. Coming off invega is one of the hardest trials in life ever. I was very suicidal in the beginning due to how much pain I was feeling and the emotional blunting I still deal with. I was wrong for thibking about suiciding. What motivated me to stay alive was reading real reviews about coming off Invega Sustenna. Also Russel B youtube channel who also got off antipsychotics. Also @apollo25 and @t_xeplionhell profile. I'm about 10 months off from one forced antipsychotic Injection 259mg. I'm still nowhere near normal but I have improved gradually. Excercising, eat healthy, and taking vitamins is my new daily routine to help myself return back to normal.
It wasn't backing out of suicide though. You pretended to be your little brother and told everyone you died. We are glad you didn't kill yourself. It's just a wierd thing to do.
 
I apologize to everyone for wanting to hurt myself. The reason why I said I wanted to suicide was because I wanted to prove a point on how bad I felt deeply within. I was seriously thinking about suiciding but I knew I wanted to live. I decided to fight back and not let one injection destroy my life. Like I said I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. I hope you all can forgive me.
 
I apologize to everyone for wanting to hurt myself. The reason why I said I wanted to suicide was because I wanted to prove a point on how bad I felt deeply within. I was seriously thinking about suiciding but I knew I wanted to live. I decided to fight back and not let one injection destroy my life. Like I said I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. I hope you all can forgive me.
It’s not that you wanted to suicide. You said you DID.

I think we all want to after Invega it’s what it does to you.
 
Hey guys youwill recover here these messages i send while ago were just harmless expression of rage i had inside due to how dehumanised i was by my family and the system yet yall attacked me the same way psychiatrist do therefore i dont want be part of this community no more but because im a God believer i want to give yall hope cause i recovered brain wise from injections. Only look up the recovery stories. Wish you all the best. And yes David Hawkins is the biggest mystic of our lifetime. Peace yall 💜✝️
I will make you Muslim brother , leave that nonsense Hawkins stuff. Quit drugs and alcohol brother. Alcohol, Shrooms and Marijuana is toxic to the brain and just not good. In the Quran God says there is more harm than benefits in intoxicants so he forbade us from all intoxicants meaning alcohol , weed shrooms. Just come back bro we will have dialogue. You first need to acknolwedge that psychiatry is worse than nazism and that psychiatry should not exist in 2025. Acknowledge that all anti psychotics and antidepressants are harmful and finally acknowledge that Islam is the truth. I will forgive you when you do that , take care brother.
 
I will make you Muslim brother , leave that nonsense Hawkins stuff. Quit drugs and alcohol brother. Alcohol, Shrooms and Marijuana is toxic to the brain and just not good. In the Quran God says there is more harm than benefits in intoxicants so he forbade us from all intoxicants meaning alcohol , weed shrooms. Just come back bro we will have dialogue. You first need to acknolwedge that psychiatry is worse than nazism and that psychiatry should not exist in 2025. Acknowledge that all anti psychotics and antidepressants are harmful and finally acknowledge that Islam is the truth. I will forgive you when you do that , take care brother.

Philosophy and spirituality is the forum for this discussion not the dark side please take it there
 
I apologize to everyone for wanting to hurt myself. The reason why I said I wanted to suicide was because I wanted to prove a point on how bad I felt deeply within. I was seriously thinking about suiciding but I knew I wanted to live. I decided to fight back and not let one injection destroy my life. Like I said I will not have wished it upon my worst enemy. I hope you all can forgive me.
I forgive you and I love you for the sake of God brother. It happens we al make mistakes. Believe me I made bigger mistakes than you than you could ever imagine but thank God they all went away. We will heal brother, never kill youself and we will fight psychiatry together and do everything in our power to make sure it does not exist anymore. We can't let psychiatry kill more people than it already has. It has killed Bojana , Merek, nohope and so much more. Many accounts from version 1 till now stop responding because sadly psychiatry has assasinated them. The US government and Canada is complicit with psychiatry and so is every other country on this planet. I kept saying fuck trudeau in the hospital so what did they do? they injected me with haldol and forced me on invega for 10 months. Look at this article about a 17 year old forced on antipsychotics for criticizing the chinese government https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cr46npx1e73o . Bro every government is fully supporting psychiatrist and its really bad here in Canada which is why i must leave in the next 10 years. Psychiatry will end believe me when I tell you. that RFJ jr guy is already talking about anti depressants and how it should be banned soon it will be anti psychotics and all countries will follow suit so stay strong and we will be heard.
 
I forgive you and I love you for the sake of God brother. It happens we al make mistakes. Believe me I made bigger mistakes than you than you could ever imagine but thank God they all went away. We will heal brother, never kill youself and we will fight psychiatry together and do everything in our power to make sure it does not exist anymore. We can't let psychiatry kill more people than it already has. It has killed Bojana , Merek, nohope and so much more. Many accounts from version 1 till now stop responding because sadly psychiatry has assasinated them. The US government and Canada is complicit with psychiatry and so is every other country on this planet. I kept saying fuck trudeau in the hospital so what did they do? they injected me with haldol and forced me on invega for 10 months. Look at this article about a 17 year old forced on antipsychotics for criticizing the chinese government https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cr46npx1e73o . Bro every government is fully supporting psychiatrist and its really bad here in Canada which is why i must leave in the next 10 years. Psychiatry will end believe me when I tell you. that RFJ jr guy is already talking about anti depressants and how it should be banned soon it will be anti psychotics and all countries will follow suit so stay strong and we will be heard.
I needed an antipsychotic medication im pretty sure when I was in hospital but what I didn't need was fucking Invega.

Psychosis for me was very much a real experience I was off my fucking face doing crazy shit. They should ban the injections.

That story from China is wild though how fucked up.
 
I needed an antipsychotic medication im pretty sure when I was in hospital but what I didn't need was fucking Invega.

Psychosis for me was very much a real experience I was off my fucking face doing crazy shit. They should ban the injections.

That story from China is wild though how fucked up.

I absolutely 100% needed antipsychotics as well. I had psychosis and also cotards syndrome. Istead of giving me antipsychotics however i was denied any medication at all for 3 months despite being fully psychotic and thinking i was dead because of cotards. That is 3 months i have little to no memory of.

I was actually grateful when i got a new shrink and tried invega as atleast it was better then psychosis and cotards. I dont think invega though and absolutly not the injections should be anywhere near first line therapy though. I wish they had just given me 20mg's of zyprexa the first night in there instead of fucking leaving my unmedicated for 3 goddamn months.

I dont know how some shrinks have a fucking license because some of them are so lazy and useless. The inpatient ones are by far he worst as you dont have a choice in who you see there
 
I will make you Muslim brother , leave that nonsense Hawkins stuff. Quit drugs and alcohol brother. Alcohol, Shrooms and Marijuana is toxic to the brain and just not good. In the Quran God says there is more harm than benefits in intoxicants so he forbade us from all intoxicants meaning alcohol , weed shrooms. Just come back bro we will have dialogue. You first need to acknolwedge that psychiatry is worse than nazism and that psychiatry should not exist in 2025. Acknowledge that all anti psychotics and antidepressants are harmful and finally acknowledge that Islam is the truth. I will forgive you when you do that , take care brother.
Intoxicants. I mean God gave weed mushrooms from the earth. Humans gave antipsychotics. To block us from the Devine.
 
I needed an antipsychotic medication im pretty sure when I was in hospital but what I didn't need was fucking Invega.

Psychosis for me was very much a real experience I was off my fucking face doing crazy shit. They should ban the injections.

That story from China is wild though how fucked up.
Psychiatry is the most evil creation ever made more evil than Nazis more evil than anything you can imagine. They work hand in hand with authoritarian governments like our government ( Trudeaus liberals) so that if any patient talks negatively about the government , they are to be arrested , taken to hospital and injected with the worst antipsychotic ( invega). Because most people who are given invega kill themselves, this is a good riddance and good for the authoritiarian regime. Bro open your fkn eyes. No body is listening to me when I tell them that psychiatry is the most evil thing created and to get rid of psychiatry we must first ban psych meds like anti depressants and antipsychotics then we must get rid of psychiatrists. I wouldnt have been so antipsychiatry if i was given a less dangerous antipsychotic but this evil psychatrist from the hospital wanted me to kill myself eventually so he started me off on haldol than invega. He should fckn die. Psychiatry should fckn die.
 
Psychiatry is the most evil creation ever made more evil than Nazis more evil than anything you can imagine. They work hand in hand with authoritarian governments like our government ( Trudeaus liberals) so that if any patient talks negatively about the government , they are to be arrested , taken to hospital and injected with the worst antipsychotic ( invega). Because most people who are given invega kill themselves, this is a good riddance and good for the authoritiarian regime. Bro open your fkn eyes. No body is listening to me when I tell them that psychiatry is the most evil thing created and to get rid of psychiatry we must first ban psych meds like anti depressants and antipsychotics then we must get rid of psychiatrists. I wouldnt have been so antipsychiatry if i was given a less dangerous antipsychotic but this evil psychatrist from the hospital wanted me to kill myself eventually so he started me off on haldol than invega. He should fckn die. Psychiatry should fckn die.
Yeah bro I feel your pain. I've had doctors fuck me up with pills since I was 20 and now I've had psychosis no one wants to five me pills anymore.
 
Psychiatry is the most evil creation ever made more evil than Nazis more evil than anything you can imagine. They work hand in hand with authoritarian governments like our government ( Trudeaus liberals) so that if any patient talks negatively about the government , they are to be arrested , taken to hospital and injected with the worst antipsychotic ( invega). Because most people who are given invega kill themselves, this is a good riddance and good for the authoritiarian regime. Bro open your fkn eyes. No body is listening to me when I tell them that psychiatry is the most evil thing created and to get rid of psychiatry we must first ban psych meds like anti depressants and antipsychotics then we must get rid of psychiatrists. I wouldnt have been so antipsychiatry if i was given a less dangerous antipsychotic but this evil psychatrist from the hospital wanted me to kill myself eventually so he started me off on haldol than invega. He should fckn die. Psychiatry should fckn die.

Where are you getting that most people on invega kill themselves?
 
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