i've tried all different meds.. some of them get rid of the voices.. i actually usually enjoy the voices..... i'm on a low dose of haldol injection now cause my parents want me to be. i'm not sure if i'm gonna continue to take it.. the doctors say it's not even working cause i still hear voices. it's not really helping my anxiety and that i am hearing voices, i don't know if i'm gonna keep taking it... i'm pretty rare as a schizophrenic to like a lot of my voices... most of the reasons why i was forced to be medicated was because i thought i was getting gang stalked thinking some of my voices were real. that went on for a couple years. i'm pretty much over that. i actually had to be off meds to stop believing i was being gang stalked. i thought they were watching me through an x ray camera on my house and just stopped harrassing me because i was taking meds. idk... i was actually taking lsd when i realized the voices were fake and it was all in my head.. that's part of the reason why i don't think anti-psychotics really help everyone.. i still felt like i was being stalked on the meds causing me to be very anti-society. that didn't clear it up at all.
i'm currently on meds cause i couldn't stop ordering lsd from the dark web and i told the doctors about how i was shitting blood from taking lsd or i thought i was anyways. i was really shitting blood and it says on the overdose section of the lsd reddit that with overdoses sometimes people get gastrointestinal bleeding, so even though i didn't really need it and could've just used rehab, i think they medicated me cause i have a history of schizophrenia and was using lsd... one of the reasons why i'm not really pro psychiatry. i feel like my story proves that i'm not pro psychiatry. i said how it messed with me and if they kept me on the meds, i'd probably still thiink i was being gang stalked and people were out to get me
i never wrote about it on blue lught, but how i told the doctors i was having health problems with the lsd was writing a pretty nonsensical letter to the fbi. they talked to my parents and had them bring me to the psychward. maybe if i was just clear about my health problems and that i wanted them to take my packages, they would've done that, but the letter was kind of all over the place, so might've been why they drugged me too.
