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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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maryjaneforever said:
Yeah I feel like a psychopath no emotions.
I feel a little autistic since then too like everything is matter of fact and black and white. Like why does everyone get their emotions involved in like everything they do.

And like I’ve said before I see how much people talk about nothing everyday. Like why so many words. I just sit back and watch everyone now.
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Did you experience psychosis? Im also through the worst of it and sometimes I find myself comparing my emotional bluntness to how intensely I felt emotion when I was psychotic, as if that were the level I'm trying to get back to. But I have glimpses of emotions so I think it's a matter of time until it comes back to baseline.
 
IOSIP said:
The thing that haunts me is the uncertainty of when I will improve. Fuck I've gone from extremely fit and killing it at work. To unemployed overweight with no passion for loge at all. Like I'm shattered as to what ive become. I know i could go to the gym. But I just have zero drive in life right now. I feel completely stuck. Still stuck in ruminating and negative thoughts about how badly I fucked my life up.
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That's how it goes with this shit man. It's awful. It will test your patience to it's limit, but you can and will get through it. The only way is through.
 
So on the topic of not being able to feel substances/alcohol after invega/abilify I've found some interesting information. On reddit an user said he got a dna test from 23andme and saw that he has the MTFHR gene mutation, he thinks it may have been triggered due to meds, he started methylfolate to help with methylation and after 4 days he was able to feel cannabis again, and some days later another user made a post referring to the original poster, even though he didn't know whether he had MTFHR mutation he started methylfolate after seeing the original post and after 2 weeks he regained his ability to feel cannabis. So yesterday I got some methylfolate and started taking 400mcg daily, I'll report back after 2-3 weeks if I notice any difference.
 
fkabilify said:
So on the topic of not being able to feel substances/alcohol after invega/abilify I've found some interesting information. On reddit an user said he got a dna test from 23andme and saw that he has the MTFHR gene mutation, he thinks it may have been triggered due to meds, he started methylfolate to help with methylation and after 4 days he was able to feel cannabis again, and some days later another user made a post referring to the original poster, even though he didn't know whether he had MTFHR mutation he started methylfolate after seeing the original post and after 2 weeks he regained his ability to feel cannabis. So yesterday I got some methylfolate and started taking 400mcg daily, I'll report back after 2-3 weeks if I notice any difference.
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That's interesting
 
I couldn't feel weed strongly after PSSD and now it's 95% normal, I didn't have to take anything. I am curious about the MTFHR gene. Also whenever I read that acronym my brain goes "ah yes, the motherfucker gene".
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
I got fake people showing fake love to me straight up to my face.

@stolensoul
@IOSIP
@TonyTonyChopper
@InvegaAnon

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Did you really expect people to like you after faking your death for attention? I don't hate you but you're on thin ice bub. I wish the best for you and I hope you get the help you need, but I think you're a dick with serious problems.

I get why you did it. I thought about faking my death to see if anyone cared, back when I was a lonely child. So I think you're lonely. But you're not going to get any friends by being weird to people and not apologizing for faking your death.

Like do you know how shitty that is, to make people feel like you're gone? People who are a lot like you? It could also cause copycat suicides. Multiple people asked what poison someone else used in a verified suicide of someone on this thread. Do you realize you could've encouraged the suicide of someone who likely would have recovered?
 
FKKK psychatrists , FAKE DOCTORS FAKE FAKE FAKE DISGUSTING CREATURES . I'm firing my current psychatrist and letting him know how should have picked a more noble field in medicine and that he is a failure. Whats funny is that he has a sexual misconduct on his page. Proves that psychatrists are rapists too.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
FKKK psychatrists , FAKE DOCTORS FAKE FAKE FAKE DISGUSTING CREATURES . I'm firing my current psychatrist and letting him know how should have picked a more noble field in medicine and that he is a failure. Whats funny is that he has a sexual misconduct on his page. Proves that psychatrists are rapists too.
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Was to harsh. Proceeds to call psycj rapists ahahahaha. My new psychiatrist is an absolute fuck head peace of shit so can relate. All because he thinks I'm a hopeless druggy. Fucking dick head.
 
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