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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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BelieveinGod123 said:
Schizophrenia, bipolar, depression do not exist.
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oh my god dude... come on...

i believe they over prescribe meds, but some people have real illnesses and it's insulting for you to say that they aren't real. i don't know if you are trying to imply that doctors are just making them up, or that it's a spiritual thing, but it's not true... they are real disorders however they arrive, whether that be spiritual or because of brain chemsitry, or that it's both... but it's real stuff.. schizophrenia is hearing voices that aren't there outside of the head. that's why a lot of people are diagnosed.. it's impossible to get through life if you think that stuff is real if you have schizophrenia... if you don't have schizophrenia and don't like that they are giving you these meds, that's fine.. but other people actually have schizophrenia. i think some day they will treat these problems more with meditation and positive thinking almost like brain washing instead of just 100% meds like is going on now.. but even then, some people will probably need meds.

i'm gonna say poster Believeingod123 is just posting to get a rise out of people at this point.. i don't know how many times they can post that all these mental illnesses aren't real.. it's insulting to the people that have them.. you are ignorant to other people's situations.

to go on about depression, stuff like anti-depressants really impove the quality of some people's lives too.. they are overprescribed and don't work for a lot of people.. but some people actually have chemical imbalances... some ones body can just feel off, and anti-depressants can help that... they aren't really evil.. just only really for certain groups of people, and aren't for others... most meds don't really ruin people's lives when taking them.. these invega injections have a really bad reputation though.. i have many reasons why i don't like forcing people with meds... like i always have tried to say they should keep me at the hospital and work through my problems with out meds, but they always just want to jump for medication, and a lot of times that just makes me more paranoid or more anti-society/meds... not really a good system.. i get this thread and how bad invega is, but to say that people don't have different levels of mental illness is not cool/not good for some people's minds.
 
iraistired said:
i was doing better after like 4-5 months shit got bearable but then i stopped getting better since then 😭 don’t know if that’ll change i just hope
oh and also i still have no emotions and thoughts and stuff wby

also did anyone here recover
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I got better after 5 months as well and now 6 month but I don't really feel I have recovered more since then.

I hope this is not new normal.
 
foodcrisis said:
oh my god dude... come on...

i believe they over prescribe meds, but some people have real illnesses and it's insulting for you to say that they aren't real. i don't know if you are trying to imply that doctors are just making them up, or that it's a spiritual thing, but it's not true... they are real disorders however they arrive, whether that be spiritual or because of brain chemsitry, or that it's both... but it's real stuff.. schizophrenia is hearing voices that aren't there outside of the head. that's why a lot of people are diagnosed.. it's impossible to get through life if you think that stuff is real if you have schizophrenia... if you don't have schizophrenia and don't like that they are giving you these meds, that's fine.. but other people actually have schizophrenia. i think some day they will treat these problems more with meditation and positive thinking almost like brain washing instead of just 100% meds like is going on now.. but even then, some people will probably need meds.

i'm gonna say poster Believeingod123 is just posting to get a rise out of people at this point.. i don't know how many times they can post that all these mental illnesses aren't real.. it's insulting to the people that have them.. you are ignorant to other people's situations.

to go on about depression, stuff like anti-depressants really impove the quality of some people's lives too.. they are overprescribed and don't work for a lot of people.. but some people actually have chemical imbalances... some ones body can just feel off, and anti-depressants can help that... they aren't really evil.. just only really for certain groups of people, and aren't for others... most meds don't really ruin people's lives when taking them.. these invega injections have a really bad reputation though.. i have many reasons why i don't like forcing people with meds... like i always have tried to say they should keep me at the hospital and work through my problems with out meds, but they always just want to jump for medication, and a lot of times that just makes me more paranoid or more anti-society/meds... not really a good system.. i get this thread and how bad invega is, but to say that people don't have different levels of mental illness is not cool/not good for some people's minds.
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It's people like him that are truly very unwell. They are the reason people like us get injections. Because they won't take there pills. So the rest of us suffer.

Delusional people are the reason these injections exist. I never denied I had mental health problems. But did I need an invega injection ? Absolutely not. I would have taken the pills
 
wbga said:
I got better after 5 months as well and now 6 month but I don't really feel I have recovered more since then.

I hope this is not new normal.
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Being on this forum freaks me out sometimes. I'm also hoping this isn't a new normal. I don't know how to explain it at this point. But I just feel flat and blunted emotionally.

Still spend my days watching tik toks because my brain doesnt have capacity for anything else.

This is such a scary experience I need to get better. I need to return to work. But I'm not even close to being able to do that.
 
IOSIP said:
Being on this forum freaks me out sometimes. I'm also hoping this isn't a new normal. I don't know how to explain it at this point. But I just feel flat and blunted emotionally.

Still spend my days watching tik toks because my brain doesnt have capacity for anything else.

This is such a scary experience I need to get better. I need to return to work. But I'm not even close to being able to do that.
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I will see two months more and see if there will be any improvements.

I can't lose weight even though I eat so small and have breathing problem, emotional blunting.

One improvement from 1 month ago is that I no longer have morning sputum anymore.
 
wbga said:
I will see two months more and see if there will be any improvements.

I can't lose weight even though I eat so small and have breathing problem, emotional blunting.

One improvement from 1 month ago is that I no longer have morning sputum anymore.
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I'm fat all i do is eat. Thank god the akathisia stopped. But now im afraid this emotional blunting won't ever go away. Something just feels different. Maybe it will get better. I need it to.
 
IOSIP said:
I'm fat all i do is eat. Thank god the akathisia stopped. But now im afraid this emotional blunting won't ever go away. Something just feels different. Maybe it will get better. I need it to.
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I guess this improvement is really gradual.

Let's just hope this will be back to normal.
 
IOSIP said:
Being on this forum freaks me out sometimes. I'm also hoping this isn't a new normal. I don't know how to explain it at this point. But I just feel flat and blunted emotionally.

Still spend my days watching tik toks because my brain doesnt have capacity for anything else.

This is such a scary experience I need to get better. I need to return to work. But I'm not even close to being able to do that.
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Talk about flat and blunted emotionally…. I just got half a million dollars and I didn’t feel shit. I was like oh yay. What does that tell you


@BelieveinGod123
These psychiatrists have spent years learning “mental health” from the healthcare system introduced and bought by the Rothchilds. They just don’t want to admit that what they have been taught their whole lives might be bull shit. Anyone who sees the truth needs to be dumbed down. Humans are cattle. I mean the moment you mention Satan you are mentally ill. But Satan is real. So real. He’s been around thousands and thousands of years of years and loves to torment humans. I still think there’s more to schizophrenia than just hearing voices, so much they don’t understand. Tapped into another dimension or something. Anyone who says something out do the norm is considered mentally ill, but y’all bible bashers are allowed to go to church and preach shit every Sunday without question but the moment you mention Satan ohhhhhhh schizophrenic.
Satan loves his schizophrenics.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@foodcrisis you never had invega so what are you doing on this thread?

@paranoid android Why don't you tell food crisis to go to another thread? I'm guessing you probably won't since he is your little buddy...
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cause i have some insite with having schizophrenia which a lot of you are getting accused of having, so i think i have some experience with doctors, being on meds in general, and dealing with some of the mental problems you might be having.

there's another poster in this thread suffering from haldol injections too....

it's cool that you can remember each posters history and know that i've never been injected... however i think you are wrong for not at least wanting to let me express my thoughts.

i never felt like poster paranoid androiid was really that fond of me either.. i don't think he dislikes me or anything, but i post stuff with him and like he doesn't thumbs up "like" everything i post or anything... i think you going over board claiming stuff like people don't have mental illness, and just to go as far as to say "little buddy"... idk. it makes you sound over the top and immature.. maybe there's some pattern with that and why doctors are injecting you.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@foodcrisis you never had invega so what are you doing on this thread?

@paranoid android Why don't you tell food crisis to go to another thread? I'm guessing you probably won't since he is your little buddy...
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I mean paranoid Andrew let youwillrecover go on for pages and pages about his mother and fake schizophrenia diagnose and he never had invega.

I think you are allowed your opinion. How long ago did u have invega?
 
I'm fucking so over this guys. What the fuck have I done to my life. I live with so much regret every day. Nothing will ever be the same again.

Just a vent because I don't know who else to vent to. im so sick of every day feeling the same.

Like i better get bettet i cant handle this. I feel so much regret. But it doesn't matter what's done is done and I can't change.

What a fucking joke I am. I fucked up my life so badly things will never be the same.

Anyways thanks for listening to me vent.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
Everyone read the link I posted.

The Chinese goveremnt forced antipsychotics on an individual for having anti-government views.
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Hey it was a dick move to pretend to commit suicide. Maybe you're lonely and feel like nobody cares about you or something. But that shit just makes people hate you. I don't hate you, but I think you have problems. If you have any friends or family stay close to them, ask for attention from them. That was a bad way to seek attention.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Hey it was a dick move to pretend to commit suicide. Maybe you're lonely and feel like nobody cares about you or something. But that shit just makes people hate you. I don't hate you, but I think you have problems. If you have any friends or family stay close to them, ask for attention from them. That was a bad way to seek attention.
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He doesn’t seem to be acknowledging this one ahahaha
 
IOSIP said:
He doesn’t seem to be acknowledging this one ahahaha
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He should apologize. I was blaming myself because he reached out to me and asked for confirmation that I'm a real person by asking for my Instagram, which I gave because I thought it would help him, but he was being weird about how pretty I am and it was off-putting so I told him to fuck off and blocked him on Insta. I was like "I should have been nicer :'( He deserved to live even if he was a weirdo" for weeks.
 
InvegaAnon said:
He should apologize. I was blaming myself because he reached out to me and asked for confirmation that I'm a real person by asking for my Instagram, which I gave because I thought it would help him, but he was being weird about how pretty I am and it was off-putting so I told him to fuck off.
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I suspect he won't apologise lol
 
InvegaAnon said:
He should apologize. I was blaming myself because he reached out to me and asked for confirmation that I'm a real person by asking for my Instagram, which I gave because I thought it would help him, but he was being weird about how pretty I am and it was off-putting so I told him to fuck off and blocked him on Insta. I was like "I should have been nicer :'( He deserved to live even if he was a weirdo" for weeks.
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Who would have thought in a thread full of people who've had psychosis there would be weirdos 🤔 🤣
 
Is there anyone who were obsessed with crows or black colour during psychosis?
 
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